and sometimes you'll go away
and sometimes i want you back
but does he know where you're laying
and does he know who i am

i don't want to know

you feel so wanted
fuck him for confidence 
i'll take all that you have
you cost me nothing
i know what you sold
i'll still take you home
bent until you fold
and i'll eat you whole

and sometimes you'll go away
and sometimes i'll want you back
and does he know where you lay
and does he know who i am

i just need to know

and there's somethings meant to fade
so i'll go now

i'll go now

aftertheparty ~ 7.17 (Unreleased, Snippet)

aftertheparty ~ 5.30 (Unreleased, Snippet)

NOVA - TAKE A GOOD LOOK (PROD SLEEPYXI + NOVA)

LEAP (PROD. NOVA + O2ANDRES)

is it the sun?
head in the headlights
looking for a sign 
just a little longer now, it'll come
but it don't

so i sit in a little chair
wait for something else, but it don't
am i dumb?
and i sit in my little chair
dream of never getting up
is that wrong?

do you feel alone?
do i live a lie?
it's just not what i thought it'd be
and i'm not who i thought i'd be
oh it's not what i thought it'd be

two yellow lines, blinded by headlights
get by the shine and maybe then you'll know
but you won't
no you won't

headlights

i can’t believe that i thought it’d go well
i know you want the idea not the real
so i give it to you and you can’t tell
if it isn’t me then i won’t feel

i remember waiting up for so long
i remember waiting up for so long
i remember waiting up for so long
i remember waiting up for so

i’ll take too long, say i’ll be there in a minute
don’t take too long, i am not what you’re wishing
i wash my hands but the bloods already set in
better take what you can, better take what your given
wish i wasn’t so indifferent
try to find a real connection
is it fucking or affection
same thing if you let it
wake up and forget it
pop pills and forget it
find balance and upset it
repeat then regret it

warm air thick in the summer rain i’m not that far from you
i hope i stick, hope i’m melted in i hope i’m into you
hope i’m still, hope i never blink until you make a move
hope i’m here, hope i’m anywhere that brings me back to you
same old shit, you can push it down but it’s still coming through
same old shit, i try to let it go but i can’t shake it loose
the same old shit, even when i win i still feel like i lose
same old shit, you can’t live the life without it coming due

i can’t believe that i thought it’d go well
i know you want the idea not the real
so i give it to you and you can’t tell
if it isn’t me then i won’t feel

i remember waiting up for so long
i remember waiting up for so long
i remember waiting up for so long
i remember waiting up for so

the idea

p.medusakb
don’t go away
one day you’ll know your name
come hold me
i feel your soul in me
i’m ok 
with you i feel ok
there’s no way
up out of this place
i’m stalling
tonights my last day

SOULNME.wav

empty words, empty bed

Nobody (V.1) - NOVA

i guess this dude deleted his soundcloud :(

[Chorus]
Where I've gone? I don’t know no more
How can I really be sure?
I can't even think, no
I'm starting to see black

[Verse]
Where am I supposed to go?
How am I supposed to know?
I can’t even think straight
I can't even eat plates
I can't even sleep straight
Swear to god that these days that I've been
Keepin' on the low
Had to let 'em go-go-go in a row
Keep 'em on the low, keep it on the low
I didn't have to go but I had to let ’em know that I keep it on the

[Pre-Chorus]
Slide (slide slide slide), mmm
I just want you here with me tonight (night), mmm
I just want you over baby right (right), mmm
Miss you when you ain’t up by my side (side), mmm

[Ad-libs]
Ooooahhuwoah
Ohhhh
Ooohhwoahh
Ohhhh
Uwooooahhuwoah
Ohhhh
Ooohwoahh
[Chorus]
Where I've gone? I don’t know no more
How can I really be sure?
I can't even think, no
I'm starting to see black

aftertheparty ~ 5.30 (Unreleased, Snippet)

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