Минаева - На Ощупь

Кто-нибудь видел мою девчонку? (OST)-Кирилл Павлов

Женя Трофимов feat. Комната Культуры - Ночь

I used to feel the lights on my skin  
Now I sit in the dark and pretend it begins  
I used to cry and it freed me —  
Now it just aches, and nobody sees me  

She left like I was already gone  
But I was still right there, tryin’ to hold on  
Now I'm smoking my silence, tasting my shame  
Whispering love like it's still got her name  

I’m not addicted to the high, I’m addicted to the reason  
Used weed like a wound wrap — not a feelin’, just a defense  
Gaming never broke me, porn never changed me  
But this haze turned my mirror into someone who hates me  

I miss effort — deep talks and sunsets  
Now I scroll just to scroll, cold sweats and regrets  
She thought I gave up, nah — I just slowed down  
I was drowning in myself, and she watched me go down  

I needed space to feel, not to disappear  
But my silence got labeled as a broken veneer  
Now I’m ghostin’ in a life I used to design  
Tryin’ to remember that I’m not just decline  

You still bleed… but it’s quiet now  
Still scream — but it’s wired down  
Still dream — but it fades in chrome  
I'm in this crowd, but I'm alone  

I’m still human, broken in motion  
Trying to swim in my own emotion  
You think I’m numb — but I feel it loud  
Just forgot how to show it now  
I’m still human — just off the map  
Tryin’ to trace the road that won’t come back  

My hands still write, even when I shake  
My heart still loves, though it rarely wakes  
I ain’t cold, I’m just afraid to burn  
I learned too fast, and forgot to unlearn  

I watched her walk while I stayed still  
She thought I chose this — but pain don’t thrill  
I gave up weed, gave up the game  
But I never gave up trying to explain  

No therapist talks ever cracked my shell  
But her hug once did — and I felt it swell  
Now I’m just noise in a hallway she passed  
A shadow that loved too long, too fast  

I got a pulse - You still are who you were… 
I’m a man, not a mask  
But I can't reach the blur  

I’m still human, lost in the static  
Still here, still damaged, still magic  
Not broken — just got used to the dark  
Still lighting matches in my heart  

You’re still human — say it loud  
I’m still human… just not proud  

I don’t want help. I want truth.  
I don’t want fixes. I want proof.  
I don’t want pity. I want to be seen.  
I’m still human — trapped in between.  

You were never gone…  
You were never wrong…  
You were just… tired too long  

I’m still human, don’t need a cure  
Just need the space to feel unsure  
She left me — yeah, but I stayed here  
In my own war, trying to disappear  

I’m still human — raw and wide  
Not broken… just forgot how to cry  

I used to feel the lights on my skin...  
Now I’m trying… to let them in.

Still Human

Wisdom

Будят рано мысли-барабаны.
Глаза такого цвета, как тюльпаны,
Которые ты любишь.
Зарница, без тебя не спится. 
Все время бред какой-то снится.
Когда же ты меня разбудишь?

[Припев:]
Твой душ, мой душ.
Я плачу. У тебя течет тушь.
У вас там сколько времени?
У нас тут по колени 
Снега и пурга,
И тихо воет вьюга.
Какими б вы ни были сильными - 
Не расставайтесь с любимыми

Ладно, вроде было все складно.
Мечта запутала, будь ты не ладна.
Мы так легко тогда расстались.
Тик-так, минуты-бриллианты.
У тебя там статуя, у меня — куранты.
И это все, с чем мы остались.

[Припев x 2]

Кто-нибудь видел мою девчонку? (OST)-Кирилл Павлов

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