Lost & Lonely

Ellipse

Vocals added by the amazingly talented Seagullmoine

Breakfast at midnight featuring Seagullmoine

Take the knife, hold it tight 
Every tool is yours to wield when the time is right 
Son, I know it’s cruel 
You better learn or be left behind 
Willing to cut your way in line 

When you're there, 
on your own
Keep contingencies for dying trying times 
my advice to you 
You better learn or be left behind 
It might kill to be kind, yeah 

After a lifetime stuck in your ways 
This letter falls flat with nothing to say 
Been writing your whole life-- figure this out 
It shouldn't be hard 

Now with age, 
subtleties of your stature become clear-- 
I disagree with your advice 
To be kind is not naive 
All you saw was scarcity 

And today, I recognize 
locking eyes with ancestors I say goodbye! 
I see you tried-- Implying care, not affection 
Supervision, not protection-- that’s why now 

After a lifetime stuck in my ways 
This eulogy’s flat with nothing to say 
Been writing my whole life-- figure this out 
It shouldn't be hard 
It shouldn't be hard

Stature (soundcloud cut)

Wide open sun, it’s casting illusions
Baked in exposure, time to rest
Bring on the heat death

Splayed out on sandbanks
Glory the expanse
How could you tell them?
Rambling to everyone back home
everyone back home

Bring on the heat death

Wide Open Illusion (soundcloud cut)

Wires (2024)

Sleepwalker (2025)

Harvest (2025)

There were a few iterations of this one... at times I swapped out the entire lyrics. After a few years this one settled in with me as the original and the best version. Maybe one day I'll try to re-record it one last time.

world is an open road

i’m feeling cold, feeling like I shouldn’t breathe
it's getting old, sick of when you look at me
you don’t seem know, that I am half way out the door
she said she’s be getting bored, she said she don’t care no more

i can’t breathe near you
empty, full room
i can see through
every single promise, I knew you weren’t honest

i can’t breathe near you
empty, full room
i can see through
every single promise, I knew you weren’t honest

i’m feeling cold, feeling like I shouldn’t breathe
it's getting old, sick of when you look at me
you don’t seem know, that I am half way out the door
she said she’s be getting bored, she said she don’t care no more

what was the point
when I realized that I was alone
you said you loved me but I didn’t know
I didn’t know

i’m feeling cold, feeling like I shouldn’t breathe
it's getting old, sick of when you look at me
you don’t seem know, that I am half way out the door
she said she’s be getting bored, she said she don’t care no more

i can’t breathe near you
empty, full room
i can see through
every single promise, I knew you weren’t honest

i can’t breathe near you
empty, full room
i can see through
every single promise, I knew you weren’t honest

empty, full room

Gravity

Multi instrumentalist songwriter from Austin Tx. Looking for someone to collaborate with, mainly a vocalist. Check out some of my hastily recorded demos 😂

Gravity

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