https://matthewmuli.bandcamp.com/track/you-do-really-know-how-it-feels

i cant pray i cant begin to explain
how ashamed i feel these days
we all do always
in all ways
all praise holy name, saying the words, spinning the spokes
baby steps show me the ropes
show me the ropes, you help me to float
your the strings in my bow
the wind in my sails in my boat
you hear every tear you feel every pain
i go through
be it today or tommorow

the joy and the sorrow
the tears and the worries
will i smile tommorow
probably
theres no guarantee but like
you are always guaranteed you feel me
you teach me how to lean
you teach me how to trust i know without you
im just dust 
without your breath in my lungs.
your the spring in my step
you help me through the mess
you freed me from myself and you saved me from death
saved me from obsessions, lessons, school days 
a blessing.

showed me the ropes, you help me to cope
this confessions helping me through it all learning to walk
learning to breathe, then i fall, then im learning to crawl
i feel the pressure of it all i feel
tall then i fall on my
face then i fall on my knees
you cant see these tears.
face makes a fist throw rocks in the water feeling
you dont really know how it feels
autumn lone leaf blowing in the wind,
lonely with the strobes i got

dickies, converse and timberland robes feel its
tricky, this sonnet is written on scrolls , feel your
with me ,but honest, i feel all alone, feel im
screaming, to the wind, nobody can hear me but

you do really know how it feels.
I said you do really know how it feels.

thank you

you do really know how it feels

https://matthewmuli.bandcamp.com/track/so-faithful

cant bear cant bear it anymore
cant spare, cant spare another moment
dont wana hurt another person
dont wana hurt myself ,my brain anymore
dont wana run from anyone or anything
ill keep writing words
one of the only things that makes sense for me
we had past hurt but managed to mend this fence
what will muli be in 5yrs time donno
gentleman muli.

head up ,headphones on top of my green stripe beanie
one stars with different laces, stars in your eyes 
its hard to forget you because you are beautiful and you shine bright see
saw stars in the sky sometimes
feel this life is like a see saw
flaws all the time then
joys for a while
is it me or something else, is it you or something else
its like needle in a haystack
can never ever find it 
like grasping the wind. 
i never can.

but im trying hard, to remember these wins
kick the can down the road, lonely
called my fam on the phone 
remember to do what you can not to be alone
samsung words go this time its pen still muli
always giving my all despite all the pitfalls
lost love
years past all for nothing or something at all
somewhere to call home
lost love in the scrolls emails all for nought
letters we typed all for nought
fights in the mirror many fought

but all these nights ive stayed up late to pen words 
i know that will never be for nought
itll always be for you

scrap paper in my back pocket with raps written on it since i was 13
had many tears flow but i found peace in the rhymes since i was a kid
and mulis only ever done his best
and he will never do otherwise until im gone and see father in the sky
father by my side
had 8.25 polar ride and independent 149 
i was a conical full rider

muli is the name of a survivor. 

thank you so much

so faithful 3/2/22

celebration

https://matthewmuli.bandcamp.com/track/greater-than-it-all

greater than it all

https://matthewmuli.bandcamp.com/album/all-is-not-lost ( lyrics are typed on the bandcamp if youd like to read along x )

all is not lost is a project created by matthew muli. it is a collection of songs from december 2021 till november 2022. it feels so good to be able to share these songs with you

i wish to say thank you to everyone that has ever supported me musically, every kind word. it means everything. 

i really hope you enjoy these songs. turn it up ,play it loud

all is not lost.
written, produced and mixed by matthew muli

1. worthy
2. survey
3. lifting me to stand
4. 10 mins
5. care
6. let heaven come
7. healing in your will
8. had thought
9. goodness
10. oceans bow
11. victory cry
12. outro

thank you

all is not lost

scab

written, produced and mixed by Matthew Muli.
instrumentation (acoustic guitar and piano) by Matthew Muli.

lyrics

maybe it was the wrong conversation at the wrong time
maybe the right person in the wrong situation
or the right person in the wrong space
or the right person, just at the wrong time.

feel im tryna heal in the rhyme
maybe couple it with time.
maybe couple it with time.
maybe couple it with You..

I can only choose what I want to reveal in time
but this talk sped up
my healing, my repair.

feeling so unprepared, body hurts, wear and tear
we moving in the whip
city lights shift, they
swim, they
sink, wash
past, they
blink
couldnt shake the thought
its like im in a glitch

rain on the dash and im sat in the back staring out the window
wishing i could take these words back
theres too many things i should retract
feel i meant what i said, didnt want you to take the flack

was only ever between me and you that topic
no body knows no body else knew
need to rein it in muli moving to loose i learnt,
to always do what i should do.

and i just want you to know
that i love you mate.

now im slumped in the back as i weave between raps
im a cityscape weaver! these buildings scrape skys,

i say it in the songs, i dont wear a disguise
we moving, in the dark, outside the roof black.

looking out the window i had to do that
the moon was, going wide and soon we see stars.

so many different lessons in different seasons
im just trying to make the best of my situation.
and im just glad that we can heal
through conversation.

thank you

scab

https://matthewmuli.bandcamp.com/track/this-new-beginning

thank you

this new beginning

matthewmuli.bandcamp.com/album/every-word

every word
written, produced and mixed by matthew muli
instrumentation (guitars on track 1, 4 and 6) performed by me

1. scab
2: new view
3. you meant what you said
4: again and again
5: this new beginning
6: autumn lone leaf
7: we left the hate by the wayside
8: take courage
9: sunset
10: reassurance

every word said. its forever appreciated ❤️ 

from my heart to yours, 
matthew muli

every word

no great blue flame can extinguish ur flame /.  was the third track i was able to come wit from summer 2017- not really mixed but jus wanted to share
any feedback would be much appreciated 
thank u
much love

great blue flame

2017- yoo this is a lil loop ive made been tryna learn to use eqs and compressors better, sorta off beat/ unquantised, any feedback and advice on mixing would be really appreciated, hope u like, much love fam <3

keep. positiv 2017

august 2018- a loop called everything, me playing guitar, all on Ableton Live, tryna get better at mixing, added some stuff on the master also- hope you enjoy x

everything

14/1/20
a song called dont want to rush, really hope u like
lyrics

dont want to rush things so much
same time dont wana slow down too much
sometime in life feel its too much
sometimes just want to, put my feet up
finally got myself a set of speakers
wanna make masterpiece like mona lisa
wana buy adidas theyre called the nizza
walk in the woods, by myself I

feel its alright
feel its all gud
feel it could be better
feel like , we could be together but
really its whatever, i dont really mind i 
could go about
my ways on my ones its fine
and i think about the day playing footy in the park
marconies in summer days, old memories now
lost in dissaray , sat on level 3, listening to Truncate
drummin with my thumbs 
had typed text message and i dunno what to say
wrote the wrong end of the stick so many times
maybe its my own fault. but i rather be honest 2u. thats how i go about my business
and yamaha to my left , just reflecting
tryna write this
its like a sprint , its spirit
the rhythum like boxing its like a sprinter
rhythm has your two hips moving in the bunker!

danced, then went home, 45 min walk
45
talked to friends

put it on the player set it to 45
(dont want to rush things so much)
and danced the night away in my socks
(same time dont wana slow down too much)
in this life, tryna live with what we got.
always.

foot to the floor, foot on the clutch
changes, feel changes very much
many things that we all go through as humans 
good things bad things lost and confusion
at times dissolution
mesmerised 
by the smoke screen, hope seems,
lost in time. 
sometimes i wish i could turn back time
but i cant.

we gotta push forth despite regrets
remember you've got family and friends
remember those times you stopped and smiled
and never forget all the good times spent. 

i hold my hands on, broken knee, i 
looked to heavens and cried out loud
wish 2 get home all safe and sound
dont want to go all round and round

round and round we go, round the bend
wish that i go home straight instead
wish that i go home straight instead
wish that i go home straight instead

i hold my hands on these broken knees had
looked to the heavens and cried out loud
wish 2 get home all safe and sound, 
dont want to go all round and round

round and round we go, round the bend
wish that i go home straight instead
wish that i go home straight instead
wish that i go home straight instead

dont want to rush

lyrics

hope to pack it to the rafters 4 right reason packet of kettle chips ableton snips ill make collage
always tried since college
holly leaf heartbeat honest
fight through the feelings and guilt leaving like a leaf turn over
but holly leaf hurt
and wounds from these old burns
october
slazenger short sleeve and long sleeve
ive got so many books to read

fence to mend
empathy
kiss this heart
and fingers do cry as i try to write art
art is sparse ill pop to the shops spar, buy lucozade and danced on grass yo
sat in grass patch
stand sit sip thatchers
swapped cards on playground football matches
football cones smash it , school shoe got scuffs love it
wonder what it will be
above
its beyond me
but
im hoping im chasing the summit.

and sat in grass patch , jason dafa-dill patches chasing dreams ive got passion like gasoline and matches
stature
hope to maintain a stature
fracture
flip
venture
awesome
workshop
plausible
myth confirmed, thoughts of life thoughts dispersed amazing people do walk this earth and
patch me up
sew new button on my shirt
sow new seed on my earth
and flow these seeds ontn earth
new season verse
creases hurt,
i wipe my face and they go away now
just found 5p on the ground
just saw big sun in the sky and the ground green now
ground green now
ground green now

and fountain flow like gold green wow!
holding on to, golden crowns
molten smolder
me and my family grow
closer and closer
moulding me.

refrain:
and life do mould me now.
hope do hold me now,
slowly now x 4

slowly now we
walk these towns
holding onto holy power.
smiles in showers april
flower, in my hand  , special 
flower, golden towers

hope in the only Hope we have to cherish and call our own, I wish to hold it now.

wish to hold on to Holy power to hold it now.

thank you <3

hold it now 28/7/20

song

lyrics

it was always to share my thoughts through this written verse
how can i get better if i havent been worse
i can i break fetters just from my own strength
impossible cant be done
sometimes feel done for, have some 41 flaws ,
ride bike like dawes, laptop DAW core
speak into Se or shure, deoderant sure,
porcelin paints paint picture with all these brush strokes

beat flow body move pavement smooth adidas got hole in toe from the kickflips
no you and i. apple of eye
slant sideway, sidewalk skate ,no you and i, all these lone times.
but im gonna try my best until its hometime
called my mum on the phone, just to see how shes doing,
and i think shes doing alright

old friends it didnt click cos we cut from a different cloth
feel i said wrong things donno what i was thinking of
sidewalk sidestep strobe lights and shuffle drops ,speakers go off
troubled, heart soft
often feel the damage a lot, shoot out card swap on the playground ,spaceship shoot out on xbox
playstation, non stop thoughts, neverending join dots
it never stops. cops stop to look at us

bang fist on the desk and stare out through skylight at daylight
nighttime praytime, highlife ! pioneer
there and here, here and there , snares, grey carpeted floors, doors open and close.
ill freeze these flows and give it to you. i cant propose a promise i cant keep
wish i could give you roses but i cant
toes cold, heart fold tears fall down my cheek
autumn lone leaf. push against the stream never to drift. 

valleys rifts up and down, peaks valleys and pits, valleys and pits
ball and chain feel the ache i will fall but will not break
sholder to sholder mates, coming thru video games
see the moon up till late, see the sun next morning
argument patch it up, bury the hatchet
peter storm zipped up to the top 
dance strobe lights pierce through the dark
i hope ill do the same

frowned face but Grace it called all of our names
all of them.
no one is left on their own till the end. 
friend hug and hold hand .

depsite all my own efforts im still sinking in quicksand plans slipping through my hand like sand, feet wet cos holes in my stans i cant stand.
but hope itll punch through the clouds. 

no matter if we do a bad job or not.

despite bad vibes and all the bad past, theres still rainbow in the overcast, flys like colours on the mast! all we wana do is do this stuff right, how can i love my mum better and be a better son..

grace called. 
grace called our name

thank you so much for listening

Matthew Muli

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