Meow meow

Crossed Out - Crossed Out 7'

i know you and i know what you do
yes, you are
you fuck in the dark
i know you
and i know what you do
we used to be friends
until she told the truth

hiding yourself, you scared little boy
cant even own up to your own little ploys
i know you
and i know what you do
we used to be friends
until she told the truth

still a privleged life 
moneys not a problem
cool, a lessons learned
only after 4 mistakes
nothings changed
congrats on your therapy
moved to another town 
to play another crowd

i know you and i know what you do
yes you are
you fuck in the dark
i know you
and i know what you do
we used to be friends
until she told the truth

the smoke rose from my lounges, as it had a thousand times before. they surrounded me and watched as the house caved in, killing everything inside. 
the remains were left untouched until they put it's head on display.  A poem was left of schoolyard bullies growing into polticians, principals, and cops that at any chance rubbed their palm down our faces and shoved their fingers down our throats. 
We told them we were breathing carbon, to please not sing along. you all did and for that its forever, the damage that we caused is permanent.
the men left and their childeren played by themselves as their mothers struggled to be two things at once. Nothing could compare to the effort of a butterfly

let me drown in the sunlight
if i jump off would I fly

Stare back, scrape the wall 
watch my head crack when i lean back and fall
sigh away, take away saturday
we all want someone to blame

you ate my brain despite the mold. I wasn't told of how you left but only why you did. I would ask how it felt to be free once more but I can't seem to find where you are.
I'm glad your dead to me. Are you worth any amount of thoughts I've given you. you have them. I always ask is this nose mine or yours.
I'm my worst because of you,  yet I drip saliva into this bucket. stretch marks scratch the surface of a never ending acne soul and I wanted to be free
yet I am contained. And for that I cry, not from pain but from shame. I scream a million times, but I like it.

let me drown in the sunlight
if i jump off would i fly

Stare back, punch the wall 
watch my head crack when i lean back and fall
sigh away, take away saturday
we all want someone to blame


its a fantasy
that youre real to me
Its a reality
that I have something better

you dont want me, i dont want me, you dont want me
i dont want me, you dont want me, i dont want me


you dont want me, you dont want me 
I dont want you, I dont want you
you dont want me, you dont want me
i dont want you, i dont want you

ILLGETÍMO

Born of vomit
Forged by sickness
Bathed with greed
Cleansed with hate
Degradative baptism
By church and state
Clawing my way, gasping and wheezing
Out from the sewers of organic sludge
Light burns my eyes as I gaze above
Stripped of my worth, never succeeding
Confined to my knees bowing to crud
Crushed and abused I've lost myself love
Imprisoned by flesh, a shack not a temple
Worn out by sorrow ugly deformed
Life is based on nothing but scorn
Having no meaning, socially impudent
My love is outside the cultural norm
Caressed by the vomit from which I was born
Drowning...
Drowning in despair
Baptismal fluids
Begin to crust
I am a plague, spawning infecting
Contagious and virulent against the machine
Cursing a life god gave to me
People like me defying your system
Pushing us down so that we all lose
There's more of us than there are of you!!!
Stripped...of...my...worth

#crust #grind #OC

Carcinogen - Socially Impudent

Feed us your lies
Fatten us with corporate shit
Fuck us to death
For your profit
Enslave our minds
Force us to convey your thoughts
You make me sick
I can't be bought
Trust...Respect
Unity...Smashed by shitbreath
Use us
Use us for profit
Divide
Divide to conquer
Fuck us
Fuck us for your wealth
Greed lust
Greed lust kills us

Chorus:
Nothing sacred, twist our feelings
Business first, we need the cash
You forget your floors my ceiling
You deserve to sleep in trash
Rip off others with your dealings
Manipulating human greed
Won't support greed or deceiving 
Fuck this selfish industry

No compassion, helping hand
Trust is crushed, understand
Greed molds hate, and mistrust
All for profit, what have you done?!
All that's pure you desecrate
Money and fame is your bait

#crust #grind #OC

Carcinogen - Shitbreath

Brain leech
Brain leech you're a part of the system I despise
Brain leech
I feel you itching writhing in my mind
Infesting
Infesting my thoughts making me impure
Deafening echoes
Echoes of your feeding I try to endure

Chorus (2x):
Someone help me
Make it stop, I cannot fight
It's fucking painful
This capitalistic parasite

Feasting on me
Controlling my brain
Gotta do something
Grab a coat hanger
Put it in my head
Cranial abortion
No one helped me
Made it stop on my own
Starved the brain leech
Gouged my head to the bone

#crust #grind #OC

Carcinogen - Brain Leech

Crouched beneath the light
I cower from the night
Walls bleed perspiration
Television corporate lies
Mass hypnosis controls the mind
Sewer system lies
On bulletin boards, in our homes
Sewer system drowns
Drowns the mind
Tap into our brains
Make us love when we hate
Sewer system drains...thought
Non exposure
Spoils thought shit unclot
As I stare at my reflection in a river
Of human waste
Sewer my home
All alone I cry...for...help
You can't hear

#crust #grind #OC

Carcinogen - Sewer System

Acid rain
Chemical spills
Earthly erosion
Toxic landfills
Destroy the world
Human trash...
Rape mother nature
Human garbage
Bleed dry mankind
Human filth
Writhing in nature
Forcing extinction
Use religion as your crutch
And you call yourselves civilized
Fuck this species
Human waste

Carcinogen - Civilized

KIMORA LEE

Piel De Plastico (demo)

Elis Regina & Adoniran Barbosa - Iracema

Charlotte Dada - Don't Let Me Down (Ghana 1971)

Horrid (demo)

fists fulls of rage
birthing from a deep down place

no time
for reckoning 
while my arms are moving

again, again, again, again, again, again

sun shines on skin, till we burn to dust
smoke me up

arms and legs are parted, but I’m living to tell the tale

bury my ashes in ashtrays

Meow meow

Pi$$monster