prod by me and @LXCIFXR (thanks for helping me out with this bro)

lyrics:

Bitch I don't know 
Lately I have been fucked up on the low
I try my best but it's still a shitshow 
Time to move out of the fucking shadow 
Tho
Yuh
I'm moving slow
Always some obstacle blocking the road 
Learned to avoid that shit just like a pro 
But can't avoid ending up in the backrow 

I do not like gossip
These bitches be yappin around like they lost it 
They out for profit 
Assuming they sit in a throne but don't worry I'll make em go off it 
It's nothing more than a flick of my wrist, a vicious twist 
and I'll promise it's blood they'll be coughin
 
Blegh
FUCK YOU
FUCK THEM 
DOES THIS SHIT EVER END?
SLICE YOU
SLICE THEM 
WATCH UR NIKES TURN ALL RED 
BREAK DOWN
NEVER ENOUGH 
ACT ALL STUPID 
WHEN SHIT GETS TOUGH 
 NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY 
SEEMS LIKE FATE WANTS ME TO DIE 

Bitch I don't know 
Lately I have been fucked up on the low
I try my best but it's still a shitshow 
Time to move out of the fucking shadow 
Tho
Yuh
I'm moving slow
Always some obstacle blocking the road 
Learned to avoid that shit just like a pro 
But can't avoid ending up in the backrow 


BACKROW

prod. by me and @LXCIFXR

lyrics:

Talk talk talk is all u do
Got so much to say 
But never really got some news
Said that u would change, still kept acting like a fool
Nothing left to do
u fucked up 
Now u gotta pay the dues

I be a menace, not just to myself 
Killed all the demons, the ones that would help
I be in penance, all by myself 
now it's too late, the damage is dealt 

King of procrastination, not so strong now 
wanted the best, the worst is what u gave wow
Ashamed of myself, shout it to the world out loud now 
what does it change cause my time it is over 

talk is all u do
Got so much to say 
But never really got some news
Said that u would change, still kept acting like a fool
Nothing left to do
ufucked up 
Now u gotta pay the dues

I WAS THE PRINCE BUT TUNRED MYSELF INTO PEASANT 
THE WARNINGS WERE THERE BUT NEVER REALLY GOT THE MESSAGE 
HOW COULD I BE SO BLIND, STUCK IN MY OWN PRESENT 
STUPID FUCKING ASSHOLE DO U NEED ANOTHER PRESAGE

I HAD EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED AND MORE 
IN THE END IM ASKING MYSELF WHAT FOR?
SO DAMN OBSESSED WITH THE NEVER COMING SHORE 
THAT ALL I DID WAS PAVING A PATH TO THE MORGUE








PAY THE DUES

2020 (was supposed to be a Collab), produced by me, mix & master by absolutely no one if u couldn't tell 

lyrics:

all in my head like it's too noisy in this bitch 
it's all these countless dark thoughts I'm boutta ditch 
deadly demons turn into annoying shits 
but if I don't take care some day they might hit heavy like some crits (2x)

too often in my mind, got a lot of contemplation 
it starts again, it gets louder, spark of desolation 
it's time to counteract, better show no hesitation 
cause the fire's already set way before the last station 

act fast, act fast, hit ctrl+alt+delete
don't wanna lose control, don't wanna lose my soul, can't make no more mistakes no 
someone's gonna crash the system, well most likely it's me
o shit we kinda broke, still catch us vibing tho 
never lose my hope, hope, hope 

all in my head like it's too noisy in this bitch 
it's all these countless dark thoughts I'm boutta ditch 
deadly demons turn into annoying shits 
but if I don't take care some day they might hit heavy like some crits (2x)



all in my head

2022, produced by me, mix & master by absolutely no one if u couldn't tell
started crying throughout the screaming part so yea that's that

lyrics:

caved in, no way out, the entrance blocked
confrontation, with myself and all my nocturnal relations
out of hand, it all sums up to being faded 
so I don't bathe in my own blood 

revelations, eveytime feels like I'm shot 
conversations, always wanted more now it's too much 
I was born to create and to live but I just rot 
I'm so torn, more and more feel like two people it's so fucked 

once again I'm going off course 
making a scene while I fall off my horse
I had plans, I was told they're for sure 
I still don't get it, what was it all for?

I'm being tortured so quietly 
all in my head, eyes been sewn shut, no I can't see
rubatosis and anxiety 
have happy moments but what is hope, what is sobriety?

IVE BEEN QUIET ALL THE TIME SO PLEASE EXCUSE IF I GET LOUD 
LATELY IVE BEEN FEELING LIKE IM BEING HATED ALL AROUND 
I CANT TRUST ANOTHER PERSON, FEELINGS VANISHING LIKE CLOUDS
ALWAYS TALKING SO MUCH SHIT, ONE LOOK ENOUGH TO SHUT U DOWN 

caved in, no way out, the entrance blocked
confrontation, with myself and all my nocturnal relations
out of hand, it all sums up to being faded 
so I don't bathe in my own blood 

revelations, eveytime feels like I'm shot 
conversations, always wanted more now it's too much 
I was born to create and to live but I just rot 
I'm so torn, more and more feel like two people it's so fucked

yea I'm breaking 
I can't seem to make the cut 
I was shaking, even when with people that I love 
oh I'm hating on the way they always think they know what's up 
I know I'm ugly, scars on my face, still a diamond in the rough 

rubatosis & anxiety

2023, produced by me, mix & master by absolutely no one if u couldn't tell 

lyrics:

been so dark, no I can't see 
still feel their gaze lay right upon me 
tainted heart tho it's urs to keep 
but handle with care, I can't stop when I bleed
been so hard, can't set me free 
barbed wire firm grasp on my lungs and my knees
can't keep up, in way to deep
a pain I can't share, I'm lost give me a lead

been fucked up just wanna flee
stuck in a maze staying right where I be 
open doors but lacking the esteem 
can't handle, don't dare, when I'm up I feel weak
been locked up, dissolved the key 
tucked in amidst smoke when I'm not rip
hopeless chores a reocurring theme 
might be needing a tweak 

I can't sleep right all alone at night
it all seems like my time is already over 
like a deep dive, connected tortured minds 
sometimes dreamlike, don't let the glitch eyes take over 

hold up why u all out on attack?
I did fucking nothing to u, still ur talking smack 
to me it's straight up crazy how u live ur life like that 
manipulating everyone, still getting them in ur bed

GROW UP LEARN THAT STRINGS MIGHT BE ATTACHED 
"BRO U ARE MY SOULMATE" THE BEGINNING OF THE HATCH 
ALL ME, I KNOW IM CRAZY CUZ I TOOK IT AS A FACT
PERPETUATING AGONY STILL CIRCLING THROUGH MY HEAD 

I can't sleep right all alone at night
it all seems like my time is already over 
like a deep dive, connected tortured minds 
sometimes dreamlike, don't let the glitch eyes take over 




glitch eyes

2024, produced by me, mix & master by absolutely no one if u couldn't tell 

lyrics:

I gave up but now I'm back 
fucking tired of being sad 
just like Jason Vorhees ditched the grave 
and rose up from the dead 
I've been grieving, I've been mad 
low-key borderline psychopath 
went through all these cuts and burns to just end up alone again 

but there's hope I cleared my head 
away from him and her and them 
wanna feel, I wanna trust, don't wanna live my life in hell 
so much more that I could get 
if I move on manage to let 
all these fears and doubts go 
just overall stop seeing red 

they left me to bleed 
now I'm doing it for me 
eye contact's hard 
cuz I get lost in the spark 

no longer empty, I'm not dead 
no longer second in command 
really doesn't take that much 
to leave the bed and set an end 
met this girl, cute like a cat 
now she runs circles through my head 
prettier than stars and such 
I really wanna hold her hand 


hope???

just your semi-friendly neighbourhood demon :)

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