The Upload

4 my grandma and grandpa i miss you so much rest up..
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/03Nx63Qf5HnqGF3KkGIJ6l?si=f5dbae1f019a45b9

feat. @iriasona 
prod. @yuseiworld
mixed by @jooosuph

[lyrics]
my grandma died a couple days ago this shits been on my mind
life is beautiful until the people all around you die 
now youre tryna talk to ghosts standing to your left and right 
my grandfather died 2 weeks they told me he be fine 
i couldnt see her for the final time her funerals tonight
i hope that woman knows i love her and ill keep her soul alive 
ive been out my head so long im tryna find some peace of mind 
but when people die it gets hard to even realign 
crazy isnt it we lose people then appreciate we livin 
thtas the shit that makes you sit back n then realize life is twisted 
120 people die inside this life in a minute 
i was told appreciate the ones around me and i didnt 
now their bodys in a coffin n its where theyre always sittin 
i dont even know what i would say if to they graves i visit 
id apologize for everything i ever did n didnt 
with my arms around their tombstones i would tell em that i miss em 

everyone inside my life that loved me i just pushed away 
thats the reason i got stuck inside my ways and never changed 
 we tendto only miss the sun when were walkin through the rain 
mac is always callin me tellin me ill see better days 
i go manic and panic n ask if shit'll ever change 
he was fuckin with me when my distro checks were only change
hes my brother but hes like a father to me in the strangest ways 
the only one inside my life thats tryna help me find a way 
my houses is lookin haunted cause these walls is what i talk to 
everyone around me always dies or they want to 
it sucks when someone dies but even more when they haunt you 
but i dont need sympathy for the shit that ive gone through 
cause any situation presented ive always fought through 
me myself and i sometimes is all i got dude 
keep going life is beautiful youll see it soon you got to 
appreciate the ones around you cause we'll all be gone soon

Walking Through The Rain ft. iriasona (prod. Yusei)

yeah
yeah
yeah

637

ohhhh

waiting on the edge for your love
holding on to you but i give too much!
sorry for all the fuck ups
im so fucked up 

but all i need is your touch!

smoking on the mary jane all night
wonder if you see the world through my eyes
its a fine line between truth and lies
my heart on my sleeve while yours is disguised

i give you my all
you give me like shit
 im fuckin these hoes
while she grabs my stick
and she wants to pose
for a pic
cant trust these hoes
thats it
thats why i stay drippin in this margiela
she knows i love her but ill never tell her
i might go dog on that bitch like old yeller

i nut in her mouth
she gon taste the flagella
for real

yeah, nut up in her mouth she gon taste it
studio LA, used to cook up in the basement (damn)
now niggas on my dick for a placement
you aint got the talent nigga you should really face it
you be outta bounds nigga you be on that lame shit
you should learn to drip like me
got diamonds my wrist drippin just like the sea
walkin out of saks fifth with a new moncler tee
got yo bitch on my dick and she suckin for free
she gon treat me like god cause shes all on her knees
and i think that its odd im who they wanna be
im gon escape to boca or somewhere serene
ive been drippin in sauce aint talkin Mousseline
to my music they nodding like they off a bean
and yo bitch she gave noggin pass her to the team
promise that loves never what it seems

waiting on the edge for your love
holding on to you but i give too much!
sorry for all the fuck ups
im so fucked up 

but all i need is your touch!

smoking on the mary jane all night
wonder if you see the world through my eyes
its a fine line between truth and lies
my heart on my sleeve while yours is disguised

i give you my all
you give me like shit
 im fuckin these hoes
while she grabs my stick
and she wants to pose
for a pic
cant trust these hoes
thats it
thats why i stay drippin in this margiela
she knows i love her but ill never tell her
i might go dog on that bitch like old yeller

i nut in her mouth
she gon taste the flagella
for real

on the climb you can witness this
bad bitch on me like a fit bit bitch
she gon suck my dick like a damn throat kiss
she gon ride me like a car
no ford focus
hella drip on my body they finna notice this
hella opps they want smoke
and yeah they all gon miss
my gun came with a scope and when i shoot it hits
my gun proactive 
pop these zits
ive been stealing hella bread from the
 white man
my glock proactive 
 skin plan
heater on my hip
 make you tan
fucked her once
 never again
no little yachty these hoes get one night
steady sipping on bacardi on my private flight
know that bitch be getting naughty when she see offwhite
but no i dont wanna fuck
that hoe too uptight

Flagellum (prod. Saba)

recorded on a full one take improvised voice memo and then i added in some other stuff. this is the shit i have on my leftovers folder that i listen to alone and never drop but maybe i'll just drop them now on my soundcloud and not tell anyone

I think I’d title it “Fall Asleep (Do It Alone)”

Fall Asleep (Do It Alone)... [demo leak rough unmixed lo-fi spanish radio edit]

637godwin - Flagella

Save Me

I don’t wanna be here any more , this is a reminder to you & myself that you are not alone. I love you

SUICIDE

Juliana

i will get over it (infected)

Extreme Anxiety

With Me (prod.level)

July - Sick Of Happy Endings

Forever

Produced by: Goodjohn Productions
Written by: Nicholas Caldwell
Performed by: NICK ALEXANDR

ALL PLATFORMS

Lonely

We lit

[Lyrics]
Oh-Oh
Runaway how far will we go?
Hunnid bands yeah let's hit the road
The way I smile yeah people don't know
Boutta hit my first fuckin' millie at a show
People really think they know me but they really don't know
How I feel inside when i'm all alone
Even ridin solo when i'm sittin at home
Got no other place to go

Surrounded by the fake where the real at
Percs on the table, bout to relapse
Heart breakin like can you heart that
Suicidal yeah don't wanna be that
So when, when will I see you again
Don't wanna fuck just be friends
Did you wrong so, i'm makin amends

For you I just want the best, best, best (Best for you)
For you I just want the best, best, best (Best for you)

Oh-Oh
Runaway how far will we go?
Hunnid bands yeah let's hit the road
The way I smile yeah people don't know
Boutta hit my first fuckin' millie at a show
People really think they know but they really don't know
How I feel inside when i'm all alone
Even ridin solo when i'm sittin at home
Got no other place to go

All girls are the same
They're rotting my brain
I don't need to change
I just need a break
Trapped with no escape
I'm headed to Hells Gate
Things don't feel the same
I'm just stuck in my brain

For you I just want the best, best, best (Best for you)
For you I just want the best, best, best (Best for you)

Oh-Oh
Runaway how far will we go?
Hunnid bands yeah let's hit the road
The way I smile yeah people don't know
Boutta hit my first fuckin' millie at a show
People really think they know but they really don't know
How I feel inside when i'm all alone
Even ridin solo when i'm sittin at home
Got no other place to go

On The Run (prod. glokmane & scarsamm)

lyrics:

really im amazed really im amazed
I spent my whole life inside this cold state
now I change pace
we both know that u could never say the same

New friends turn to old friends to new hate
And old friends either close friends or good fakes
I scrub my brain with a toothebrush to purge hate
If U aint with me u against me or u two faced
In this life i could go one of only two ways
Old names on my tongue would leave a bad taste
Old names in my phone carry that heavy weight
Old names in phone keep getting erased
Oh u love me but u hate me im like true say
Guess u buddy up at night and leave a new day
I move miles in my mind without a suitcase
Apartment walls with cigarette smell and white paste
This life is fast u might just miss it if u look away
I feel im driving past a scene that’s in a foot race
I know they recognize me but we don’t see the same face
I been eating every day but I aint gain weight

Oh u think im dead and gone well that’s a myth
I have shaky hands but I have never missed
I spent my whole life just working up to this
If u think ull rob me of it think again
If u think ull rob me of it think again
Id knock down the door if they don’t let me in
I know u thought Id take an L but this my second wind

Im going way too hard every night
Drank in my cup double up get ice
I could see in a room with no lights
Fire in his heart make it turn to ice
This shit hitting hard like it always does
Told me im on top but I always was
U aint got the strength to carry on
Guess u made a home in the mud
Ya im too lit now
U shoulda never dug me up
And u aint on shit now
Truth be told u never really was

Oh u think im dead and gone well that’s a myth
I have shaky hands but I have never missed
I spent my whole life just working up to this
If u think ull rob me of it think again
If u think ull rob me of it think again
Id knock down the door if they don’t let me in
I know u thought Id take an L but this my second wind

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