暇つぶしに観る映画を探してる、サブスクで
なんて有意義な休日の寒い朝

紅茶片手にうたた寝して、くつろいで
なんか新しいことでも始めようかな？

覚めて、窮屈な寝室の世界観の隅で
かしこくなったふりして不満でたまんない毎日を
まだ諦められない自分を
ただ緩やかに終わってく気がして

何千回も同じ後悔を繰り返している
悲しいかどうかなんて、そういや忘れちゃったな

錆びた弦張りっぱなしのエレキギター
なんか口ずさむ日常の些細なこと

鼓動を冷凍庫に詰め込んで保存したくて
融けないように冷たくして、散々眺めて
まだ諦められない自分も
そんな気分は悪くないけど

捨てらんない表情の残像を脱ぎ去ったら
空っぽの瞬間へ感情を撃ち放てそうさ
何千回も同じ後悔を繰り返している
悲しいかどうかなんて、そういや忘れちゃったな

cold sunny day (demo)

作詞/作曲 wakken

ひらりひらり揺らいで
ゆらりゆらり踊って
僕の心燃えてくから
ほろりほろり涙
流れてくの何故か
君の心気づけば失っていた
味気ない文字　意気地ない指
君からの言葉をなぞって
星に願いよ届け　何年経っても変わらず
君の手をとって踊る　ゆらりゆら

いつからかしらこれじゃ
お気にのヒールも履けない
鏡を見ても何故か映らないの
崩れてく腐敗した私の右手が
あなたからの温もりで今
色を戻すの
ごめんねお先に旅立つけど
まだ来ないで

ほろりほろり涙
流れてくの何故か
君の姿気付けば追いかけてた
星に願いよ届け　何年経っても変わらず
君の手をとって踊る　ゆらりゆら

星に願いが届く　いつまで経っても変わらず
2人は踊り明かす　ゆらりゆら
崩れてく腐敗した2人の血肉が
色褪せることない想いで輝いていく

※Synthesizer Ⅴのライト版を使用

屍のダンス

chest (prod. removeface+anticon)

understandme

time flow

Daisy

demo 9.10

mango times

I played the guitar on this, pretty proud of it

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Lyrics:
Physically abused, a specimen of DV
The setting starts with a kid, not an adult in sight
When the spotlight comes on, the child's all but blinded
Not a saint in the room, point your fingers and

The physicality, the pain that comes with abuse
Your trembling body with shame, nobody wants to hear
Not a victim, just a number, all the signs of neglect
You swear you'll never forgive them, until your last breath

When the flashbacks hit, you are right where you started
All the progress you've made, still you crave the pain
There is no one hell, like the one you were born in
When you awake, will you stay the same?

There's a house in the backdrop, but nobody can see
What goes on behind locked doors, and closed curtains
Love is nothing but a tool, used against your own will
When they hit you, you don't question if their love was real

And the world will prove you right, again and again
You are special when you're worthless to society
You will feel insane, you will feel as if you've lost it
And when happiness finds you, you won't know what it cost

When the flashbacks hit, you are right where you started
All the progress you've made, still you crave the pain
There is no one hell, like the one you were born in
When you awake, will you stay the same?
Can you stay the same?

Pain, it's all I've ever known, awake in this home
I feel the trembling begin to arise
The need to suppress, any cries for help
I stay in bed, just to hide away, when all is lost
I pray to a god, for the pain to end
But god never answered, he never picked up the phone
And I am alone now, shaking inside my bones
One day I will discover, that I've already found out

Another way out
Another way out
Another way out
Another way out

When the flashbacks hit, you are right where you started
All the progress you've made, still you crave the pain
There is no one hell, like the one you were born in
When you awake, will you stay the same?
Can you stay the same?

【Original Song】Domestic Violence

japanese abstract shoegaze rock band "MANA"
this tune from their 1st album.
 released from TOKYO aoyama
spiral 's label "URBAN PRIMITIVE"
produced by DJ KAY NAKAYAMA
 they support act for thrill jockey band"town & country" "HIM""elliot sharp" 's japanese tour.

02 Mother Sun

in my  past the band "MACH THIRTY NINE" act in 90s

planet (live at shinsaibashi club quattro 94) / MACH THIRTY NINE

I'm in Osaka.

I have been influenced by modern indie rock since the 1980s.

Alternative Rock
UK Rock
Brit Pop
Shoegazer
Grunge
Rock
Indie

cold sunny day (demo)

Mo-Hair

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