Solar

moment of weakness
fill me with doubt
sad song i feel it
the words fall from my mouth
swimming with emotion
don’t know where to turn
drowning, unfocused
will i ever learn?
why does all of this hurt so much?

dreaming of tranquility
but anxiety might win
weighed down, no security
from this fire that’s within
i’m suffocated by my feelings
don’t know how to grow
drowning, i’m kneeling
where do i go?
why does all of this hurt so much?

hurt so much

rain
God you feel so far away
but now Your Tears are on my face
i feel Your Cold Embrace
what did i do now?
i feel sane
until You say my name
i can’t handle all the shame
my mistakes on Your Boundless Grace
You picked the wrong girl

and i don’t understand
You are thunder but You are my friend
You are perfect, You are great
why do You care for me this way?
why do You punish me everyday?
why is Your Love all i crave?
did You make me of cloud or sand?
will someone love me like You loved man?

ah oo, don’t understand
You are thunder but You are my friend
You are perfect, You are great
why do You care for me this way?
why do You punish me everyday?
why is Your Love all i crave?
did You make me of cloud or sand?
will someone love me like You loved man?

direct line to My Creator

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06. Konxious 99 & Nappyhair Hooligan - Can't Tell (Prod by Konxious99)

Buy Link: http://theereal98.bandcamp.com/track/4am-prod-by-theereal-98

4am (Prod by theereal_98)

sunset blvd, golden hour

painting a picture in my head 

lyrics:

we’re counting the stars in the sky

and I still can not figure out why 

Why my head hurts when I think of you 

Got me saying shit that I’d never do 



shout outs my **** she was the best that I never had 

Just like the text that I left that she never read

and stop overthinking it she gonna write back any day

driving thru the sunset on the ride back yesterday 

i remember you used to call me 

i remember when we’d fight 

you’d remember my stories 

and you’d always be right 

i’d wonder if i was boring

but you’re too polite 

i think about that shit like every night 

while 

we’re counting the stars in the sky

and I still can not figure out why 

Why my head hurts when I think of you 

Got me saying shit that I’d never do 

and i’ll stare at the moon on my flight 

and i’d wonder if we’re matching sight

catch your eyes glistening through the moon 

got my hands swinging like my

fucking moods 



She’s not the one 

I’ve fucked it up once or twice

She’s got a gun 

Like cupid came to life 

She’s just for fun 

But i’m falling for her fucking eyes

she grabs my hand

now its creeping up her upper thigh

We’ll count the stars

no, i’ll trace them on your freckled neck 

I’m not a star yet

But we can just pretend 

I’m not in love 

so I put these feelings to rest

and these ain’t about you

I just write what sounds best

dear diary 002: starlet

All songs written and produced by Eun apart
from and with special thanks to:

Nubya Garcia - Saxophone (Tracks 1, 2, 3 & 7)

Cynesha Brown - Guitar (Tracks 4 & 5)

Georgia Anne Muldrow - Vocals (Track 5)

Demae Wodu aka Bubblerap - Vocals (Track 6)

Wu-Lu - Bass (Track 6)

Jake Milliner - Additional Production (Track 7)

Darkness Must Be Beautiful (TuneCore)

Do It For Love (feat. Bubblerap & Wulu)

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06. Konxious 99 & Nappyhair Hooligan - Can't Tell (Prod by Konxious99)

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