Early morning notifs

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Idle Labor

After the Moment

the worthless

uncertain

the water

is rising



im choking

help me

i dont know how much more i can take



oh what a beautiful night it is

the wind is howling at my skin

inching me closer to the window

and im not scared at all



a walking corpse

cleanse my soul

rid me of all my impurities



or let me rot

6 feet deep

either ways fine with me





i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares



and i always think about how fucked up it is that we live our whole lives trying to please others



but we can never please ourselves 



day after day

night after night

its just never enough and it will never be enough



now everyday i just sit in this bed and feel sorry for myself and the cycle repeats like clockwork



years to months to days to hours to minutes to seconds



and i swear the only way out of this prison i put myself in is a bullet to my fucking head or a bottle of spilt pills



i need to learn

to just to give in

theres no point in fighting it anymore

i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares

Ovlov's sophomore album "Tru" is out July 27th via Exploding In Sound Records.

Ovlov - Tru Punk

with @guardinmusic @i_x_t_a_i_l_s @sewerperson
prod and mixed: @jakkyboi and @lilpolearm

whatever it takes (feat. guardin & 9tails)

room to breathe

Listen to "You, Dear" : http://hyperurl.co/wc7sey
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Written & Performed by Eloise
Produced by Bruno Major
Engineered by Steph Marziano
Mixed by Nathan Body
Mastered by Matt Colton
Artwork by Rob Shuttz
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I’ve spent a lot of time looking out of hotel windows
I’ve seen the trees concave when that Colorado wind blows
I know the metro system inside out, Paris never changes I know my way about.

If only i said no when you asked me to dance
As I pulled away you whispered stay, I was in a trance
I happened to know that what I felt you felt too
But that makes no difference to me I know this love is doomed

But you, dear. I didn’t think I’d find you here
Roaming in the corners of my mind
Well in there you’ll find, a note I wrote the other day
Don’t read it just leave it, It might give me away

I never liked you much, You’re always so complacent
And tho I laugh along, I find you test my patience
Sure I have less fun when you are not around
And when I come to think of it my feet don’t touch the ground

But you, dear. I didn’t think I’d find you here
Roaming in the corners of my mind
Well in there you’ll find, a note I wrote the other day
Don’t read it just leave it, It might give me away

Late (prod. by penacho)

Que 6ix5

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