I just wish I was happier, I just wish I didn't ruin this friendship, I just wish my dad didn't died, I just wish my mom would be happy, like very happy. I just wish I wasn't born.

I crying now because I miss my mom and dad

all i want is a girlfriend who loves me for who i am but when i see someone with their girlfriend... it makes me wonder if i really deserve that kind of happiness... sometimes i wonder if i even deserve a girlfriend at all

God is my only love…my true friend. I love you Jesus and God….forever…Amen.❤️🥺🙏🏻

Am i dreaming? God this is unreal. I feel like i just met her again.

Untitled

Veruschka - Poesia di una donna (Original Motion Picture Soundtrack)

Intervallo II

Stargazing

Jacob And The Stone (Slowed)

Jacob And The Stone (Sadder)

emile mosseri - jacob and the stone [extended] (slowed + reverb)

Stargazing -Marcelo De Carvalho (Slowëd and Rëvërb)

daniel.mp3 - gods creation (slowed + reverb)

jacob and the stone (slowed + reverb)

emile mosseri - jacob and the stone (slowed & reverb)

Jacob and the Stone & Jacobs Prayer - Emile Mosseri (slowed)

Jacob And The Stone (Angelic)

Emile Mosseri - Jacob And The Stone (loop) (slow)

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Solace

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

Jacob and the Stone & Jacobs Prayer - Emile Mosseri (slowed)

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