Name: SPIRIT SMOKE / SELF BLAME by Yvng Proxy
Duration: 2 min 45 s
Description: song for when cigarette smoke gets in your eyes while you blame yourself for everything happening

prod. slade kovacs x UNORDINARYBEATS

lyrics:
these zombie tips will eat your body up
jolly while i slaughter ya
pistol skilled in judo
and my choppa know karate
rob the jewels and burn the bodies up
fill em with disease
while that pistol pocket rocket popping noggins
make em scream
i’m putting faces in the dirt
faith ain’t my concern
shoot ya granny crib
like, “i’m just making sure it work”
i drop that bass, she make it twerk
lay me by the sea
i can’t live my way then fuck it, baby
i don’t wanna breathe

on a better day, in a better place
i’d have put the whole world in a furnace
get the record straight, i’m a renegade
and i’ll sever the head of a serpent
with a metal blade
i command to thee
you are knighted, go doeth my bidding
but why every night, i am stuck in this cycle
i sink in oblivion
really, i’m sick of this feeling

i’m falling through the scenes
mobbing with my fiends
holographic scope on top my candy colored beam
you probably crying for a feat
i just want the truth
y’all don’t want them fucking problems, pussy
i don’t fuck with you

these zombie tips will eat your body up
jolly while i slaughter ya
pistol skilled in judo
and my choppa know karate
rob the jewels and burn the bodies up
fill em with disease
while that pistol pocket rocket popping noggins
make em scream
i’m putting faces in the dirt
faith ain’t my concern
shoot ya granny crib
like, “i’m just making sure it work”
i drop that bass, she make it twerk
lay me by the sea
i can’t live my way then fuck it, baby
i don’t wanna breathe

the museum of dead wifery

prod. by agrenius, zaki ali & 4ria
written & performed by 4ria 

lyrics

Pick it back up where I left off
With the pen and the pad, I will set off
My gentle wrath, you hurt me once, I'll remember that
Never forget, I'll eventually get you back
Whether today or next week
Peddling rage and there's plenty ways to go escape from this bleak
Memory trembling
Stray then you tempt me
Look what you did to me
I can't resist the bleak hatred you baited me patiently
Surely betraying me paying me in some dismay
Wait for the day. I forget your whole face
Heaven could wait, I keep busy, I pace
At the peak that I may cave in, but then I'll regret it all later
The nature of phases compels me to stay in
A loop of abuse and the truth I've debated

I still feel like things don't feel right
I don't feel like living life quite like this
Time and time again
My pride is left to die with lies, I quit
Nothing could ever get you a high like this
Dangle me crumbs, I might die like this
Love without trust won't fly
It'll sink in the sky until my demise

Rowing up rivers of rhythms I've written
To drown the remains of forgiveness
I'm living each day with the heart of a victim and bark of a villain
The bite of a mischievous type
Deliver this, life invites willfulness to incite bitterness
Still possess vices, so night after night, I may still regret
All my decisions reflects in the dread I exhibit
Walk a tight rope with a chemical imbalance
Out of my mind, but I like a new challenge
Color out the lines, think out the box
All these hoes love to chase what they don't got
Fry my mind until my body's in shock
When beats crack like karate chops
And these facts will embody the plot
Hope is all that I have if I kept it a stack
Back, back it up
Pack raps with tough facts, stab me up
Fast, laugh it up
Leaving the pain in my past
Claim that you've had even half, that would suck
Snakes in the grass, dig some holes for your trust
Give a fuck, give a month until all of your bones and your soul turns to dust
That's a joke, you don't have one, you dumb fucking cunt
I never had love, I just had a few hoes that were rubbed with a boredom or lust
A new house of cards, bitch, I am boarding it up
Harsh wicked bitch, did you figure I'd get this pissed?
When your mark triggered
A future far grimmer, but bright like stars glimmer
Poured my heart out, you just took a shot like it's hard liquor
Hard pill to swallow, your love is all filler
I just filled in time, so that you could feel better
From the last hack motherfucker, a trash motherfucker
I should have just dashed from the first of red flags
It's my curse to fall fast, so I'm prone to fall flat
Just a hopeless romantic, this shit made me manic
I should feel grateful you left my ass stranded
Cope with unstable new moments, mismanaged
Brought hope to the table with no table manners

I still feel like things don't feel right
I don't feel like living life quite like this
Time and time again
My pride is left to die with lies, I quit
Nothing could ever get you a high like this
Dangle me crumbs, I might die like this
Love without trust won't fly
It'll sink in the sky until my demise (x2)

ruby red flags (demo)

You're not gonna find what you want with me, I'm a spiritual being and a human body
I'm not meant for this world, I'm not meant for this earth. Here to learn my lessons, till I'm laying in the dirt. Underground, six feet, there's no sound. Please don't bury me in my hometown
I stopped wishing, dreaming, hoping, praying. I started believing every word I'm saying. I'ma achieve everything I want. In every dream, I'll never give it up
You'll have to know that what you want is gonna be yours. Otherwise, you'll never be bigger than your four walls in your room. Stuck in your bed, scrolling on a doom, scrolling on a doom

Baby, you got my world. In order to get something that you've never had, you are going to have to do things you've never done before. Guess I'm trying to say I'm ready for more
I'ma open my seven shoulders up. Aligned with dimensions only I can dream of. And then I'll meet you under stars, but I know you'll never fall. Yeah, you're still in my heart
In a world full of wonders, I am aware. It's okay to be scared. You just gotta learn, you'll learn, no other way to get there. Yeah, your way to get there
I'm not meant for this world, I'm not meant for this earth. Here to learn my lesson, still I'm laying in the dirt. Underground, six feet, no sound, no sound. So bury me in my own town

Spread my ashes on everything I love. Give them to every person that I trust. I don't care if you ever fucked me up. In a world of wonders, I am aware. And that's enough
Yeah, baby, that's enough. And I'm wishing you the best, cause I know you need some love. And I tried, but weren't done. Now you really fucked me up. In a world of wonders, I am aware. And that's enough

world of wonders

song for when cigarette smoke gets in your eyes while you blame yourself for everything happening

SPIRIT SMOKE / SELF BLAME

HAHA

i don’t wanna be a monster
heartbroke posture
dead on the concrete
no first responders
i’ll keep you safe
in the underwxrld wander
into my garden
my graves over yonder
suck my blood idk if i want her
id die for a feeling don’t call me a martyr
she don’t know the real me cus i don’t wanna shock her
use me, abuse me, confuse me, shoot me, you turned me to a monster


now i’m on the road
they think i sold my soul
i did it all alone
i never leave my home
without a pole of chrome
i gotta beat 50 before they know my motive 
im soulless
i can’t hold it
offered you my heart then you reached out and broke it
too many heart breaks now i feel so exhausted 
shawty look away cus you turned me to a 
you turned me to a monster

and i’ll never be the same
just give me the blame
got no time to waste 
ion wanna play these games
i’m about this close
gonna splatter all my brains
when you see me in the grave 
know i’ll never be the same

and i’ll never be the same
never be the same as it was
i get high just to hide all the pain that it caused
late nights on my line
you was begging for love
and i was tryna feel something 
but i’m so fucking numb
one day i’ll be perfect and i’ll right all my wrongs 
we could find a better place where no one hurts you i’m gone
we could find a better place somewhere that i belong
and when i die roll me up and smoke the ashes im gone

monster (prod. loat!)

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SPIRIT SMOKE / SELF BLAME

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