Not even when you try now

https://open.spotify.com/track/23R4N15nnKwVxOIFqrSnpJ?si=b844dda928b44ea5

Not even

Shift Feat. KidVitals (Prod. Mitchxy)

new song featuring Traa 

HDLife ( 0:48 - 1:50 )
So many songs I wrote
When I couldn't tell what I felt
So many songs I wrote
When I couldn't explain myself
It got lost on the way, my hope 
So many times, oh no
Oh do you understand how I cope
Or do you just me to go 

If you want me to go
I can do it, use to being alone
If you want me leave
I can do it, dont need to breathe 

Its just i myself and me
I wish you knew what I think
But I dont even know


Traa ( 2:05 - 2:34 )
No i dont think you’ll ever get it 
Ever get what’s in my head 
Not like you ever really cared 
You were never even really there 

And it’s not like you even tried 
You make me wanna die 
Baby girl you make me cry 
And for that I will not lie 

You got me going insane 
Taking smoke up to my brain
I don’t wanna feel again
I don’t really wanna feel again 
No I can’t lie you make me hate my life 
Now without you I can really try


HdLife ( 2:35 - 2:52 )
If you want me to go
I can do it, use to being alone
If you want me leave
I can do it, dont need to breathe
(breathe)

Songs I Wrote (ft. Traa)

Lyrics:
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We have the mind to solve things
But we don't try though
We live life on a tight rope
(It's hard baby, i know)
It's a curse we all fight through 
And the hurt doesn't define you
(No it doesn't define you)

I packed my things
I hit the road
Back to the sand
Back to my home
This small town love
Where we all grow
Thought I was used to being on my own

Something's on my mind
Get away from the water baby ooh
I know you're tired
And this home doesn't offer safety ooh
If my head don't surface
Don't jump in with me
I tried to save what we had but there's nothing
If I don't surface
Just close those curtains 
Cause I'm not home for this evening I'm sorry

I packed my things
I hit the road
Back to the sand
Back to my home
This small town love
Where we all grow
Thought I was used to being on my own
I packed my things
I hit the road
Back to the sand
Back to my home
This small town love
Where we all grow
Thought I was used to being on my own

We have the mind to solve things
But we don't try though
We live life on a tight rope

I packed my things
I hit the road
Back to the sand
Back to my home
This small town love
Where we all grow
Thought I was used to being on my own

Small town love

Small town love (Prod. Zach Sutton x Joroll)

Sped up version of one of my favorite songs

Butterflies (feat. Jomie & Lxst Boy) [Sped Up] (Prod. Cløud & Jkei)

AIN'T THAT DEEP (sped-up version)

AIN’T THAT DEEP (sped-up version)

im still trying (with gustixa)

I know you think about her sometimes
I know you think about what happened that night 
I know you try your best, but it can get hard 
I know you like it when I say how I feel 
But how can I tell you that I'm so insecure 
about a girl who I never met before 

so I bite my tongue 
hold my breath 
I know you love me 
But it's hard to pretend

I'm always in my head 

I'm overwhelmed by the love that you show,
I can't let it go, I wish that I could,
but I'm afraid I'll end up hurt
I'm overwhelmed by the guilt that you carry, and I can't be angry 
I know it sounds crazy, but I lie in bed awake
wondering if she feels the same

I wonder if she feels the same oo

I try to dream in the hope the memory fades away 
All  the things I could've said, but it would never be enough
I lay awake, most nights, and contemplate our stupid little fights, most nights, that I spend with her

yk recently, I've been set on breaking up
can I do this right? gimme one more night I promise
I've been hoping now for a while you would come back
I'm a jealous kid. I just gotta control myself

I can't do this on my own 
I can't bring myself to bring you close
I've been hoping now for a while you would come back
I'm a jealous kid. I just gotta control myself

Will you love me at my worst? You know, I need to believe that we can make it through 
Will you love me at my worst? Even if we fall apart, I need you so please don't go

I'm overwhelmed by the guilt that you carry, and I can't be angry 
I know it sounds crazy, but I lie in bed awake
wondering if she feels the same

I wonder if you feel the same 
I wonder if she feels the same

AIN’T THAT DEEP (sped-up version)

MoeTheKidd

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