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Song: [L] MIRL by Deftones 
Dialogue: Apocalypse Now (1979)
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I’m still only in Saigon. (Willard x [L] MIRL)

when i was home after my first tour

haroinfather - body dead soul alive

for you,. -drezzdon

Saigon...shit, I'm still only in Saigon... every time I think I'm gonna wake back up in the jungle...
When I was home after my first tour it was worse, I would wake up and it would be nothing...
Everyone gets everything he wants... I wanted a mission... and for my sins they gave me one.
I was going to the worst place in the world and I didn't even know it yet... weeks away and hundreds of miles up a river that snakes through the war like a main circuit cable... plug me straight into Kurtz...
How many people had I already killed... there were those six that I knew about for sure... but this time it was an American... and an officer... that wasnt supposed to make a difference to me... but it did...
Shit... charging a man with murder in this place was like handing out speeding tickets at the indy 500...
I took the mission... what the hell else was I gonna do... but I really didnt know what I'd do when I found him.

Saigon...shit, I'm still only in Saigon... every time I think I'm gonna wake back up in the jungle.

the way i see things (prod. kryptik)

stuck in the willows w/ wraith

i'm pretty sad and stressed but here's some music 

Free download available on my bandcamp (link in bio!)

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nothing ever lasts

wraith - whats worse the hell i live with everyday in my mind or hell itself

@rxdlxst

Lyrics

Why do I beg for your love when I'm feelin' depressed when I know that it's only a lie
Why do I fight to keep livin' this world is a mess and I think that it's better to die
Why do I keep writing songs that are so hard to finish that reflect the pain that I try
To hide from the people that care for me most, I know when I pass they're the ones that'll cry

I cannot cope with the fact that I'll never be good enough for anyone to be pleased
I'm always left in the past and they don't even hesitate, I am forgotten with ease
Autumn has fallen and so has my heart, the spark that I had is now dead like the leaves
Don't waste your time on unknxwn. cause he'll never amount to the one that you want him to be

All black, bucket hat, white shoes, heart bruised
Hopes up, nevermind, bummed out, defuse
All black, bucket hat, white shoes, heart bruised
Hopes up, nevermind, bummed out, defuse

I'm the emboiment of all the problems that ruin your life when it's too hard to solve em
I am the reason you break down in tears when the one that you love hits decline when you call em
I am the small little push that'll get you to fall when you're already stuck on the edge
I am the shovel that's already dug out your grave and just waiting for you to be dead

unknxwn. - defuse

defuse.

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defuse. | Produced by rxdlxst

@whatevenisreal

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

catch me flyin out to LA
runnin round these fuckin circles
got a smile thats deceiving
you can hear it in my vocals
i been cryin in my bedroom
i been dyin just to see u 
can i get over this hurdle?
or will i fall and crack my skull?

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

ill be good enough for ya one day
but for now ill sit here waitin
hoping this will work its way out
but i doubt it, im decaying
wish my life had some more meanin
wish these pills would fuckin work
wish my head wasnt so fucked up
wish these feelings didnt hurt

Follow me <3

keep it a buck, im lonely af (prod. br//oken)

@hatefulbeats

Lyrics

Broken in, I'm broke again
I've had enough of this, that's what I feel like
Hope is hopeless, I'm fuckin' chokin', can't deal with this, fuck real life
I used to think about suicide, I feel better now, but I still might

Take my life, cause this shit don't make mine really feel nice
I love it when people just casually ask "Ken, are you depressed?"
Like I put up an act, but I just tell 'em no
Cause if I explain, they still wouldn't know about All of thoughts That've run through my head that're making me think
That I'm better off dead (I really think that I'm better off dead)

People that don't understand, think I don't make any sense
People that know where I stand, can't even help me for shit
All of us stuck in the sand, and no one will give us a hand
We wanna get better, we're calling for help
But no one is willing give us a chance

So when I make it out, it's fuck them, and it's fuck you
Needed help, you ain't come through
You don't know what I've gone through
When you're all alone, I'll be gone too

Poppin' off like a 12 shotty
Heart's gone, I'm dead rotting
Too bad, I don't feel sorry
She feelin' me but I don't feel shawty

wraith - what's it like to feel unstable if that's all you've ever felt

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