мы так и не сыграли вместе.

welp we made it to 2024 still have some bad thoughts but if your reading this today I'm gone.😐😁

i fucking hate myself bro why the fuck do i have to be such a shitty boyfriend, i’m trying my fucking hardest but i’m always fucking hurting her, i’m always the fucking problem bro, i’m just tryna make her happy when all i do is fucking hurt her bro, i’m such a piece of shit. i wish i could be fucking better and change but no matter what i CANT fucking CHANGE BRO, every day i honestly fucking contemplate kms bro i can’t fucking do this anymore if i keep fucking hurting her over and over again.

Man last time I listened to this was earlier this school year when I was at my lowest and had been smoking everyday for 9 months straight. I still struggle with weed but it’s better now and I’ve been a little on and off with it. Recently I’ve been feeling so fucking old and grown up, I turn 18 in 2 months and graduate in 1 and the past few weeks I’ve just really started to realize that I’m gonna be an adult and in less than a year I’m gonna have my own place with my girl and in five years I’m gonna be a fucking dad with my own house and starting a family. I grew up in a big family, oldest of six, so I never had an older brother to watch grow up or be my role model, I watched my uncles grow up and my big family grow too especially all my cousins and uncles and aunts and looking back I never thought I’d get here, I remember watching my uncle at this age and how grown up he seemed and now I’m that age and I always remember thinking it’ll never get here it’s so far away and now it’s here.

a$ap rocky - LVL (intro loop)

People Call Us Dumb But We Fake A Smile Everyday And They Think Its Real

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