This is a track I wrote to express a recent breakup.

I'll Miss You..

For those going through hard times. Hang on.

It Will Be Okay

This song is written from a place of desperation to find inner peace again after the loss of someone so dear to me.

Thank you for listening.

Beautifully Broken

Every time that im trying to shine
I cant never seem to find
A way up out  of my mind
Im a defective design
Need God to shine a sign 


Severing from every endeavor I
Compromise
Looking inside  of my eyes \
Looking at reflections 
Of my  demise

When will I get it 
I never let up
On the guilt 
I put 
In my path

Blood bath
Enemy got me under attack
Barely in intact

In this prison 
It is hard 
To tap
Into the mental 
Im taking a pen and pad
Trying to figure where I went wrong in the math

Every little bit I seem to fiddle with
Harder to get rid of the riddle
How did I end up in the middle
Of a war with myself
Are you fucking kidding me
 
Lost at sea
Every thing I see in me 
Eventually depletes
Waving the white flag of retreat
How do I end up always in defeat 

Somebody please help me 
To see

Pass me the keys 
I am on my way to righteous freedom
Devil I beat em

Angels I see them
Breathe in
Heavenly essence

No stressin
Every pain is a lesson

I am. On my way 
Yeah im on my way

To. Give up my praise
To the one who saves


Lost at sea
Every thing I see in me 
Eventually depletes
Waving the white flag of retreat
How do I end up always in defeat 

Somebody please help me 
To see. X2

Contrast

Once we were vibing on a set note
Now im wondering how the fuck  im gunna let go
All was well
Now im in hell
Oh well
Thats just the way the story goes


Held you like I wouldnt again
Hell I guess that was the truth
Now we are at our end
Like me and this noose

Bearing bad news
It never  really changes
Thats why everyone has the notion
 love is dangerous

I cannot hang
Tired and drained
Love was my aim
But I shot myself in the heart
And my murdered my brain

I thought id stay
Memories fading away
We cannot no longer relate

I hate it
Were jaded

Maybe one day
Well make it

Right now I cannot take it
was our love mistaken
My hands are shaking hear beat is aching
And I cant evade it

You broke into my soul and raided
Everything

Broken love 
In need of a medication
Frustrated
On all the time that we wasted

Pissed off
Wishing I could just lift off
Feeling ripped off
But nothing is really gunna change

What to do when the pain won’t let up
How do brace me and get up
Was this all a set up
Should listened and manned up
God I could use a hand up
Should of turned to you and never ran off


I thought id stay
Memories fading away
We cannot no longer relate
I hate it
Were jaded
Maybe one day
Well make it

Jaded

Within im wishing I  could lift this pressure
With penmanship 
End this shit 
Finishing this feeling I am deminishing
Definition of a mental perspective thats limiting
Hitting me 
Trying to rid me of me
Try to forget the whispering
Deep within my mentality
Tattering shattering
Fatal fatality
Battling abnormality
Melody
Of destruction
Annihilating decimating fatal corruption



Only one reason im breathing
The sound of my Heart be keeping on beating
Even when I am falling apart
From alll of the evil deriven  from eden
Im needing relieving of the toxicity
Im bleeding 
Deep seeded 
Integated
Flaws 
Taking a beating
Supplyin the deceitful cause
Caught in between light and the devils claws


I gotta tear away
I gotta tear away 
from a terrible a fate

Unbearable hate will tear me apart if I wait
At the devils gates 
Not reveling in the son
Revving my engine 
never willl any battle 
Be given that cannot be won 
With the creator  of all invention
Ascending above all tribuation
Trials can no longer break us down

Deadly Transmission

Struggling buckling at the knees
To keep my decrees
God Im wondering if you can  heAR THEE
Falling short wanting more this is my plea
Feeling diseased 
Feeling deceased
Never at ease

God I know I been off in my own will
Own thrills own deals and own feels
Components broken need to heal
From this  movie reel
motions of satans deal

Infinite reasons
Infinite reasons that I am believing
So why I am wrestling battling the one reason that I am breathing
When he’s the only one reliving the pain thats seething
Balancing life out even
Killin with might my demons
And shattering evil

What if but I should coulda
If I made the cut
But then im sick angry 
Stuckin a rut
In a hole not looking up
Giving up
Not living up
Like grace wasn’t substantial enough

Condemning the end of me
enemy
Hating that I am re centering
Venting and reinventing
 My tendencies
Tellin this hell of a storm
Well off I am reborn
God is bigger than all of my problems
Resolving when I surrender
To the Lord
I move forward 

God I know I been off in my own will
Own thrills own deals and own feels
Components broken need to heal
From this  movie reel
motions of satans deal


One time too Many times
Sinnin committing the crime
No longer am I defined
By the path that winds
Now im 
A new design
New news playin in my mind

No longer decaying im praying up
Staying up in the heavenly realm
Knowing one day ill become

Ridden of suffering
Me and the flesh no longer coupling
In the middle of infinite love
Im Loving it
With the above im hovering

Serenity infinitely 
defying the enemy
Severing the ties of 
Every worldly need

God I know I been off in my own will
Own thrills own deals and own feels
Components broken need to heal
From this  movie reel
motions of satans deal

Synthetic Will

A broken song from a hopeless romantic. Thanks for listening.

Hopeless Romantic

This song is an expression of past hurts.

Why?

when I did not see (prod. @Master Beats x @Stafford Beats x @Dswove)

This is about letting go of an old chapter of a damaging relationship!

Burn

This song is for God. Though I waiver. When I come back to him. I find my strength.

Rapellujah

Lift Me Up

I Really didnt want these to go to waste. So I put a mix of recorded verses together! Enjoy

Didnt want these to go to waste.

This song is my expression of victory through Jesus Christ.

Refined by FIRE

GET OVER HERE!

Tall tales of love wrapped in lipstick lies.

Lipstick Lies

Falling

I'm trying to make changes for the better but it's so hard to keep going.

Empty

HARD STREETS KEEP YA PIMP HAND STRONG SON

STAY PIMPIN......pimpin

A song made in my recovery from the choices made in lack of self love.

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