Bengeshte🦋

lyrics lol:
manipulate me one more time
i love it everytime you lie
you really know how to make me cry
slit my wrist like suicide 

like suicide do or die
make these songs so energized
in my room all alone
baby please pick up the phone

you’re so toxic bad for me
you feed off my energy
i’m bleeding do you care
the pain is just too much to bare


you hurt me bad and i can’t see
i thought we were meant to be
i see through you transparency 
if u wanna talk then pay my fee

i’m so numb to the pain you give
it’s in my head i wish i was dead

i’m so numb
i’m so done
u hurt me
with your apologies

one more time! (xofilo)

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leaking red glitter

leaking red glitter w/ cholorofilm 🩸🪖( ҂ × ཀ × )

notes;; 
ty guys for helping me w this song <3 

mixed and mastered by @1stress (except hoshies part) 
featuring ;; @hoshiestar ,, @killpariah7
icon credit ;; fr4gm3n7c0r3 tumblr 
produced by irlshitbih

verse order;;
@1stress
caught me snorting up the blood i was in the party 
yea ik u wanna lick bby pls dont touch me 
baby wht u gna do if u caught me lyin 0-0 
bby wht u gna do i js caught u cryin ;-; 

@killpariah7
i keep a blade in my pocket i wanna off it
i been mixin all these drugs idc if its toxic 
baby im on the dance floor 
and u keep touchin my body ur such a lil whr 
2 crack bags we could snort up some ??? in the bathroom
i hope i ovrdos and die die i hope i ovrdos and die 
and after u can go and cry ;( 

@hoshiestar
bby wht the fk u gonna do
wht the fk u gonna do
bby wht u gonna do do do
ohhh
yea u see me in the party and im off th drugz
idrc bby i dont rly give a fk
(idk what he said after that) 


~made with love, stress
enjoy<3

wht u gonna do :3

wht u gonna do :3 w/ killpariah & hoshie star (NOW ON SPOTIFY)

all i want is you-rebzyyx feat hoshie star

edgy

I'm so crazy for youuu </3

Ur ghost is so pretty X_x

I'm so fucked up please help me

welcome2My cemetary*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧
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PRODUCTION @1stress
MIX/MASTER @1stress
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CUTS R BLEEDING ON THE FLOOR 
WELCOME2MY CEMETARY 
EVERYBODY WANTED FOR 
OH OH IM NOT THAT SCARY
TAKE U 2 MY REDRUM 
IMA RIP UR GUTS OUT 
EVERYBODY LIES THEY ALL WANT ME JUST 4 THE CLOUT 

RED LEAKINROUND UR ROOM
RLY HOPE U DIE SOON 
COPS R KNOCKING ON UR DDOOR 
OH OH THEY WANT SOME ROOM 
POST UR DEATH ON LIVELEAK 
POSERS WATCH THEY WANNA FEED

WELCOME TO MY CEMETARY
I FEEL LIKE A ???
I FEEL IM GONNA DIE 
OH IM GONNA REACH MY HIGH
CEMETARY CEMETARY
GONNA RIP UR GUTS OUT 
AFTER LEAVE UR BODY LEAKING YA ITS LEAKING FOR THE CLOUT
IM AT MY BREAKING POINT 
NOT AN ORDINARY BOY IMA SHOOT U SO DEAD
NEVER KNEW U UR A TOY
WELCOME TO MY CEMETARY  
CUTS R BLEEDING ON THE FLOOR
XD NEVER LOVED U 
UR A STUPID ROTTING LITTLE WHORE

CUTS R BLEEDING ON THE FLOOR 
WELCOME2MY CEMETARY 
EVERYBODY WANTED FOR 
OH OH IM NOT THAT SCARY
TAKE U 2 MY REDRUM 
IMA RIP UR GUTS OUT 
EVERYBODY LIES THEY ALL WANT ME JUST 4 THE CLOUT 

RED LEAKINROUND UR ROOM
RLY HOPE U DIE SOON 
COPS R KNOCKING ON UR DDOOR 
OH OH THEY WANT SOME ROOM 
POST UR DEATH ON LIVELEAK 
POSERS WATCH THEY WANNA FEED

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CEMETARY

CEMETERY

searching.


prod + mastered + mixed by me


and i just wanna leave this place 
run away, change my name 
searching for the great escape 
watch me turn to kurt cobain 

take a shotgun, blow my brains 
we were never one in the same
i hear the whispering @ night 
i know that ur the one to blame…

one more month and i’ll be dead 
remember everything you said? 
drag the razor across my thighs
hurt myself to feel content 

he was just a lonely boy, she was a stupid fucking girl
she’s left alone in this world, alone in this world, i’m alone 

oh no, i’m dead now 
my wrist slashed in this decrepit house 
wanna be pretty, i watched her dance in her new dress
where will i go?

am i hellbound, or am i godsent?

Promise you won't miss me

it was so hard to do a melody, sorry if this is ass i hionestly feel like all my music lately is shit and i wanna stop doing it again i hate music sm i hate my dad WHY IS NOTHING TURNING OUT GOOD

im so fucked wanting shit that fucks me up

thanks @Doe-deer for the beat :) this was a collab w them and they made this its rlly cool

so you dont want me back
give me a heart attack
look at the scars ive made
i think youll dirve me insane

u still cant fucking choose
u still want me around
wnat me to fucking use
ill put u in the ground

ill put you six feet down
bury you with the dogs
i hope ur heart fucking hurtsss
ill cut your fucking liverrr
and eat ur fucking hearttt
swallow ur body partsss

u cant fucking choose
i lied to myself
still want u back
even though u hurt me bad

someone help me
im so fucked

wanting shit that fucks me up

wanting shit that fucks me up

someone help me
im so fucked

cant help myself
not enough

need your blood
need your guts
wanna have ur fucked up love

fuckeddd ☆ prod. doe-deer

insta- https://www.instagram.com/iamsodeadawe?igshid=ZGNjOWZkYTE3MQ==

mix- rylax

feat- https://soundcloud.com/pupsies

prod- igi 

Original Cover art before this by- https://www.instagram.com/pupyic?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw==

iamsodead
why do i care sm for u
but u left me 4 someone else
but idk how 2 stop ts pain
so i jst wnna sleep it off
touch me feel me
bby i dont wanna stop
love me use me ill be ur bf
let me tell u all my secrets 
????

pupsies
i dont care what ppl say you know i love you anyway
i dont care what ppl say ____
loving you is so __
ill lose my breath 
loving you just drives me crazy
tell me is it over yet

iamsodead
i dont want no problems with ya
???
and i just wanna kms
???
let me put a knife on ur neck hoping you would run
why do i care sm for u
but u left me 4 someone else
but idk how 2 stop ts pain
so i jst wnna sleep it off
touch me feel me
bby i dont wanna stop
love me use me ill be ur bf
let me tell u all my secrets 
????

pupsies
why do i care sm for u
but u left me 4 someone else
but idk how 2 stop ts pain
so i jst wnna sleep it off

iamsodead x pupsies
why do i care sm for u
but u left me 4 someone else
but idk how 2 stop ts pain
so i jst wnna sleep it off

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boyfriend w/ PUPSIES [igi]

ill amke scenecore soon guys sry i just havent been feeling like it...
i did NOTTTTT spend enough time on the vocals on this and ill  prly just delete it alter anyways

you were supposed to tell me
i was supposed to know
i dont have any idea where im supposed to go

if god is really up there
why wont he answer my prayer
smthn smtyhn i forgot

if you're listening so close
why wont you answer my prayer
i wish that i could know things
i swear this just isnt fair

ive tried for so long
to understand why
but here i am still
i just wanna cry

i wish that i had done more
i wish id hallucinate
maybe in my dreamscape
youd finally talk to me

but i know thats a stupid dream
i want to see the unseen
but i guess ur blinding me
is this just how things will be?

i just wanna punch and scream
whys this happening to me
is god even listening
is god even listening?

i guess taht ill just give up
ill never find the answer
this just has to be enough
maybe we'll live forever
or maybe we just die
i dont rlly got a clue
i dont rlly got a clue
and i know neither do you

prayer ☆ hallucinate

i should kill myself feat syris

i miss you baby
you drive me crazy
ur so pretty that my mind is getting hazy
want ur blood on my lips
cmon just give me a kiss
u just fuckng shut me down
"yeah no ill see you around"

so u nvr respond and ur always fucking busy
if i pop a tit do u think that u would miss me

you said that you loved me,
guess that was a lie
but if this is the end
then why dont we fuck tonight?

sleep with me tonight ☆ feat. syris (igi)

party all nite x_X ft. kiryo & ivy's lullaby (aura)

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mixed by me and @1lav nd @infernalprayers
Mastered by me
prod @nick6383
SPOTIFY --> https://open.spotify.com/track/35vqahDwW7sLGY3qE17JlW?si=374d7382580e4d74

lyrixx
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me:
nd i feel my body decompose
keep on fukn talkin but ts is gettin old
and im running this shit back >:)
have fucking a heart attack i pour draino in my cup
cause ian ever comin back
omg
omg
this bitch she wanna top me
you can do like all that shit cause all you do is mock me
omg she jus block me
omg you just copy
i like prada |
i like fendi
no you cannot fukn stop me
all u faggots needa wake up
please stfu
ive been tellin these boys to go and get their bucks up
but they hate on me
(something about chlorine)
hit her from the back
i wanna hear her fukn scream

azara:

can i cum inside imma show you what love means
stuck inside lust i know you wanna fuck me
sex sells and you wanna record me
i know those x pills get you really horny
i can cut myself while you lay on top of me
makes me more horny to know ur not stopping me
lick the blood off my wrists
let me cum on your tits
i know that ur  slut
can u take all this dick

lavendr:

is it love or fiction
bitch i'm posted up in the club 
take a picture
popping bottles every night 
feeling like a do or die 
i don't wanna go right now 
i just wanna tell some lies 
let's go to a haunted house 
inject some shit and overdose
she's a prettly little psycho 
in my head in a comatose
monsters coming after you 
don't let it be their next pick
i'd let you go 
but i can tell that you're out of luck

sex sellzZzz w/ azara + lavendr   (6383)

pupsies + @1stress

i try and take this all the time
its just ive been with you so long
cmon, u dont really mean it
along the lines we just fell off..
carved a hole into my chest
baby u can cut the rest
but sometimes when im up real late
i think about my flesh u ate
i wonder if its me u hate
but i dont see hiw that cld be true
i knkw that ur just fed up
with everything that u have to do
u tell me u love me
then baby tell me why we fight
loving js means nothing to you
u keep me awake at night
crying allmy tears
wondering jf itll be alright
lets just stick it out
we can make up, we can make it right
u tell me u love me
then baby tell me why we fight
loving js means nothing to you
u keep me awake at night
crying allmy tears
wondering jf itll be alright
lets just stick it out
we can make up, we can make it right
(1stress part)
(repeat chorus)

I STILL LOVE YOU + 1stress (takuori) **ON SPOTIFY**

produced by @w6lker <3
cover art drawn by https://instagram.com/vuelure

lyrics:

push me to the edge like you don’t know what you’re doing
i can hear it walk around, damn i know i hear it moving
there’s a sickness in my head & in the end i will pursue it
i’ve got a blade in my sternum, going deeper in the bruises

ladies & gentlemen, it’s my final show
let me show you how deep i’ll go in my flesh & bone
this performance, baby it might be the death of me, the death of me
virus spreading, not a single remedy, remedy

salvation is six feet deep & two feet wide,
can i still find my grave in time?
use me till there’s nothing left,
i want you to kill me with your medicine
abandonment, desolation
freezing, we’re isolated
showtime, we’re barely breathing
hundreds of voices bleating
encore upon the stage, look how we slip away
giving them all my pain, this is the great escape

string me up & rip me limb from limb now,
choking on my words, it's hard to breathe out
stick yr fingers down my throat to hurt me,
i am dying slow & they're not worried

drugs to get me by & maybe help me,
clown, just bring a gun and fucking end me
scared of theaters, i'm still getting stage fright
can't wait to leave it, i can't wait to die cause

salvation is six feet deep & two feet wide,
can i still find my grave in time?
use me till there’s nothing left,
i want you to kill me with your medicine
abandonment, desolation
freezing, we’re isolated
showtime, we’re barely breathing
hundreds of voices bleating
encore upon the stage, look how we slip away
giving them all my pain, this is the great escape

Salvation

boutta freak tf out
baby i can i bust now 

molly coke drugged out
this the lifestyle

i dont give a fuck now
really got me stressed out 

im a diva
paparazi pizza

dont forget to cheesaaa
feeling like im freiza 

no we dont agree (ya) 
really nice to meet chaaa

fuck my ass up
i might go bananass

onesie pajamas 
chillin in the hamptons

yea ik its not enuff
im too sick to fall in love

im right lov3sickk
watch me puke in public

slip her drugs just like a glove
roofie boofie in the club 

yea im bi so wassup 
suck a dick 
eat a butt

cut my wrists
drink the blood

overdose in the tub
uh uh uh x2

molly coke and ecstacy 
i let it get the best of me
all these girls obsessed w me
like mariah carey 
she said she really scared of me
feel like scary terry
kruger furry freddy
ed edd and eddy

they wont fuccin let me
they dont fuccin get me
are u fuccin ready 
yea ik im sexy 
feeling like im miley 
im a doll like kylie
this is so exciting 
why dont she like meeee

( ˘ ³˘)♥︎

♡︎ i think i have ibs ♥︎  [mothshonor]

this song was falsely striked along with 2 others so i am reuploading it because its blowing up on tiktok

omfg oh i’m a little scene slut 
ima puke out my guts 
can u please stop touching my butt 
i’m with hkwd and we’re out to drink ur blood 
i don’t give a fuck 
i just want ur luv 
watch me take a drink oh please don’t make me naughty 
taking off my shirt see the scars all on my body put my head up in the dirt 
omg ur such a hotty 
walking round shibuya boutta kill a lot of bodies eating out my insides what i do to just deserve this 
elliot rodger shoutout my inspiration 
oh u don’t like me sorry for the complication 
idec zeija take over the nation

Bengeshte🦋

VtrnJoel