It comes on slow. You didn't notice until it was too late.

It Creeps In

Lyrics: 
Swimming through disillusionment, climbing down a latter of tries.
Never knowing the answers, to figure out all the why's.
My will is bound by exhaustion, everything is coming apart.
I should have known not to bother, to even try from the start.
Empires fall under times heel, one by one they fall.
Battered and bruised by existence.
Should it have happened at all? [At the end of the hall!]

I can't do this.

Window in Reality