Scrim type beat
First single for:
FINDING COMFORT IN THE DARKNESS
02.14.25.

LYRICS>
The Medicine Shoppe 1995 Ad

(Pull the trigger Buddwyer, hahahaha)

Hoodmane ( 0:26 ) to (0:53)/(1:06)
I think so much that half of it can't explain
I dont care if I overshare
Luckily there ain't much to gain
Been suffering in this pain
life aint been the same
keep saying tonights the day
I put a end to this game
1 shell to the brain
there's nothing to explain
couldn't figure a way to turn away from this shame
so much on my plate
I can't compensate
we aint discussing no deal
feeling like im eating my last meal
I'm happy thats how I feel
Demons biting at my heels
but I know thats not real
God taking the wheel cuz Satan looks at my soul which he's been trying to steal
thats what I been told
I guess I leave my family on hold

ongoing call (3×)
call ended

Spiritmane ( 1:10) to (1:33)/(1:46)
aye, pass me a pill (pill),
lets talk about a deal (deal) 
i aint popping no seal (seal) 
for now lets keep this real (real)
everything is gonna be alright, lets go deep in this night, these side effects of these pills aint doing me right, eyes low, steady kicking with the flow, everything feels like im gonna die, 
wondering if i could cry, 
everything just goes by, but i dont know why, 
low key wishing everything was a lie, in my dark room never seeing light, checking on my family to see if they are alright, while there is a knife around my throat, wishing if there was hope, next thing you know im a ghost, gun to my skull, woah, house full of smoke, uh, its making me choke, nevermind just pass me the dope

ongoing call (3×)
your call has been forwarded to a automate voice message system (306) 384-9888
is not available
(Phone call ended)

at the tone, please record you message
when  you are finished recording, you may hang up, or press one for more options...
beep*

Hey this is Kingston calling
wondering if you can call back
I'm running low on meds
I need a refill for Escitalopram
k bye

call ended...



SIDE EFFECTS - HOODSPIRIT

$uicideboy$ type beat
First single for:
THE MIND OF A MANIAC IN THE MOONLIGHT
04.18.25.

LYRICS>
You Can't Get To Heaven (Living Like Hell) - The Supreme Angels; Sample Intro

(Hoodmane 00:53.9)
yuh, k, yeah
think its time to live life as I wanted it to
stabbed me in the back
caught me by surprise
thinking bout get high but what it do
got the lullaby inside stuck my head
every fucking day
screaming give me a break
trapped in my eyes you can see the pain
give me migraines
bleeding out my eyess every single day
pills give me a break
Hustling through the pain
Got me thinking bout my life
thinking of my mistakes
all the thoughts tucked in the back
bass in the trunk
twelve pack sitting in the front
cigarettes mark my lungs black
texts barely go through to my phone
thinking bout my next move half drunk
fuck you bitch

all the thoughts tucked in the back
bass in the trunk
twelve pack sitting in the front
cigarettes mark my lungs black
texts barely go through to my phone
thinking bout my next move half drunk
fuck you bitch

(Spiritmane 01.55.8)
baby whats in your head
wishing im in your bed
do you think im a mess
the feel of feeling dead
can you understand
im sorry i aint a man
dont play this game
cause we aint the same

got high just to feel numb
so fly almost reach the sun
dont cry im so sorry huh
wont die keep on taking drugs
i just wanna, play
yeah i just i just
huh, no i just wanna play you game
im sorry we aint the same
today we will feel the rain
i love you babe dont call me insane, insane
for you ill take the blame, yeah
ill take the motherfucking blame

baby whats in your head
wishing im in your bed
do you think im a mess
the feel of feeling dead
can you understand
im sorry i aint a man
dont play this game
cause we aint the same


YOUCANTGETTOHEAVENWHENYOUREALREADYINHELL - HOODSPIRIT

(V1 Hoodmane got no love 00:12.5)
think im bout to die when the bullet goes through my fucking skull
tempted day by day to release the trigger
dreams of the other side, telling me everything gon be alright
dying to see that night come to an end
put my numbness to a end
dreams of suicide waking up in a sweat
pussy got me straving a day
staring into the puddle like I made it fucking leak
after I desire the world half the world desires of a man manipulated by the game
fuck the shame
mark my name in flames
everybody seems to hold on the past
shit was so last year
shift your point of view into another fucking gear
because there's no more emotions to tear
fuck the tears, put a smile on my face...

(V2 Hoodmane got no love 00:51.4)
i got love i got hate
everybody trynna take off my plate
fuck the world put in your face
cut off all my fingers
so she starts to complain
i used to smoke every strain till it started fucking up my brain
got the fear of dying while on the drugs
i seemed to have died back in 2022
pointed the gun to my head
shouldve pull the trigger
i got no trust
fuck what you say
fuck what you claim
fuck what yall say
bitch, im always gun be like dis


( Spiritmane )
woke up in the sky
million dollar flight
why was i thinking that was a lie
woke up from a coma or did i fucking die
winter cold nights
yung spirit never seeing light
im gonna be that motherfucker
thats going to pay the price
hollow points trigger squeezing to your head
after that thinking if i wanna be dead
dark shadows blunts is what i be listening too
if you dont fuck with it then ill have to kill you too
nobodys knows the things i even do
they just talk shit and think what they assume 
i dont know what to say
fuck creeping through the day, fuck
the reaper always talking to me
its nothing that i seen
maybe a fucking dope fiend
none if these bitches want these
i got them  souls singing
today is the day you should start thinking
friday saturday sunday monday
figuring out if i should go that way
find the motive to find my way
cold tundra face froze
red rose, nah the dead rose 
fuck the hoes, aint taking my clothes
glock 30. to your fucking ass
test of life i dont know if ill pass, gone

Outro:
fuck man shits been crazy right now
i guess bro ill just live throught you know?
maybe some day i can live through this bullshit
i dont wanna give up on this bitch


MESMERIZING CRADLE - HOODSPIRIT

I want to believe
I want to believe
I want to believe
I want to believe

(Verse 1: Hoodmane slide or provide) (0:27)
Nothing seems right
Nothings been the same
Everybody knows me, nobody calls me
Been getting high with the gang
Problems solved when im lonely
Life passing by when i O.D.
Gripping on my nine (before I lose my time?)
[I want to believe...]
Fucking lose my mind
Coughing till I bleed
Attention seeking on my news feed
Dying to live through the pain
Passing the blunt in a group
Because I'm falling behind what the world shows me
Sipping on lean like its soup

I want to believe
I want to believe
I want to believe
I want to believe

(Verse 2: Spiritmane) (1:05)
i just copped a bunch of mothefucking black flies 
drunks in my eyes
shits making me go blind 
what the fuck you even talking about bitch
i dont even know 
dont give a fuck about hoe 
pass me a four, forty four 
just ask me if you want more, hoe 

i got eyes through the scope scope
shadows blunts turned me into ghost 
why do i like talking about smoke
i know i dont even got any dope
sad songs knife to my throat hoe 

(Verse 3: Holdmane) (1:49)
i told you i hope to wake up to the pills 
yeah i be popping all them seals 
yeah yeah im being for real
weed yeah lets make a mother
fucking deal 
i havent told you i have a razor against me heel 
fuck you if you have my skin to peel now 

i got the blood on my tee (tee)
ill get this money I guarantee (yeah)
on this motherfucking scary beat (beat)
i dont care about any motherfucking feet (bitch)

Lonely $pirit - Paranormal Effects (feat. Hoodmane & Holdmane)

1:18 Hoodmane Verse 1
I must have schizophrenia, because I'm the realest in the room, where I tend to be alone
It's always the little picture thats never shown
I swear one day I'll be fucken gone (CLICK)      and that's some day soon
Tryna keep up with whats fucken known
For what I do know it's supposed to better, but I guess my cover was blown (CLICK)
The memories were not with you alone
It was always with you on the other side of the phone, not being together... alone
Like I needed you to stay
I didn't mean to fucken hate (CLICK)                   but hey everything will be alright
Dying like im losing sight
Before things end, we will both die like the blink of a eye (CLICK)
Having these feelings the never show some delight
Daily I carry my cross
All the demons weighing me down, stomping on my chest, where the bullet went through, my chest (CLICK)

02:08.75 Hoodmane Verse 2
INHALE...
SPIN 3x's
CLICK 3x's

Now it's like fuck this shit (CLICK, CLICK)
BOOM

BODY DROPPED DEAD...

------------------TRANSITION------------------

3:03 Spiritmane Verse 1
i dont why im feeling like this, i have the wall against my fist, all this sad shit is in my mind, no i dont got a list, but i do intend to miss, going across my city feeling like everybody is a gift, walking to bus stop in the winter, so cold, what im doing, im listening to $uicideboy$ Fold, -30 outside, walking like im bold, wishing someday hoping someone will come and hold, going to school, acting like im a fool, going through my classes each day smoking with my friends shit i thought i was cool, rainy days, walking though a rainy day, thinking if i should find my way, but maybe laying in my grave is a better way, all these problems feeling like im eating hay, winter is still here chilling in the month May, but im still a motherfucker with a friend named jay, man i miss him, he left to calgary he moved in the month july, i hope hes doing fine, hopefully he didnt left his friends behind, im tryna find my place, so i can go stay, im still a young teenager, others have mother fucking mace, to this day im always in my room, while others doing shrooms, drinking helps me stay in cool, im still in the same loop, starting tp feel like i have to chose, but im still not feeling fine, feeling like people shooting me in the spine, all i hear is people lying, but they i thought they were joking, but they always end up crying, filling up my emotions like “cmon man im trying” but really come on man im trying. but they always end up lying. 

SONG INSTRUMENTAL: ALTERNATIVE OUTRO BY LUCKI

SONG LENGTH 04:48.5
ORIGINAL SONG LENGTH 04:50.00

TO BE CONTINUED...
HOODMANE & SPIRITMANE will return...
THANK YOU FOR LISTENING:)
GOODBYE

Schizophrenic (gatekeeping mix) - HOODSPIRIT

Verse 1 (Hoodmane)
one day the hurt will drown in pills
taking drugs to ease the pain
slowly fucking up my brain 
aimless living life not the best it could occur in the way I think
perfect reason to call me insane
its hard not to drink a week
trynna see a brighter side
but those days are far ahead
passed out due to overuse
can't blame anyone but myself
its hard to accept the truth
looking in the sky asking why
then seeking help
letting my family down yeah
selfish thing i can do
time to put the love on the shelf
barely have a grip of the wheel
popping pills to sleep at night
side effects start to show
weeks go by and by over again
can't decide wrong and right
while i freeze in hell
switching substances to find a reason to help
only time will tell
the light at the tunnel always provides hope
it would if I only looked
always knew i was cursed since birth
my heart was made of steel
than fucking flesh
its all talk when i say im fine
biggest lie that comes from my mouth
putting me up to the test
you know im praying that I die
no reason to hide the fact
and no it aint suicide
I've said the best I could
but it goes right over my head
in my view I can't seem to see the end
the road goes on for long
spilling out my thoughts
saying it in a deep way
you wouldn't understand
unless your struggling in a certain way
see the sorrow in my eyes
everywhere I go I dont belong
connecting the dots to make song
putting my voice to use
feining while I compress my depression on the mic
shits sad to see especially a few years ago
I was shining like a star
they say its about love but clearly about the hate yeah yeah

LESS(ER) THAN YOU KNOW

(Intro: Lonely Spirit)
i remember smoking buds 
inflicted with the pain 
no one called on my phone 
ive been crying in the rain, yuh
alcohol through my system
just to keep me sane 
you will never know this feeling 
no reason to complain, nah 
i dont need to know shit 
im here for the blames, hoe
stuck in my mind 
dont even know my name bro
ive been saying “fuck you all”
dont worry im still the same, ah
i dont even get high
ill do it for the fame, nah

(Verse 1: Lonely Spirit)
still on the run from the cops 
with my jacket filled with the pills 
cant tell if i have smoker lungs 
or maybe im just ill, yeah
everything that im saying aint lying, yeah
im being for real, yeah
almost died in the back alley 
gun buck for the deals
remember them times riding around 
slowing sipping that drank 
car broke down eyeballing 
for the shit that needs to be cranked
screaming why me, for the motion
that wont even make the bank 
never party with the hoes
sometimes that shit can be rank, yuh

(Verse 2: Hoodmane)
You know I had a weapon on my hip
Pull up looking high as fuck
Taking drugs for a trip
pointing the glock to my head
Asking if its hell or heaven
if im willing to pay the price
Had me running against the clock
Knowing it won't stop yeah
Living the life i said i wouldn't
The disappointment in my families eyes
Brighter than the spotlight
Dying on my own yeah
Doesn't matter if your alive
You had possession in your hands
Then you got shot in the chest
All the memories in the back of your mind
All of its going beyond the grave with you in it yuh yuh, yuh yuh

Lonely $pirit - Why Me (feat Hoodmane)

в конце концов мы все теряем что-то великое; после того, как мы потеряем все, нам нечего терять, кроме как все вернуть - VIII XV XV IV XIII I XIV V

Listen to Lycanthropy (feat. Hoodmane) by Lonely $pirit on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/iW7d1iqT7HhqmzLk6

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