I TRIED WARNING THEM

DONT WANNA BE HERE ANYMORE

I need a new life,I gotta reselect,the ones around me make me feel like I am at my death,another soul begin to slip I’m gonna lose my breath,another sentence that get bent I’m gonna break this curse,it seem like everyone around me gonna hate me first before they know my worth,before they see the person that I am my heart get hurt,my life get worse,I wanna tell you all my love can’t find the words I’m sick of it,I don’t wanna give my all again to another bitch,I don’t wanna put another razor to my fucking wrist,I don’t give a fuck about the start I need to find the end,my existence just another light that is gonna dim,my existence just  another time in another head,everybody got they own bubble they be living in,some people happy as fuck,while others giving in,some people good on the luck,while others never win. I’m so mad it’s so sad,rain coming in pouring on me I’m so sick,but I see that your glad,see my flesh rotting off yea I’m almost a skeleton,it’s not me, it’s your bad,blaming me for the things that I never did,but it’s fine it’s life, but I feel my heart darken call me maleficent🖤

MALEFICENT (6tracks)

𝙼𝚢 𝙸𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚖: @𝚔𝟷𝚍𝚍𝙺𝙰𝙼𝙸

His Instagram: @iluvmarkas

𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚍𝚞𝚌𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝙸𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚖: @prodmaxflynn & @k1ddkami

𝘔𝘺 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘦𝘳: discord.gg/K2Dw5mAQZY

Lyrics:(KAMI)

I aint feel safe always
Will I escape theres no way yeah yeah
We both traveled long ways
We been goin the wrong ways

You been stuck in my head all day
Do I love you, always.
Baby how could you leave me
You broke me but it's ok

(MARKAS)

I never thought that I
Would fall in love but after all of that
I thought that I was done
After the times I was scarred in the moment

Help me find a way
Not just back to you but how it was before
I thought something changed
But you didn't
Now I gotta go now

(KAMI)

I aint feel safe always
Will I escape theres no way yeah yeah
We both traveled long ways
We been goin the wrong ways

Baby you're stuck in my head again
Do I love you, always.
Baby how could you leave me
You broke me but it's ok

Always

ALWAYS (prod. @prodmaxflynn & @k1ddkami)

LOSTHOPE:ALLIWANT (PROD.TGS)

Hall of Fame 2.0

Partin Ways

Still Here

From the Album "Outsider" by CHRIS RAIN 
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OUTSIDER

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OUTSIDER (Prod. Hanto)

Tell Me [feat Spazi]

Keep Away (Prod. By Mike Squires)

No You R Not(@444Kloud)!

From the Deluxe edition of "Outsider"
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BORN ALONE (Prod. TunnABeatz)

Blanket on Me

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Produced, Performed & Written by Kai Straw
Engineered by Fred Sorenson
Artwork by Alex Fyock

Lyrics:

Sometimes I can get caught up
I can get let down
I can get let go of by someone I found
It can feel like I’m up all the way to my ears
In thoughts of what I’ll never be
It’s like what don’t I got?
To what do I amount?
Am I living some way that I shouldn’t somehow?
Is there more I should be, or should do, or should find?
Am I enough or will I ever be?

I try to give myself a minute but the clock won’t approve
Won’t approve, won’t approve
If I could use a genie from this bottle like the liquor was blue
I would choose, I would choose

A little less pressure
A little less pressure on me
A little less what could I be
And more of who’s in front of me
A little less pressure
A little less pressure on me
A little less what could I be
And more of who’s in front of me

Sometimes I can get caught up
And forget who’s around
And live like the future’s more precious than now
It’s like no matter where I stay or who sits beside me
I can feel alone and somewhere else
And sometimes I can feel unloved
I can feel burned out
I can feel unseen like I’m the ghost of myself
Maybe I need a change
Maybe I need some help
Or maybe I need to scream just to feel out loud

I try to give myself a minute but the clock won’t approve
Won’t approve, won’t approve
If I could use a genie from this bottle, get a wish from the booze
I would choose, I would choose

A little less pressure
A little less pressure on me
A little less what could I be
And more of who’s in front of me
A little less pressure
A little less pressure on me
A little less what could I be
And more of who’s in front of me

Pressure

Stream

So I'm changing all my days
To make your nights

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Must always credit in title (prod. Zaini)
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like before

Lyrics:

I still care what people say
I get in my own way
Still trying not to try to hard it’s lame
I said it there okay
If I were to die today
I’d wish I didn’t care so much what people say

So much what people say
I care so much what people say

I never show face
Rather sit and waste away
Behind this broken screen I hate
That defines me these days
Give and so they take
Or at least that’s what it feels like
I’m caught up every time
 
I still care what people say
I get in my own way
Still trying not to try to hard it’s lame
I said it there okay
If I were to die today
I’d wish I didn’t care so much what people say

So much what people say
I care so much what people say

It’s a lot that I’m not
I don’t wanna be
It’s a lot I don’t got I don’t got
What you want from me

People Say

Available on iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/father-figure-2-flourish/id1294505242&app=itunes

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Where I Belong [Prod. by JULiA LEWiS]

Under The Moon

Taken from my new project, RECKLESS, that's available everywhere now 😈

Stream it on all other platforms here: https://album.link/7gZcg7RHcczZ8

Lyrics: 

Chorus

Ya I know these lights can be blinding, And I know sometimes I’m indecisive But I promise you now is my time, yeah Got lost on the way tryna find myself But pleasure and pain is inviting
I just wanna feel something this time around And I call out confused to no answer
But this life is a game I’m tryna figure out

Verse 1

I’ve been making too much noise You can check the stat sheet boy Everytime I pull up,
Treat the kid like a backstreet boy With the girl in the back seat boy She been waitin’ on me
Use to ride around with the tank on E Now we pull up straight M3
I just wanna dream my dream
I just wanna smoke my weed
I just wanna dream my dream
I can see the racks
When they come and still feel numb Wonder when its gonna dawn on me Staying up late till the morning
I don't wanna stop, no I don't wanna go to sleep
Just wanna sit back with the bro
And watch them throw it back for the kid with the golden teeth Can’t look away while she dancing
Still can't believe that she notice me

Bridge 1

Ya, all I ever think about is countin’ bread
And if i'm gonna make it to see twenty-two
I got a strange relationship with life and death Yeah feels I’ve been dying to see something new Yeah, been going through changes, I tend to forget To stop and look around my life is truly blessed
I got a strange relationship with happiness
It feels like I've been dying to improve my mood 

Chorus 2

Yeah, I’ve known these lights to be blinding And I know sometimes I’m indecisive
But I promise you, now is my time, Yeah
I got lost on the way tryna find myself
But pleasure and pain is inviting
I just wanna feel something this time around And I call out confused to no answer
This life is a game I’m tryna figure out

Verse 2

Woke up in the land where the sun don’t hide But I pay no mind I’m inside all day
Been asleep for the last few months
Then I woke up, to better days
Mixing that liquor, but don't need no chase Just pour it up I’ll drink it down straight What's the rush?
Don't you know? Nobody cold as us
She mixing the pleasure and lust with love I play along just because I’m indecisive Plus your body got me so enticed
I've made mistakes had to pay the price Now my price going up
I make it all look easy,
We finish drinks in the morning, that we started last evening

Bridge 2

Yeah, been going through changes, I tend to forget (forget) To stop and look around my life is truly blessed (it’s blessed) I got a strange relationship with happiness (yeah)
It feels like I’ve been dying to improve my mood (yeah)

Chorus 3

Yeah, I’ve known these lights to be blinding And I know sometimes I’m indecisive
But I promise you, now is my time, Yeah
I got lost on the way tryna find myself
But pleasure and pain is inviting
I just wanna feel something this time around And I call out confused to no answer
This life is a game I’m tryna figure out

RECKLESS

JOASH - NO RELIGION

Matthew smith


Faith. forgiveness. truth.

I TRIED WARNING THEM

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