state of mind

so is it safe to say that i need you?
don’t wanna lose you in a blink of an eye
i’m tryna choose my words
don’t leave me behind
i wouldn’t blame you for losing your mind

everyday i got some things to do
eating convenience store food
too scared to be true to myself
we love what we’re used to
we’re young we’re used to it

everyday I’m praying that you would stay
but even if you go away
i don’t know what i’d do
you love and you lose

blink

Dreams / Nightmares (Feat. Brandon Eugene Smith)

Written/Produced/Performed by Maxwell Young 
Artwork by Ch'lita
Additional Vocals by Ambré

Lyrics:
My hearts still aching
Angel, why we waiting?
Skin liberation
"Well can't we date then?"
Know that nobody really got my back
I'm feeling sick, out of breath
I’m loving the stress
Her lips on my neck
See the colour of her iris
Want to dive in
Take my time, sin
Predicting sinking all our time together
Confliction, we linking through the weather  

Everybody's tryna impress someone
I put my hands in the air like it's nothing
It's nothing new

You're putting all your penny’s on a shot in the dark
Just wanna blink to feel alive without crashing your car
It's all overrated
It's all overrated 
Imagine colours in sleep     
Lovers at peace 
I just want a world where I can wander nights forever with you

Can’t decide if you’re making up your mind
Are you really one for walking 
Leaving here without him
Leave him all alone
He don't have to know
Do you feel like a cliché
Making moves so risqué
Honey just try to have no fear
Have no fear

It’s still like that
You’re running back
Running back

Everybody's tryna impress someone
I put my hands in the air like it's nothing
It's nothing new

Feeling failure like it’s something you caught
Tryna to keep a secret but its in the way that you walk
whats your motivator?
Well i’ve been sick for the sun since 99  
Always feeling sporadic, is it visible in my eyes?

It’s all a loop
Live for dreams
Your television leaking
Only thing that fits me
Saint Laurent jeans
I’m just not happy from these things no more

If you wanna stop feeling so empty
Wanna stop feeling things are all out of reach
Go ask yourself if passions fell  
Wouldn't wanna go turning your back on real

Where your head at?
It’s raining on my bare back
People saying you're little unaware max
Social butterflies only try when inspired
Staying patient shooting stars in the sky

Everybody's tryna impress someone
I put my hands in the air like it's nothing
It's nothing new

All of that weight fell off my shoulder 
Still clutch pride in getting older
18 years, the doubt is torture
I just wanna feel

Daydreamer

No Social Butterfly

Song about getting heartbroken at a party. Thanks @urbanation for singing this song with me !

Will u be there for tonight?
Will u be getting drunk?
Or getting high?
We don’t have to stay if u
Don’t want to stay it’s cool 
We’ll share our night 

Did u really cry my name 
Did u even feel the same 
Before u came 
I’m too numb to feel the pain 
Who else am I to blame 
U left me drained

Will u be there for tonight?
Will u be getting drunk?
Or getting high?
We don’t have to stay if u
Don’t want to stay it’s cool 
We’ll share our night

After Party

<3

When you don't want me
and you shut me out the door
Leave me wanting more then
I can't believe it
Nothing's gonna change the way that I feel
From the very first day 
Since the storm had come our way
They promised blue skies baby
They promised blue skies baby
When you don't want me
and you shut me out the door
Leave me wanting more then
I don't believe it
Nothing's gonna change the way that I feel
From the very first day 
Though the stars had gone away
They promised new skies baby
They promised new skies baby

If we met in another life I'd do it all again maybe make it this time
There's no loss in trying
You're the only one I've ever wanted

state of mind

Laleah 🎀🧼