STARZ (prod. Tofito)

A song for anyone going through depression

Too Much (prod. PS Beats)

I have a cold and my voice was sounding deep so I was like "I'll make a trap song now" cause why not? Hope you enjoy :)

Cold Freestyle (prod. Kaupinskis Beats)

I hate this song lol

Lyrics:

I’ll first say that I am quiet
I don’t ever do what I did
When I dm’d you I thought I had to
I barely even knew what I was doing
It was a shot that i was shooting
It came out of nowhere I never planned to
And I’m sorry
I ever did that
But I’m glad that
You didn’t seem mad
I didn’t expect a reply, just thought I’d put myself out there
But when you did, it felt like I was going somewhere
I’m sorry that you had just gone through a break up
If I knew I never would’ve done it for the sake of
My own feelings, which to yours they didn’t compare
Can’t imagine your feelings at least now I’m aware

You weren’t ready, I thought that was ok 
Didn’t need it already I just thought I would say
That I really liked you
Being friends is alright to
We could talk if you’d like to
But I never tried to
I felt insecure, I felt like you didn’t like me
It felt way too awkward so I left it inside me
I know you told me that I would not bother you
But I was afraid I could not be bothered to

I didn’t know
What to do anymore
What I did before
Really seems uncalled for
My chance
Seems so far to me
And I am sorry

Looking back and looking now
Nothing happened but I still feel down
I can’t stop myself from looking around
Looking for something I had not found
I got feelings that I cannot hide
Inside, but I can’t put them aside
Besides, at least I actually tried
But why, did I even try
I had no chance, we both knew that
Even if I had a chance, I blew that
I don’t actually know but I assume that
Cause I’m kinda lame you’re probably not into that
I don’t know you
And I kinda wish I knew
And that I could undo
What I said though it was true

Not tryna to brag I swear
But lotta girls ask me out
But I don’t even care
I knew what they were about
But for some reason you seemed different
First glance you seem really pretty and
When I talked you you seemed pretty nice
So I guess something just felt right 
For me
And only me
Probably
Cause you don’t know me

I was just anonymous figure and I still am one now
But thanks for responding guess I’m out now
You’re definitely the best girl in that entire school
I know whoever you’re with would be lucky have you

Anonymous Message (prod. VsixBeats)

Lyrics:

Chorus

Yeah it’s too much heartbreak
It’s too much heartbreak
Yeah she made my heart ache
It was too hard to take
Yeah that bitch was so fake
She was a fucking snake
That bitch made my heart break
She was a big mistake
Yeah it’s too much heartbreak
It’s too much heartbreak
Yeah she made my heart ache
It was too hard to take
Yeah that bitch was so fake
She was a fucking snake
That bitch made my heart break
She was a big mistake


Verse 1

I know she’d never go out of her way for me
I was there for her she was not there for me
I try not to care but it still hurts me
Damn she did my dirty, I think that bitch cursed me
But fuck love at this point I don’t really give a shit
Actually I do a bit, but I don’t like to admit it
My heart’s taken so much bullshit
And I want to get rid of it
It’s been broken so much
But I can’t keep it untouched

Now my heart is always severed
I can’t keep like this forever

I couldn’t tell you why
I keep coming back to love
When we’ll just say goodbye
Nah It’s more like fuck you nevermind yeah

Chorus

Yeah it’s too much heartbreak
It’s too much heartbreak
Yeah she made my heart ache
It was too hard to take
Yeah that bitch was so fake
She was a fucking snake
That bitch made my heart break
She was a big mistake
Yeah it’s too much heartbreak
It’s too much heartbreak
Yeah she made my heart ache
It was too hard to take
Yeah that bitch was so fake
She was a fucking snake
That bitch made my heart break
She was a big mistake

Too Much Heartbreak (prod. Zyeq)

Lyrics:

Chorus

I really loved it when I had her
Now there’s no way that I could get sadder
Broke my heart like it didn’t matter
Dropped so hard now my heart is shattered
I really loved it when I had her
Now there’s no way that I could get sadder
Broke my heart like it didn’t matter
Dropped so hard now my heart is shattered

Verse 1

You betrayed me left me to rot
Hurt so bad like my heart got shot
If you didn’t want me you should’ve told me
Now I’m wishing someone would just hold me
Now that
You’re gone
I’m sad
And mad
What did 
I do wrong?
Cheated
On me
For how long?
How can
I even
Move on?

Chorus

I really loved it when I had her
Now there’s no way that I could get sadder
Broke my heart like it didn’t matter
Dropped so hard now my heart is shattered
I really loved it when I had her
Now there’s no way that I could get sadder
Broke my heart like it didn’t matter
Dropped so hard now my heart is shattered

Verse 2

I don’t even know what to say now
All I feel is deep sadness and betrayal now
What did he have that I really lacked in?
Did you ever think how I would be impacted?

Fake love I was lead
The words that you had said
Were lies that I was fed
I might rather be dead
I can truly say that I really loved you
But now I just wish that I didn’t trust you

Chorus

I really loved it when I had her
Now there’s no way that I could get sadder
Broke my heart like it didn’t matter
Dropped so hard now my heart is shattered
I really loved it when I had her
Now there’s no way that I could get sadder
Broke my heart like it didn’t matter
Dropped so hard now my heart is shattered

Shattered (prod. metlast)

Lyrics:

Verse

I thought you were my life and we shared the same love
But you were looking down on me while I looked on above
What was I to you?
I wish that I knew
That you hated me
You never wanted me enough
You berated me
You thought I was never enough
What awaited me
Betrayal that would cut me
It was blatantly
Obvious you didn’t love me
But I couldn’t see that
My love for you was true
I didn’t want to see that
I prayed it wasn’t true
When I saw you in the light I couldn’t accept it
You left me all alone and now I am depressed yeah

Bridge

You broke my heart now I feel weak
Crying so much that I can’t speak
Blinded by love I only feel
The heavy pain I will not heal

Chorus

Why did you have to go and hurt me
I thought you were a blessing but now you curse me
I always showed back the love that you gave me
It hurts to say it was fake cause you hate me

Crying Melodies (prod. L808)

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