"I Sail Alone" by Sithu
https://commaful.com/play/await_alive/-s-/

Sithu on Commaful
https://commaful.com/play/await_alive/

In collaboration with Grim Goblin Jack & Emerald A. Behrens.

I Sail Alone by Sithu 

© 2021 by Emerald A. Behrens

Run like hell
'cuz you can't escape this life
Keep on runnin'
'cuz no one will save you

When you're in hell
and you're all alone
When you pray to God
but there's no reply

Run like hell
'cuz you can't escape this life
Keep on runnin'
'cuz no one will help you

When you've been beat
and you're all alone
When you call for help
but there's no response

Run like hell
'cuz you can't escape this life
Keep on runnin'
'cuz no one will care for you

When you've been raped
and you're gonna' die
When you're locked up
and there's no way out

Scream like hell
'cuz you can't escape this pain
Keep on screamin'
'cuz no one will rescue you

When you've been killed
and no one cares
When you told the truth

But they don't 
Listen
They don't 
Listen
No, they don't listen
They don't listen

Cry Cry to Heaven
Cry Cry to Heaven
Cry Cry Out Loud
to Heaven
Cry Cry to Heaven
Cry Cry to Heaven
Cry Cry to Heaven
to Heaven
Cry Cry
. . . 

(Help Me Please)

Cry to Heaven

My heart aches in Octocber
	With feelings of nostalgia 
	A feeling deep inside 
	in October
	There is no other feeling like October
	Bringing shades of shadows 
	Leaves of upon the ground
	My heart aches in October
	The feeling deep inside in October
	Walking through the forest deep asleep within
	Leaves upon the ground turning colors
	My heart aches in october
	With feelings of nostalgia
	Pumpkins carved and lollipops 
	candy given out 
	the cider apples round and ripe 
	feelings here in fall
	Nothing else compares to October
	Nothing else compares to the colors
	Here I am at peace 

© 2018 Grim Goblin Jack
Emerald A. Behrens

Will-O'-The-Wisp

My Heart Aches in October

Take a stand, against the world that drags you down.
When there is nothing left -- you have only yourself.
Call upon your power now!
~*~
The Stand by Grim Goblin Jack
Created by Emerald A. Behrens
October 2021 release on Bandcamp

TRACKS
1) Ave Maria
2) Butterfly Cries
3) Cry to Heaven
4) Alone in the Dark
5) Christian Man
6) I Will Stand
7) Will You Still Sing?
8) Feel the Night
9) Generous
10) The Space Within

The Stand

The Stand preview October 2021 on Bandcamp

by secretgeek on Commaful https://commaful.com/play/secretgeek/
Part of a writing and song collaboration with Grim Goblin Jack

"The Change"

There's a hole that leads
That leads straight down to hell
 
And there's a man who's 
pouring
Pouring poison in the well.
 
And the change it's coming
For us all, you can tell
 And the change is
Hollowing out this shell

There's a stream that flows
That flows through virgin plain
And it's green and its sheen
Its sheen untouched by pain.

And the change it's coming
You can try and hide in vain

And the change 
Is coming on again

There's a swell that seeps
That seeps in from
underground
And it runs unchecked and
unbound
And the poison flows and the 
poison creeps
Creeps and sours what it keeps.

And the change it's coming
Though the world's half asleep

And the change
Cuts more than skin-deep

There's a river and it's fed
It's fed from a thousand 
streams
And it's thousand dreaming 
dreams
And the poison creeps and the
poison flows
Flows and every drowning' dreamer screams.

And the change it's coming
Tearing up at the seams

And the change is
Is running on full steam

There's a girl and she's led
She's led to the streaming filth
And another mother watches her play
Watches as she washes all her 
innocence away
Watches as the poison works 
its will.

And the change it's coming
Girl to woman it will kill

And the change is
Coming faster still

There's a boy and he's led
Yes he's led
By a man to a well
A deep old hole in the ground
And pouring poison that 
The men are passing round
That big old hole
Well, it swallows him down
All the way
To a base and hellish hall
But was he pushed or did he fall?

Cos the change it's still coming
Boy to manhood others call

Can we really
Change at all?

The Change by secretgeek on Commaful

** Trust No One **
Buy on Bandcamp: https://grimgoblinjack.bandcamp.com/album/the-lonely-hauntings

Deepest darkest fears around
people living half asleep

All the monsters that I've seen
look like all the people
living in the suburbs
mommies daddies all the teachers
killing all their victims

Trust No One

Rode the bus back into town
saw a girl weeping sad
never knew that her last hour
came from her own dad

Trust No One

In my own life
I've seen the crimes
drawn up against me
[FILTHY FUCKING COPS!]

In my own childhood
they stood against me
never helping

So Help Me God!

Trust No One

Shut up the pain!
Lock it away!
Shut up the pain!
Lock it away!

Trust No One

Men will rape and men will kill
all the creatures great and small
Women stand by helplessly
grinning creatures
bleeding wounds

Shut up shut up
Shut up your pain, lock it away!
Shut up shut up
Shut up your pain, lock it away!

Trust No One
Trust No One!

You'll never get me now
You'll never kill me now

I know the crimes you did
you'll burn in hell you filthy shit!

TRUST NO ONE

Trust No One

(No one will say a prayer)
Where is your daughter? Where is your son? When you're on the run, nobody cares...
It's no one you know
so you don't have to care
you don't have to care
(never again)
It's not your daughter
It's not your daughter
so you don't have to care
It's not your son
It's not your son
so you don't have to care
no, you don't have to care
(too late for a prayer)
On the run
On the streets
(all alone)
Nobody sees
Nobody cares
(or gives a damn)
and we all disappear
and we all disappear
We're not even - here
(No one will save your daughter)
(No one will save your son)
(No one will save the others)
Where is your daughter?
Where is your son?
When you're on the run
Nobody cares

It's no one you know
so you don't have to care

* * * 

Buy the new album, "heartbreak" on Bandcamp -- contains 
No One You Know and songs from 2016 - 2022
https://grimgoblinjack.bandcamp.com/album/heartbreak

Heartbreak Singles

No One You Know

Where scientists are just beginning to unlock the clues of the universe with the Sagittarius A* black hole at the center of the Milky Way Galaxy (near the Butterfly Cluster) -- a woman is already experiencing the rebirth of the universe inside her mind.
...///...
She has found the portal to other worlds and other beings, but she doesn't have the technology to communicate (yet). Instead, she has found an alternative method -- to communicate to the beings of the universe within the portal of her mind.

YOUTUBE VIDEO: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=54qSGTUqfKs&list=PLkX9p1n1pPWDE7k83NJ4cU0q3bhsdKrjf

#makemusicday

...///...
https://www.cnn.com/2022/05/12/world/milky-way-center-black-hole-image-scn/index.html
"It is believed that black holes exist at the center of most galaxies, acting like an engine that powers them."
...///...
https://www.cnn.com/2019/11/12/world/milky-way-black-hole-star-scn/index.html
 "The star is 29,000 light-years away from Earth and it was kicked away by the black hole about five million years ago. "
...///...
https://www.cnn.com/2019/10/06/world/milky-way-center-explosion-scn/index.html
The center of the Milky Way exploded when ancient human ancestors walked the Earth
...///...
The explosion lasted for about 300,000 years. 
...///...
The astronomers plan to keep tracking the star and gain a more precise measurement of its velocity and position, thanks to the European Space Agency’s Gaia satellite, according to Dougal Mackey, study author and ARC Future Fellow at the Australian National University’s Research School of Astronomy and 
...///...
"The researchers determined the explosion happened 3.5 million years ago, about the time ancient human ancestors like Australopithecines were in Africa. The asteroid collision that led to the extinction of the dinosaurs happened 63 million years before.
The Andromeda galaxy, the largest galactic neighbor to our own Milky Way, contains hundreds of billions of stars.
...///...
This violent galaxy next door is set for a collision with the Milky Way
...///..
* * *
...//...
There are signs in the sky, invisible communications
We can't see them but they are there
waves upon waves of signals reaching
throughout the world and throughout space
...///...
At the center of our Milky Way galaxy is a super massive black hole named Sagittarius A
...///...
This black hole has a shadow 
...///...
The center of the Milky Way exploded when ancient human ancestors walked the Earth
...///...
This black hole powers our galaxy
...///...
It is how the universe is reborn
...///...
This has already happened 
...///...
inside my mind
* * * 
///...\\\
Music & Vocals: Emerald A. Behrens
Filmed on location in Southern Oregon
\\\...///

Greetings to the Universe

"Loneliness is a Killer"
by Emerald A. Behrens 2022

I stood alone on the street
watching people pass me by
not a single glance to spare

Loneliness is a Killer
Sneaking up on you

When one and one
go
hand in hand
but you've got none
you're
all alone

Loneliness is a killer

Solitary-beds
at night
but you're alone
yeah you're alone
there's no one left to care

You've only got yourself to blame
they say
You've only got yourself
to blame
for the hell you've been through
for the terror you've been through
for the people who abuse
you

Loneliness will kill you
in the end

* * *

Buy the new album, "heartbreak" on Bandcamp -- contains 
Loneliness is a Killer and songs from 2016 - 2022
https://grimgoblinjack.bandcamp.com/album/heartbreak

Loneliness is a Killer

Buy on Bandcamp: https://grimgoblinjack.bandcamp.com/album/the-lonely-hauntings

"Living as a Ghost"
by Emerald A. Behrens
Grim Goblin Jack
© 2022

I live as a ghost
I walk as a ghost

no one sees
no one hears

I live as a ghost

can you see me?
can you hear me?

I'm a ghost

I walk the night
I walk the day

invisible
invisible
here

I live as a ghost

For several years
For several nights
I've lived alone

Throughout the years
Throughout the nights
I alone exist
as a ghost

I live as a ghost

I walk as a ghost

No one sees
No one hears

I'm a ghost

Can you see me?
Can you hear me?

crying out
alone

I walk the day
invisible

I'm a ghost

. . . .

(drumbeat)

I survived
I survived
I survived the hell
here

alone alone alone

I survived to live the tale
I survived to sing about it all
for anyone who will listen
I survived

they tear me down
I don't care
they call me crazy
fuck that shit

I know what I've been through

to hell and back again
and again and again
and they make me go through it again

it's a war zone out here

I survived

it's what they do
it's what they do to me to you to us
to women

it's what they do
it's what I do
to survive here

living as a ghost
living but invisible to you to others
to everyone

here

is it worth it?
is it worth it?
another day another year to survive
is it worth it?
to hell and back again

can you hear me?
do you know what I'm saying here?

they thought they could kill me
they tried to kill me
they tried to take my life away from me

well it didn't work
not yet folks
I'm still here

I'm still here

as a ghost
in the day
in the night
crying out
alone
here

for you…

The Lonely Hauntings

Living as a Ghost

"Dance a World" © 2022 Grim Goblin Jack, Emerald A. Behrens

if I could dance through the universe again
if I could dance a world away again here
I would dance a world anew with every step
I would dance and dance another universe inside

my body spins inside like a world/whirl
turning round again
and I dance each step I take another round
in a new world
I dance it all again
this dance it brings a universe to me in a trance I take each step again anew
so I turn around and dance a universe into a world inside my mind again anew
I dance we dance we turn around again and another world unfolds within our minds our bodies move within with each step we take a universe is born
so I dance
I dance 
and I dance I dance another world
in the universe
in the universe ...


* * *

Dance a World

"Leaving my Body"
Song by LOVEYOUREECE https://soundcloud.com/reecethemisfit
Lyrics & Vocals by Grim Goblin Jack, Emerald A. Behrens
© 2022

00:13
(what do you see when you look at the clouds? Can you see the shapes? And the faces? Looking back at you?)

00:26 I travel in my mind
I travel to worlds beyond the sky

00:45 floating and reeling

00:48 (all around)

00:54 I'm flying here, still lost in this moment

01:02 (time ticks by)

01:07 time and space have no meaning
but I, I travel in my mind

01:19 (time and space)

01:26 (up high)

01:34 I reach the clouds, by standing still,
I see the light, when I close my eyes

01:49 (in the darkness there is the light)
01:57 (can you see it now?)

02:00
leaving my body
come sit here beside me

let's journey together

while lying, in the grass

02:14 (watching clouds float by)

02:19 I'm leaving my body
but I'm still here

I'm leaving my body
but I'll be back soon

02:33 I have no place to go

02:40 I'm flying away

02:45 no place to be, but I am, wandering, through the worlds

02:58 leaving my body
03:05 I'm standing still
03:11 leaving my body
but I'm still here

03:23 leaving
my body
but
03:28 I'll be back soon

03:31 (time ticks by)

03:36 (and by)

03:39 I travel in my mind, I travel to worlds beyond the sky
floating and reeling, I'm flying here still lost in this moment
time and space have no meaning but I,
I travel in my mind

03:56 (in a dream)

03:58
I'll be back soon

Leaving my body

Leaving my body (by LOVEYOUREECE)

"Lillian"
© 2022 Emerald A. Behrens, Grim Goblin Jack
Read the story, here: https://www.quotev.com/story/15252806/Within-the-Dark-Moon/1

beware the world you cross into 
for you may lose your way 
and never come back here...
 
From this world into the next
she went across the border
and found herself alone at last
where humans dared not go

a magic realm with powers dark
she walked the crooked path
to find herself the light she lost
when she was just a child

Through strangers and sorcery
she wove a tangled web
Which pulled her down much too fast
into the waters deep

Oh Lillian, oh Lillian…
why did you go away?
Oh Lillian, oh Lillian
What made you go astray?

From this world into the next
she fled across the border
and found herself with creatures dark
where humans had not lived

a magic realm with goblins here
she danced the crooked mile
to find herself a love she lost
and never be a bride

Through goblins and trickery
she pulled a tangled thread
which tripped her up much too fast
into the hell below

Oh Lillian, oh Lillian…
why did you go away?
Oh Lillian, oh Lillian,
Who made you go astray?

From this world into the next
she shut herself away
and vowed to never wake again
among the human race

The memories had faded now
she gave a crooked smile
to find herself the story here
which no one would believe

Through writings and songs she sung
she spun a fancy tale
which sent her over much too fast
into the prison walls
     
Oh Lillian, oh Lillian…
Why did you go astray?
Oh Lillian, oh Lillian…
Who locked you up away?

* * *

Lillian

For: Ashland Sky Kids
A.S.K. Ashland Sky Kids
"we all sleep under the same stars"
1st Official Meeting
Wednesday August 23rd 7:00pm
1175 E Main St, Ashland courthouse/police station
Dusk to Dawn site/Night Lawn
Unhoused in Ashland, Oregon on YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwgA_OhJ8k0 

When you're unhoused, survival is made a crime.
People deserve a place to live, free from violence and harassment.
Ashland PD and CPS continue to cite/harass unhoused families.
Ashland City Council remains silent to these crimes.
Ashland PD has been caught lying on their own police reports.
Unsafe activity continues at the Dusk to Dawn site/Night Lawn, where unhoused people are FORCED to spend the night.

* * *

© 2023 Grim Goblin Jack, Emerald A. Behrens
S.H.U.P.
A.S.K. Ashland Sky Kids
Unhoused in Ashland, Oregon

I've walked a thousand miles
and wondered where to go…

you cannot stay
there's no place here

nowhere to run
when you're on the run

where do you go?

i cannot rest
i cannot think
i cannot be
anywhere
anyplace
i cannot be
what i am
who i am
here

i walked a thousand miles and wondered where to go

i cannot stay i cannot run

no place to go

i cannot be
i cannot go
i cannot stay
what do i do?

this world tears apart the spirit deep inside
this world will tear you
down down to the ground

where do you go?

I walked a thousand miles and wondered where to go

I've made my place here deep inside
I keep myself here deep inside

I found the peace deep inside
I've walked a thousand miles

I know my home is here

I've walked a thousand miles and know my peace is here inside me

I've walked a thousand miles and know my home is here inside me

here I'm at peace deep inside

here I'm at home deep inside

I've found my place

 here

Walked A Thousand Miles

When the world drags you down
and you feel there's nothing left
Just remember I am here
waiting for you in the dark 

The world has lost its charm
for you my dear…
There's no more left to see  
when all you see is gray

Come out and play
the night is young
Just come with me
I'll take you there

Never knowing what you're missing
waiting for the page to turn
Don't you know your life's beginning
Don't you throw your life away 

There's no more hope for you
left alone in a frightful world
that tears your dreams apart
and throws them in the wind

Don't you be afraid my love, my dear
With me you'll never fear
All of life's miseries
will fade away…into dust!

Just watch my magik do its work!

Wicked Spells 
Cast About
Bring this Song
here to Life

Fiendoch vero bratash spralla
Meicach knolla aluh vemptre

Like the Pied Piper in the story
I'll show you a world beyond the mountain
Leave this place behind you
And begin anew

*
When the world drags you down
And you feel there's nothing left
Just remember I am here
Waiting for you
In the dark

Age of Fear

A Spell Against Despair

Meet the Goblin, Grim Goblin Jack!
Music video on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FhwYLA0Dfbw

Meet The Goblin

Monster Love

So Close

Love is dark sometimes. Obsession is even stranger.
"Monster Love" by Grim Goblin Jack. 
Music video on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=24kvonZGFWw
(c) 2018 Emerald A. Behrens
All Rights Reserved

Need You Around (Extended Version)

Will-O'-The-Wisp by Grim Goblin Jack 

Halloween is here and this year I will bring you something a little different…
 Let's dance through the night like the skeletons do, above their graves where the teenagers roam on a drunken spree *whee!*
 What have we here, trick or treat!
 Didn't you expect this did you now? 

 Grim Goblin Jack is out tonight
 Watch out for him he'll give you a fright
 Grim Goblin Jack is out tonight
 Better beware you're in for a scare
 Watch him now he comes up behind 
 Turn around now he's here!

© 2018 Emerald A. Behrens

One of the Freaks

"Christian Man"

( Ave Maria )
  
Could'a sworn he was
a Christian man
He done swore up and down
all around the town
he was a Christian man
a Christian

Took his wife and his daughter 
out to church
out to town
outta sight

(Ave Maria)
(Save us sinners now)

He was a Christian man
a Christian

What he did that night
no one knew
no one saw
What he did to her
no one said
no one cared

He was a Christian man
a Christian
He was a Christian man
a Christian

Loved his country
Loved his god
Loved his job
Loved his gun

a Christian 
a Christian man
a Christian 

When the dead bodies were found
They kept the truth hidden
How he lost it in the end
Before the final shot
rang out into the night

(Ave Maria)
(Save us sinners now)
(Ave Maria)
(Spare the innocent)

 a Christian 

[repeat chorus]

What do you do now, with the dead bodies?
With the people he killed, with his gun?
What do you do now,
with a Christian man?

(Spare the innocent)
(Ave Maria)

Grim Goblin Jack
© 2020 Emerald A. Behrens

My Private Collection

Christian Man

"I Will Stand" To be presented at Oregon Fringe Festival April 2024.
Everyone will know what happened.

I know what happened to her...
I know what happened to them...
You won't get away with this,
I know the truth.
_______________________________________________________________________

From out of dreams and nightmares, Grim Goblin Jack has arrived to bring you dark melodies and tunes.
Join Grim Goblin Jack for more marvelous fear!

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Albums: 
"Age of Fear" 2014
"Tale of Yuletide Terror" 2016
"Monster Love" 2018
"Will-O'-The-Wisp" 2018
"Grim Goblin Jack Presents: Tales of Terror" (Audio Stories) 2019
"Dissenter" 2019
"Kill the Rapists" 2020
"The Stand" 2021
"heartbreak" 2022

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