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[Verse 1]
I.. was all alone
Then I met you
Had nothing to believe in 
Then I found you
Cried.. every day
Then you fixed me
Didn't.. love no more
Then your heart took me

[Chorus]
I.. love you
Heart broke in two
Fixed by you
Bubba.. 
I love.. you
Don't want.. you
To be the.. last
I'll forget my past
Heart just crashed
I'm in love
I'm in love
Heart raised above
Fixed my heart
Can't be.. apart

[Verse 2]
A heartbroken soul
Hurt by many..
Depression so bad
It was agony..
Suicide attempts
Every day..
I wasn't okay
But today is my day

[Chorus]
Bubba!
I love you
I love you 
I love you
This.. love 
It's true
Are you real?
This feels real
So glad it's real!
You make me feel great
You're my soulmate
I cant wait

To...

[Bridge]
Be... your wife
My entire life
My whole world
My entire heart
Don't wanna be apart
A fresh start
A new start
Ah.

[Chorus]
I.. love you
Heart fixed from two
Fixed by you
Bubba.. 
I love.. you
Don't want.. you
To be the.. last
I'll forget my past
Heart just crashed
I'm in love
I'm in love
Heart raised above
Fixed my heart 
Can't be.. apart

[Outro]
I love you
I love you
Bubba...

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Bubba

- Lyrics - 

[Verse]

When I met you
Didn't realise
I'd fall 
For you 

I laughed
I cried
I even..
Smiled

You make me feel 
I'm worth 
The while

I...
Love you so
I hope you never
Let me go
I wanna be
There for you
I hope you know
My love
Is true

When I
Saw you
I realised
I 
Want to..
Forever
Be
With you

Marry you and
Cherish you

[Chorus]

I love you so
I love you so
I love you so
I love you so
I love you so
Oh, I love you so
Love you so
I love you so
I love you so

[Verse] 

I hope one day
We will runaway
We won't look back
I'll get myself back
On track

I love you you so
I hope you never let me go
I look at you
And I 
Begin to glow
I hope you never let me go
I love you so
I'm never gonna let you go
You make me want
To grow
I love
You so

[Chorus]

I love you so
I love you so
Love you so
I love you so
I love you so
I love you so 
I love you so
I love you so
I love you so
You know I love you so
Oh I love you so
I love you so 
I love you so
Oh I love you so
Oh baby I love you so
You know I love you so
I love you so

[Verse]

So 
I want you to know
Ill always love you
So
Remember I'll always be here
I'll love you
Yes it's true
I love you
Oh bub
I love you
It isn't going to change
It's true
Oh 
I love you so 
Baby
I love you so
I love you baby
I love you so

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Love You So

[Verse 1]
All I want is nothing more
To hear you knocking at my door
'Cause if I could see your face once more
I could die a happy girl I'm sure

When you said your last goodbye
I died a little bit inside
And I lay in tears in bed all night
Alone without you by my side

[Chorus]
But if you loved me
Why'd you leave me?
Take my body
Take my body
All I want is
And all I need is
To find somebody
I'll find somebody like you, whoa-oh
Like you, whoa-oh
Ooh, ooh-ooh
Like you, whoa-whoa-whoa

[Verse 2]
So you brought out the best of me
A part of me I've never seen
You took my soul and wiped it clean
Our love was made for movie scenes

[Chorus]
But if you loved me
Why'd you leave me?
Take my body
Take my body
All I want is
And all I need is
To find somebody
I'll find somebody like you, whoa-oh
Like you, whoa, whoa-oh
Ooh, ooh-ooh
Like you, whoa-whoa-whoa

All I Want [COVER]

Take you like a drug
I taste you on my tongue
You ask me what I'm thinking about
I tell you that I'm thinking about
Whatever you're thinking about
Tell me something that I'll forget
And you might have to tell me again
It's crazy what you'll do for a friend
Go ahead and cry, little girl
Nobody does it like you do
I know how much it matters to you
I know that you got daddy issues
And if you were my little girl
I'd do whatever I could do
I'd run away and hide with you
I know that you got daddy issues, and I do too
I tried to write your name in the rain
But the rain never came
So I made with the sun
The shade
Always comes at the worst time
You ask me what I'm thinking about
I tell you that I'm thinking about
Whatever you're thinking about
Tell me something that I'll forget
And you might have to tell me again
It's crazy what you'll do for a friend
Go ahead and cry, little girl
Nobody does it like you do
I know how much it matters to you
I know that you got daddy issues
And if you were my little girl
I'd do whatever I could do
I'd run away and hide with you
I know that you got daddy issues
I keep on trying to let you go
I'm dying to let you know
How I'm getting on
I didn't cry when you left at first
But now that you're dead it hurts
This time I gotta know
Where did my daddy go?
I'm not entirely here
Half of me has disappeared
Go ahead and cry, little boy
You know that your daddy did too
You know what your mama went through
You gotta let it out soon, just let it out
Go ahead and cry, little girl
Nobody does it like you do
I know how much it matters to you
I know that you got daddy issues
And if you were my little girl
I'd do whatever I could do
I'd run away and hide with you
I know that you got daddy issues, and I do too
If you were my little girl
I'd do whatever I could do
I'd run away and hide with you
I know that you got daddy issues, and I do too

Daddy Issues Cover

ORIGINAL SONG - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DKbfBSrjVHA

Audio and lyrics are all rights to Kina, this is simply a cover of me singing their work. 

LYRICS

I tried to reach you, I can't hide
How strong's the feeling when we dive
I crossed the ocean of my mind
My wounds are healing with the salt
All my senses intensified
Whenever you and I, we dive
I crossed the ocean of my mind
But in the end, I drown
You push me down, down
All the shame
When you called my name
I felt pain
When you came

Can We Kiss Forever Cover

ORIGINAL SONG - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4sKNt6gbohQ

Audio and lyrics are all rights to Kina, this is simply a cover of me singing their work.

LYRICS

We're both broken up
Cannot Talk
Got a fucked up brain
Fucked up heart
Thought we were okay
But hey
I guess not
Hope you know that this
Is my fault
Out here feeling bad
For what you did to me
Feeling sad
For what you made me believe
Hope you're glad
For what you did to me
While I'm out here in my misery

Hey little boy
You'll never believe
My heart is for you
But it's broken
How deep
Hey little boy
You'll never imagine
The days are getting older
You left me abandoned
Hey little boy 
I know cutting kills
I don't really care
'Cause it makes me feel
Hey little boy
I'm broken apart
You don't even care
That you broke my heart

Hey Little Girl Cover

OG Song - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NpTprYAPqJY

LYRICS 

"I've been away too long from you and I'm sorry
But I can't control just what you do
And I hope to God that you leave me soon
That you walk away from this
Burning bridge that you crossed too late
And you just forget that we ever met

But before you forget
There's just something I have to say
I'm sick of your voice
Sick of your face
Sick of your choices
Sick of your name
Sick of your pleasure
Sick of your pain
Sick of your pressure
Sick of your game
I wish I never ever met you
Five years of mistakes I'll never undo
I'm not your medicine or your tool
Don't expect me to ever fix you
Every little thing always seems to be about you
Exercise your criticism then get mad when I'm through
You think your traumas don't affect a single person ‘round you
I'm not your therapist or boyfriend, try and get the two confused
I'm sick of your voice
Sick of your face
Sick of your choices
Sick of your name
Sick of your pleasure
Sick of your pain
Sick of your pressure
Sick of your game
Sick of your sight
Sick of your shape
Sick of your spite
I'm sick of your shade
I'm sick of your lies
Sick of your lazy
Sick of your cries
I'm sick of your crazy
I wish I never ever met you
Five years of mistakes I'll never undo
I'm not your medicine or your tool
Don't expect me to ever fix you"

Sick Of U Cover

OG Song -  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jkj36B1YuDU&t=0s

Lyrics
I wanna take you somewhere so you know I care
But it's so cold and I don't know where
I brought you daffodils in a pretty string
But they won't flower like they did last spring
And I wanna kiss you, make you feel alright
I'm just so tired to share my nights
I wanna cry and I wanna love
But all my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up, up
And if somebody hurts you, I wanna fight
But my hand's been broken one too many times
So I'll use my voice, I'll be so fucking rude
Words, they always win, but I know I'll lose
And I'd sing a song that'd be just ours
But I sang 'em all to another heart
And I wanna cry, I wanna learn to love
But all my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up, up
Oh, need a love, now
My heart is thinking of
I wanna sing a song that'd be just ours
But I sang 'em all to another heart
And I wanna cry, I wanna fall in love
But all my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up, up

Another Love COVER

OG SONG - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J_ub7Etch2U&pp=ygUUdG9vIGdvb2QgYXQgZ29vZGJ5ZXM%3D

LYRICS

You must think that I'm stupid
You must think that I'm a fool
You must think that I'm new to this
But I have seen this all before
I'm never gonna let you close to me
Even though you mean the most to me
'Cause every time I open up, it hurts
So, I'm never gonna get too close to you
Even when I mean the most to you
In case you go and leave me in the dirt
But every time you hurt me, the less that I cry
And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry
And every time you walk out, the less I love you
Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad, but it's true
I'm way too good at goodbyes
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)
I'm way too good at goodbyes
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)
I know you're thinking I'm heartless
I know you're thinking I'm cold
I'm just protecting my innocence
I'm just protecting my soul
I'm never gonna let you close to me
Even though you mean the most to me
'Cause every time I open up, it hurts
So, I'm never gonna get too close to you
Even when I mean the most to you
In case you go and leave me in the dirt
But every time you hurt me, the less that I cry
And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry
And every time you walk out, the less I love you
Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad, but it's true
I'm way too good at goodbyes
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)
I'm way too good at goodbyes
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)
No way that you'll see me cry
(No way that you'll see me cry)
I'm way too good at goodbyes
(I'm way too good at goodbyes) no
No, no, no, no, no (I'm way too good at goodbyes)
No, no, no, no
No, no, no (I'm way too good at goodbyes)
(No way that you'll see me cry)
Ah-ah-ah (I'm way too good at goodbyes)
'Cause every time you hurt me, the less that I cry
And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry
And every time you walk out, the less I love you
Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad, but it's true
I'm way too good at goodbyes

Too Good At Goodbyes COVER

Dollhouse COVER

This is for an ex, who made me feel alive, made me happy on my darkest days, and also pulled me out of some deep depression.
I miss you and I hope you're doing great...

This song does not belong to me, it is just a song I would like people to hear.

You Were The First One To Ever Make Me Cry

Original Lyrics by Ben Cocks :
Oh, you can’t hear me cry 
See my dreams all die
From where you’re standing 
On your own.
It’s so quiet Here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home.

Oh,when you told me you'd leave
I felt like I couldn't breath
My aching body fell to the floor
Then I called you at home
You said that you weren't alone
I should've known better
Now it hurts much more.

You caused my heart to bleed and
You still owe me a reason
Cause I can't figure out why...
Why I'm alone and freezing
While you're in the bed that she's in
I'm just left alone to cry.

You caused my heart to bleed and
You still owe me a reason
Cause I can't figure out why...
You caused my heart to bleed and
You still owe me a reason
Cause I can't figure out why...

Oh,you can't hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you're standing
On your own.
It's so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home.
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Lyrics I made :
Oh you left me to cry, all my dreams they died, From where you're standing I can see you've found home.
It's so quiet here and I feel so cold, this heart no longer feels whole.

Oh when you told me to leave, my heart it sank so deep, my aching heart broke even more. Then I called you once more you said you were no longer alone I should've known better now i've broken much more.

You cut my heart into pieces, and you never gave me a reason, you never told me why. While i'm alone and breaking while you're loving somebody else and i'm just left alone to die.

You cut my heart to pieces and you still owe me a reason cause you never told me why
You caused my heart to bleed and you still cut it to pieces I still can't figure out why.

Oh you left me here to die you watched all my dreams die, from where you're standing I can see you're glad, it's so sad here and I want you back my house no longer feels like home.
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Lyrics I sang :
Oh you left me to cry, all my dreams they died, From where you're standing I can see you've found home.
It's so quiet here and I feel so cold, this heart no longer feels whole.

Oh when you told me to leave, my heart it sank so deep, my aching heart broke even more. Then I called you once more you said you were no longer alone I should've known better now i've broken much more.

You cut my heart into pieces, and you never gave me a reason, you never told me why. While i'm alone and breaking while you're loving somebody else and i'm just left alone to die.
Outro : 'Why couldn't you love me'
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Lyrics I left out :
You cut my heart to pieces and you still owe me a reason cause you never told me why
You caused my heart to bleed and you still cut it to pieces I still can't figure out why.

Oh you left me here to die you watched all my dreams die, from where you're standing I can see you're glad, it's so sad here and I want you back my house no longer feels like home.
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This song was made for my ex, I miss you and I'm so glad you're truly happy.
This is my first song...I'm sorry it's so bad....I hope you enjoy though...
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Youtube Link : 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H6BQW3tNH4Q&feature=youtu.be

No Longer Whole / Sneek Peek (So Cold Cover)

Oh you left me to cry, all my dreams they died, From where you're standing I can see you've found home.
It's so quiet here and I feel so cold, this heart no longer feels whole.

Oh when you told me to leave, my heart it sank so deep, my aching heart broke even more. Then I called you once more you said you were no longer alone I should've known better now i've broken much more.

You cut my heart into pieces, and you never gave me a reason, you never told me why. While i'm alone and breaking while you're loving somebody else and i'm just left alone to die.

You cut my heart to pieces and you still owe me a reason cause you never told me why
You caused my heart to bleed and you still cut it to pieces I still can't figure out why.

Oh you left me here to die you watched all my dreams die, from where you're standing I can see you're glad, it's so sad here and I want you back my house no longer feels like home.

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Sorry if you hear the weird noise in the background i'm a dumbass and forgot to turn my stupid fan off..
Just a note the lyrics in this song do not represent the feelings I have, I no longer feels these feelings, I only uploaded this song for entertainment.

No Longer Whole / FULL VERSION (So Cold Cover)

[Intro]
"Fuck You."

[Song]
Hate you
Hate you
Still tryna replace me 
Fake me
Fake me
Tell me how 
you chased me
Erase you, 'rase you,
Wish you never dated me
Lies, tell me lies, 
Baby
Tell me why I loved you
I bet you 
Don't do her with
Your eyes closed
I bet you're still chokin'
In a tightrope 
I missed you so much,
You made me go psycho
You ain't gotta say it
Baby, I know
It's a thick line between all
this fucking hate
And if you switch sides,
you're gon' have to ruin
that face
So baby,
This time you're gon' have
to deal with this
Yeah baby,
This time you're gone so
Pack your fucking case
Now, tell me how 
She dated you,
dated you
Still tryna replace me
Crave me, Hate me, tell me
How you hate me
Erase me, chase me,
Wish I never dated you
Lies you tell lies,
Baby, tell me how she dates you
Create me, Chase me,
Still tryna hurt me
Fake me, Hate me,
Tell me how you dated me
Erase you 'rase you,
Wish I never dated you
Lies, fucking lies
Baby, he doesn't deserve you.

[Rap]
Love me, Hate me
Tell me how you replaced me
Told me how I'm trash
And you easily recreated me
I know, I'm strong
Now, 
Wasted you daily
Prolly 'cause 
There's no one
Around you numbin'
All your pain
Prolly 'cause
She no Cinderella
To shield you from
All my pain
Probably because
You're the one
Who fucked me up
In the first place
You hate me because
I didn't let you fuck with my head
You gave me migraines
And damaged my brain
Dated me, Breaked me,
Easily replaced me
Hopefully you see it
Clear, 
See it in HD
Bet you wonder why
The last few months
I've been hating
In my head, I sing

[Outro]
"Fuck you."

Hate You (Hate Me Cover)

I'm cutting deeper and this time
I know there is no one to save me
I'm all the nothing, you really
You got a way of driving me crazy

I need to somebody to love
Somebody to know
Somebody to have, 
Somebody I told
It's not easy to say, 
But it's always the same
I guess I kinda liked the way
I cut all my pain

Now my wrists bleed
In the bedsheets
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my heart down
And then you pulled my eyes
I was kinda getting used to
Being someone you hurt

I'm cutting more and this time
I fear there's no one to vent to
I am all nothing 
Love the way I got me sleeping without you

Now I need somebody to know, somebody to heal
Somebody to have
Just to know how I feel
It's not easy to say 
But it's always the same
I guess I kinda liked the way
You helped me escape

Now my arms bleed
Into cry falls
And you're never here
To get me through it all
I let my arms down
And then you hurt my heart
I was getting kinda used
To being someone to cut

And I tend to close my eyes
It always hurts all times
I falled into your trap
You were my safe and sound
Til' you got me down

For now my heart bleeds
Into tear falls
And I want you here
To get me through it all
I let my heart down 
And you pulled me up
I was getting kinda used 
To being the one you loved

But now my mind bleeds
Into heart break
And you're still here
Won't get me through it all
I let my heart down
And then you pulled my strings
I was getting kinda used to 
Being the one you loved
I let my heart down and then
You pulled my heart
I was getting kinda used to 
Being the one never loved.

[Outro]
"My wrists are scarred. Thank you."

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Sorry for the barking at the end...my dog kinda went crazy..
I made this for someone who means a lot to me but usually ignores me when I need them the most.
And NO it's not aimed at you if you think it is, you know who you are you sneaky 'dog shit'.

You Let Me Bleed (Someone You Loved Cover)

I'm feeling dead and I don't know where else to go now.
I don't really have a place to call a home now.
I be stalking and I feel so alone now.
Why you gotta make me feel alone like. 
I'm feeling lost and I don't know where else to go now.
I don't really have a place to call my home now.
Always hatin' and I feel so cold now.
Why do everybody make me feel alone like.

I've got so much shit to say.
Baby, kill me from this place.
I don't really wanna stay.
Tears always falling down my face.
I feel sadder every day.
Know you want me out your way.
I'll be gone.
Not okay.
I just need some fucking space.

I walk by I feel them hate.
I wanna die cause I relate.
Wanna cry I am insane.
I must lie and won't escape.
Would you love if I had changed?
Am I gone?
Am I too late?
Soon I'm dead, I cannot wait!
Please just me love me, i'm a waste. 

Feeling dead and 
I don't know where
Else to go now
I don't really have a place
I call my home now
I was stalking and I felt 
So fucking cold now
Why does every boy 
Leave me alone like

I'm feeling dead and
I don't want to be alive now
I don't really have a place
To call my home now
Everybody hatin' and I feel
So cold now
Why do everybody 
Leave me alone like

Gonna die so fucking bad
You're the worst I've ever had
Wanna die when I look back
Cause you always made me sad
Can't get over this, 
I'm done
Gonna make another song
Nothing helps
I'm so fucking numb
I'll be gone bitch
Pass the gun

I've been cutting for so long
Baby kill me with your songs
I am dying all alone
I don't know where I belong
Get me drunk bitch, 
Get me high,
Give me pills and let me me vibe
It is time
Just let me die
I'm so sick of this life.

[Outro]
"It hurts.....It hurts.....so much.....goodbye.....I'm gonna die....."

Let Me Stalk You / FULL VERSION (Let Me Die Cover)

I met you in the dark you pulled me back up, you made me feel as though I was enough.
We texted all night, we loved too much.
You had my back when I wanted to give up.

And then you met somebody else for a minute I thought I was in hell I pushed you further away
And then you told me that you loved her I said I already told you, everyone one leaves me since it's best...
I really loved you then, you even knew. I tried to play it cool even though I was scared of letting go, I knew I needed you but you never stayed, I wanted to stay with you until we were grey and old

Why did you let go?
Just why did you let go?

I waked up everyday with you in my head you made me realise I wasn't better of dead.
I took myself to school said goodbye, then you gave up on me and what a sad lie...

When I looked at the computer for a minute I forgot that you're older I wanna be with you right now, oh
and you look gorgeous as ever and I swear you're gonna get better, You make me wanna still love you somehow.

I'm so in love you, but you love someone else, Darling, your love is worth more than a hundred thousand golds, we've come so far, my dear, look how you've made me grow, and I wanna stay with you so you're not alone

Why did you let go?
Just why did you let go?

I wanted to live with you, even when we're ghosts, cause I love you always and ill be there, for you when you need me the most

I'm gonna love you till, you drain my heart out, I promise till death I won't let you go now, So I wrote this song for you, hopefully you know, that i'll always love you so, even though you're cold.

Why did you let go?
Just why did you let go?

Why Did You Let Go / FULL VERSION (Say You Won't Let Go Cover)

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[Lyrics]
Hey there, my lover
What's it like feeling my pity?
I'm a thousand miles away
But boy tonight
Why did you kill me?
Yes, you did
Did the dare
Can't shine 
Bright like you
I swear I never grew

Hey there, my lover
Don't you worry about 
The cutting 
I'm right here
If you get lonely 
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice
It's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh It's what you did to me
Oh It's what you did to me
Oh It's what you did to me
Oh It's what you do to me
Look what you did to me

Hey there, my lover
I know
My times are getting hard
But just believe me boy
Somebody I'm gonna kill myself
With this gun
You'll have it good
You'll have the life 
You know you should
My words are good

Hey there, my lover
I got nothing left to say
If every simple song
I wrote to you 
Make my breath go away
I'll write it all
Give me some love
With me you'd fall
Not have it all

Oh It's what you did to me
Oh It's what you did to me
Oh It's what you did to me
Oh It's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But I've got
Pains and blades and scars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would make fun of us
And I will just die because
We know that none of 
Them want me anyway

Lover I can promise you
That by the time
That you get through the world
Will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there my lover
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and 
I'll be done with you
And I'll be cutting endlessly 
Cause I do
You know it's all because of you
You can do whatever you want to
Hey there my fake lover 
Here's to you
This ones for you

Oh It's what you did to me
Oh It's what you did to me
Oh It's what you did to me
Oh It's what you do to me
What you did to me

Look What You Did To Me (Hey There Delilah Cover)

Always there
Not caring what you had to do
I don't know why
But I don't deserve you

I can suck
But that doesn't matter to you
Because I'll always know,
You'll always be there for me too

I love you mum 
Always gonna be there for me
Too caring, 
Why aren't you on TV?
I love you so
And I know you're never gonna let me go
So here's the song I wrote for you...

I love you
You love me
Hope one day 
You'll finally see,
You're perfect
In every other way
And I know that one day
I won't have to say...

You're... perfect just the way you are

I love you mum
Always gonna love you till the end

I'm sorry that
I can be a pain
But always know

I'm always gonna love you so
Please don't go 
I love you Mum
You're so perfect
You don't care about my scars

You're a shining star
Don't my care about my scars
You love me...
 
And I love you
I don't care
How bad you can get
I am always gonna be your friend
Just like you love me
I hope that we will be together
Forever
I love you
Don't deserve you

So perfect
So pure
So great
So happy
So caring
So friendly
So amazing
So protective
So funny
So cool
So fun
So generous 
So everything

So I hope you're doing just great
Always gonna be your first mate
I love you Mum 
Always gonna love you
So just know that I will always be here
I don't care how bad things can get
Not ever leaving you yet...

I love you Mum
Always gonna be here
I hope that I can dry your every tear
I love you so
And I'm never letting you go
So please stay near
I love you
Never leaving you
Always gonna be your only daughter

So,
Happy Birthday
And I hope you know how much you mean to me
I would climb any tree
Just to be near you
I love you

A Song For My Mum

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I wrote a lot of songs when I was a teen, I'm sorry if it offended anyone during my teen years. I used songs as a way to express myself.
I apologize for how aggressive I was during my teen years. I had it convinced in my head that my ex was something when he really was not, I was not diagnosed with BPD at this age, so I didn't understand I was just splitting back then as I am also Autistic, and this made me struggle with understanding why I acted in some ways.
I have been put on medication, going to therapy, and trying my absolute best to try and communicate with my family and friends and some therapists to try and explain how I feel in words, It's difficult when you're Autistic, but I haven't given up.
Again, I apologize. That's all I have to say. I hope you're all having a wonderful life. :)
I am now an adult, in a happy and healthy relationship, he understands I have trauma and knows how to calm me when I'm splitting or convinced he will abandon me.
I hope everyone can see my childhood compared to now as a way to say it WILL get better! <3

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Heyo! My name is Tee
They/Them pronouns and a non-binary, demisexual confused person.

I have Autism and I'm proud to be Autistic.

I am sadly diagnosed with  Borderline Personality Disorder, so I struggle a lot when it comes to maintaining my relationships with others, but I'm trying my best by going to therapy and thinking positive! I hope all of you can help yourselves too, as you deserve to be alive and have so many things to achieve in life! Stay strong, think positive, and stay alive <3 Life is too short to be sad. <3
I used to write songs for ex's but then I realized, I'm not going to waste my time because they're all just a waste of my energy and they clearly don't want me around, so why bother? <3 Why waste time and effort on someone who doesn't give a crap about you?
I started writing more positive songs for people who deal with problems like mine, for example, breakups, depression, etc etc!
I am healing from past experiences so please be patient with me.

Thanks for reading my bio !! <3

𝔇𝔢𝔯𝔭𝔶~

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