10 of 10

featuring, coproduced, & cowritten, & mixed by @can-of-bliss
mastered by ryan schwabe
art by atlas ezra

~~lyrics~~

(sd)
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

if i work hard enough, i can get out of this town
while all of your parents are just flying you out
give my honest opinion, put your head in the ground
if you want explanation, i’ll be shutting my mouth
but i play games to make being broke feel fun
wondering how much money can i waste this month
spill my guts to the cashier while she’s ringing me up
i could go back to california anytime that i want

i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

(can of bliss)
i wanna hurt you and make you feel bad
and then have a breakdown and show you that i'm sad
but i know i won't do that cause that's kinda dumb
make discussion, tell you where i'm from
i get so frustrated every day of the month
cause i'm not getting all the attention i want
doesn't help it's been so long since i made a new song
yeah it's been so long, yeah it's been so long

(sd + can of bliss)
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

(sd)
don't take it serious
i've been doing so bad lately
don't take it serious
i've been doing so bad lately
i've been doing so bad lately

(sd + can of bliss)
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

star★☆

collar

something to tide yall over till i finish ****** ******** * *** *** **** ******
ill put it on spotify soon

it burns like fire
i feel like dying
everything is random like not even trying
i feel like im bones
i feel like im water
how the fucking hell could u even describe this

i wish i was pretty (pretty)
like u
i wish i had soft skin (soft skin)
like u
i wish i had self worth (self worth)
but i dont (i dont)
(oh my god thats so depressing)

i love being normal
i love being normal
im so fucking normal
im so fucking normal
i love being normal
i love being normal
im so fucking normal
im so fucking normal

everyday i feel like a loser
everyday I feel like a loser
(gra oh my god bitch)
everyday i feel like a loser
everyday i feel like a loser

tell me that im real
i cannot believe u
all my trust is ruined
i wanna go home
i wish i felt safe
i wish i felt secure
i dont wanna starve
i dont wanna suffer
i wanna b normal

i wish i was pretty (pretty)
like u
i wish i had soft skin (soft skin)
like u
i wish i had self worth (self worth)
but i dont (oh no!)
(too bad no one fucking cares)

i love being normal
i love being normal
im so fucking normal
im so fucking normal
i love being normal
i love being normal
im so fucking normal
im so fucking normal

bandcamp

I LOVE BEING NORMAL

bark!!! woof! bark woof WOOF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@omfg_astrid <3

doggirl anthem

lyric video: https://youtu.be/c_ZwnOvCuyU

spotify cds etc: https://link.wwin.gs/daydreamsdarkenep

lyrics:
dont try to save my life
im like a poltergeist
dripping ice out of my veins
im piss drunk every night
headshot no warning signs
let's make a mess of the place
lately i need u

im crying at your apartment
our clothes all over the carpet
my daydreams start to darken
x2

backing out the jaws ya
hopping out all slewed up
bout to shut the club down
hashtag ##evildoers
take u to the bridge yeah
blessing of the fountain
wasted on the roof..imma climb the holy mountain
devils up the rafters as i cut the package
roll another blunt yeah
faded in the passage
im in like a swordfish
yeah the world distorted
senses start to sharpen...i know where the sword is

stems: https://wwin.gs/daydreams%20darken%20stems.zip

☆my daydreams start to darken☆

smiles
RUSH! (feat. 2bagBreezoo)
FOOL FOR YOU (feat. lizzy's personal army)
likeadrug
SOLO SO LONG!
book of mending (interlude)
PUNCTURE WOUND
DAMAGE (feat. ghostsocial & Ivory Rasmus)
your friend
goodbyeee

all these faces

song played during livestream while I cut up a pizza to spell furfag and came on it.

First movement includes vocal chops of all the single furries and kesha's die young. the barks and woof talks are from bunnymutt (x.com/bunnymutt_)

The 2nd movement is a cover of bit depth's antler crimes (bitdepth.bandcamp.com/track/antler-crimes)

The 3rd movement is a spoken word interpolation of a poem by joofwoof (x.com/joofwoof) from a furry kink magazine called union magazine (unionzine.itch.io/union-zine-vol2)

almost at the point of throwing it in
just want to be small as possible
to turn invisible for just a little moment
world’s too physical, i feel every bone when

everyones moving oh so confidently
and envy, it builds inside of me
you said for once you were gonna take a chance, just
really thought you could choose not to be anxious

shut off something that keeps you up every night
when you lay for long enough that
it pulls you under like nothing before
can’t talk for shit, that's something i’m sure

but i snap back, and he’s waiting, looking at me
in my heart, i know he’s not about to leave
till we get one song together
(god, you’re out of your turf, you should have known better)
but with a tug i know that i’m tethered
frozen and helpless now

I have seen men in dog masks cry like babies
Because they are told that they are good
I have been someone's dog
Because they needed me to be
And god it felt so good 

I have had my head patted
And my belly rubbed
And my neck kissed 
With my ears scritched
And my paws touched
And my tail wags 
And we did what we wanted
And we did what felt right

And so I am making up for lost time
For myself and many
And it may not make sense
And it has no need
Except for the need to be a dog
Unconditionally loved
And learning how to be soft

(To you)

Im woofing and barking
Im happy ur smiling
I laugh when u pet me
Ur strokes on my tummy
They tickle i love it
U call me a good dog
Im wagging and blushing

Do all dogs go to heaven
Idk about god
but I wanna leave a good dog impression
I just wanna be good to you
Is it enough to wanna be good to u

furfag cum pizza

-electric guitar, bass, and additional drum work by death do us apart: https://deathdousapart.rip
-vocals performed by STOMACH BOOK (https://linktr.ee/stomachbook) & zombAe (https://soundcloud.com/zombaewalk)
-all other production, instrumentation, arrangement, and engineering by me: https://unfamiliartunes.straw.page

originally made for niztopia song wars 7/13/2025 (we won!!!)

lyrics:
[ZOMBAE, verse 1]
I KNEW SOME DAY I'D BE STABBED IN THE BACK
BUT I COULDN'T IMAGINE THAT IT'D BE YOU
I TOOK MY SHOVEL OUT STRAIGHT TO THE BACK
AND I DIDN'T DIG ONE GRAVE, YOU SEE, I DUG TWO
YOUR TWO CENTS TOO MUCH
THE TOOLS ARE TOO FINE
YOU SWING AGAINST ME
THE SWORD GOT TWO SIDES
I GRIP ON YOU LIKE I GRIP MY BLAHAJ
YOUR FACE TURNS BLUE AND I THINK OF NEW TIMES

PUSHED ME TO THE EDGE, NOW WE BOTH OFF THE CLIFF
MAYBE WE FLY OR END UP IN ABYSS
ALL OF THESE PROBLEMS ACROSS MY MIND
THE WORLD IS A FUCKED UP PLACE SOMETIMES
THERE’S 13 REASONS WHY WE SHOULD BE DONE
NOW LETS CREATE PROBLEMS, ONE HUNDRED AND ONE
PAIN PAIN PAIN FEEL THE ANGST

[stomach book, chorus]
hold onto my torn up sweater sleeves
we wanted this, we wanted this
we stand at the edge and count one two three
we wanted this, we wanted this
we lived in a cage but we die so free
we wanted this, we wanted this
now, i’m waking up from the longest dream
we wanted this, we wanted this

one two three jump

[stomach book, ZOMBAE, verse 2]
i got punch drunk off your spit
too bad it’s come to blows
one two three meals off my skin
a diet for the crows

MY HIDE IS YOUR SHIELD JUST TO HIDE FROM THE WEATHER
WE CAME IN AS ONE, NOW WE DYING TOGETHER
DENYING MY FEATHERS, I’M PEACOCKING, BOO
LEFT A CRACK IN MY HEAD, NOW I'M COMING TO ROOST
ON THREE LETS JUMP OFF THE ROOF (x4)

[stomach book, bridge]
hold onto my torn up sweater sleeves
we wanted this, we wanted this
you hold me so close and count one two three
we wanted this, we wanted this
we lived in a cage but we die so free
we wanted this, we wanted this
now, come wake me up from the longest dream
we wanted this, we wanted this
we wanted this

123 (the longest dream)

123 (the longest dream) [feat. zombAe]

When you lowkey hide at ur bestfriends house during your brothers funeral and the mundane things of life start to piss you off and then 4 years later you ask chatgpt what to do with old family photos and it says to put it in the basement and forget about it. 

ENJOY!!!!!! 3>

I DONT HAVE A FUCKING BASEMENT

MAKING MYSELF CLEAR

animal i have become (cover)

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TESLENKO - Колишні (BID0NCI0N Remix)

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MAKING MYSELF CLEAR

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