This song is so good that it makes me want to cry even when i have nothing to be sad about 😂

"Till the end he was a soldier, 'cause the fight was never over." Such masterful songwriting 💗

The colonel kept a journel of his struggles and regrets

thank u for posting this on soundcloud •w• ive been waiting for alec to post it

he has a voice of an Angel,the literal G.O.A.T!!!

I’m just dying to get comfortable 
Times flying trying to numb my soul 
I’d be lying if I said it were ever half full
Still trying something, anything to feel whole 

I feel I’m Running on empty, 
Wheel worn down don’t tread on me
Looking to heal those shortcuts sure look tempting 
I was born with a heavy crown no one sees

Im always under the table cloth squirming 
Hungry for table scraps of serenity 
Wonder why i always end up moths and vermin 
Destroy destroy destroy 

This dissonant chord keeps haunting me
Maybe we’re blood and oil 
Maybe we were never meant to be 
Delete me from your history 

You cut us in two with a serpents sword  
A puppeteer, others only fear 
Breathing air through a water board  
And I’ve has enough of it to last me all my years

They keep in me on a need to know basis 
Pickin winners case by case is
Like some runners Steeple chasing into a piranha pit 
While others race on an escalator and get away with it 

Maybe you can see I’m on my last leg
I’m not pulling yours to brag but I got it pegged 
Tied myself to the mast and flew the black flag
I’m off to new lands , a new horizon, a new day

This dissonant chord keeps haunting me
Maybe we’re blood and oil 
Maybe we were never meant to be 
Delete me from your history 

I’m prone to duck and cover every chance I get 
I got pee tee s Dee and i ain’t even a war vet 
I pray to God this is the closest I’ll ever get
Shit I ain’t even lived yet

I keep my news feed scrolling the darkest timeline 
Keep all my feelings lying sidelined 
If bad luck were  a lover I could get lucky any time 
But I would never rewind
this is my life and imma make the best of mine 

My mind races heart beats fast and then retraces 
Life keeps tell me to pick up the pace 
Wonder what they’d feel like if we traded places 
Judge, jury, executioner that’s how brief my case is

This dissonant chord keeps haunting me
Maybe we’re blood and oil 
Maybe we were never meant to be 
Delete me from your history 








Delete me from your history…

DELETE ME

I don't own this song, all copyright goes to Alec Benjamin.

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