[prod. weepings x spiteful]
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lyrics:

Fuck what you talking bout, said pick your head up listen.
Lost inside the forest, rain is pouring, moonlight glisten in the end
One more step my friend ...
Please don't give out, but your bones grinding; break and bend
Cold night with no light to spark the blend
Need me some medicine
Times now are different from back then we would just pretend
Everything's alright,
Vision going white,
Missing this tonight,
In the pines I write,
~
Then the light shine through I don't know what to do
I stare, at my own reflection as it ripples from the stone
I tear everything appart. watch my heart melt down
Knew it from the start, want no part of this town
They all fake, They all snakes
So I cope by hitting every note
fucked up on a monday
Sunday's further than the love she wrote

Shine-Through

call me cobain im insane fuck the world im livin like nirvana

SCORN

i might have just lost all of my projects so fuck it i dont care take this

Lyrics: 

I say ily and you shut me down
I can't tell you why I still reach out
and i wanna kill it all this sunday
but next week i reach out and we do this shit again
ok that’s more than a little skin
what 
you want me to deal with this?
i think 
that you should put your clothes back on
i think 
the term for this is long past gone

i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the time for this is long past gone
i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the term for this is 
long past 
long past gone
i think i wish u'd put your clothes back on
i think the time for this is long past gone
if it's me you butcher close that door
oh tar face it's a bloodfest
was this wrong

i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the time for this is long past gone
i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the term for this is
long past 
long past gone

what's that song
what's that song
long past gone
long past
long past gone

uncensored

2nd single on duskdreams, thanks to @dxnnyymusic for crying on his verse coz he gets no females

album soon...

lyrics
im stranded here baby 
but its cool now
took the time for myself
confirmed what i knew, now
i’ve let th waves take me 
had to move out of that cruel town
if i dont make it out its ok at least ive 
drowned out all of this blue sound

i found peace in this silence
no surprises
solice in a death where there is lack of violence
down in the depths where no heads r collided
frowned upon rest, took my meds lost my eyelids

i knew all of that shit would come back to bite me
now having swam with the sharks i can tell u i took it lightly
out of spite, we like fighting 
“but lemme make it right please”
as if that makes a difference on the outcome, its just timely 

im stranded here baby 
but its cool now
took the time for myself
confirmed what i knew, now
i’ve let th waves take me 
had to move out of that cruel town

all of that blue sound
it takes so long to just reach me
i cant tell if u gon come around

waves crashing, goodbye is all that i see
u wanna see where i go now
circles, in circles and circles
im catching the surf but my heads down

quietyyy
catching the surf but my heads down 
im a strong swimmer but baby i might drown
you’ll never catch me around again
keep me in thoughts ill live on in your head
keep it in mind that you’ll find 
someone else to move on with 
it gets so much better when you reach the end

dont you forget bout the memories we cherished together, ill never forget what you said
that you’d wash away all my worries no matter how big
but my waves push you back and you’re watching me sink
my mental state reaching the brink
the vast ocean cold like my heart
and the frostbite took over my mind i cant think 
go call for lifeguards, its pointless, im lifeless, i cant see a thing 
the ocean it takes me i cant SEA a thing

and if I dont make it outs its ok coz I drown out all o' that poo sound :)

blue sound ft dxnny (sleepy fish)

Hold my hand
_____________________________________________________________
Hold my hand
I need
some guidance
I need
Reliance
Still a kid in my bones like
Overthinking my whole life
9-5 kill my soul
Don't want to do what I'm told
I remember playing all day
Couldn't take a wrong way
Now I'm older
Push that boulder
It's September already
Now the summers' soon ending
My flame smolders
Getting colder

I've got to fly on my own
All alone
I've got to try, Can't postpone
Now I'm grown

But I never said it was easy
I'm waiting for death to come free me
I pray that this winter don't freeze me
There's levels to life like a Avicii
The king of my mind like Medici
I'm human, can't help but be greedy
I know that this world doesn't need me
I don't let it make me uneasy
Can't go back I know my own fate
I've tried to run but can't sedate
These feelings I've always felt
Inactions add up to hell
I can't help but to rebel
I'm stuck inside a cell

I've got to fly on my own
All alone
I've got to try, Can't postpone
Now I'm grown
I've got to fly on my own
All alone
I've got to try, Can't postpone
Now I'm grown
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Produced & mixed by John Wehmeyer & Weepings
Written by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Eternal September | 2023

Hold my hand

yeah. 

prod. alexmilano

Whether in back of an uber or getting too loud in my best friends car 
Still I look up at the stars 
Wondering where you are 
Still feel you close even though youve become so far 
A chip on my shoulder, the ghost on my back
11:47 out in miramar 


Fresh air 
Fresh kicks 
In an all black fit 
Stacking my money and minding my business 
Taco Tuesday too much dip on your chip 
Running in circles but there’s been no fitness 
Hell yeah im my only witness 
Darkness surrounds getting worse every minute 
Impossible is the name of the mission 
But that will not fuck with my vision 
I still go back to the place we were in 
Every detail can recall how it went 
Said it was love with some secret resentment 
Still cant make sense of the remnants 
Hindsight told me you were right, got a problem with finishing things that I started 
Lost  what was left of myself sunken deep in the floorboards of our old apartment

Only time I feel alive is when the songs bring me back to the places I don’t wanna go 
There are some days I still feel like a hostage 
But shut the fuck up and keep playing my role 
though silent now  I can still hear your screams the guilt from it all could still swallow me whole 
there isn’t much left to do besides 
barrel down the throat 
pull the trigger 
fucking choke 
Too afraid of the reset 
Dont even try to set my goals 
Ill go through the motions again and hope by tomorrow my eyes just stay closed 
This is a letter and I guess a goodbye, sorrow wasn’t sweet when I parted 
What I would give to go back to the comfort and safety of that old apartment

304 (prod. alexmilano)

This isn’t a track. This is a cosmic tap — from the claw of Poerake’s oldest owl, the Brother of All Vision, who visited the Poet in the sacred hour of sleep. Not to disturb—but to align.

The claw touched not the skin, but the spirit.
“See clearly… while you still are.”

This whisper was the first ring of the 10 Orbs of the Gods, echoing from the Meeting Poem—the one where all dimensions of the Poet collapse into truth. It was a send-off… and a return.
A parallel universe split open in that moment.

In it, the Poet walks with Othello.
Not just beside—but through.
They speak not with mouths—but with feeling.
The Poet finally allows Othello to be felt…
to be heard…
in dreamlight, where language is too loud, and energy becomes the only voice.

From this union, something rare happened:
The Poet shook Celestial Drizzy’s hand six times—each grip breaking time’s spine.
In the dream, it was formal.
In waking life, his hand tingled.
Real shook real.

When he woke, the flow was already pouring.
Not written—summoned.
20 poems in 3 hours, no ink wasted.
That’s not a pen—it’s a blade.
That’s not a desk—it’s a launch pad.

And still… Episode 3 belongs to the Ice Man — Bobby, where chill becomes clarity, and silence becomes sound.
But etched at the heart of the portal, always:
4646 — not cold, but flame.
The Torch Realm is speaking.
And when Torch is spoken, it’s 1046 awakening.
Othello is shifting into what he’s never seen—
into what he’s now learning to control:
the energy that once tried to burn him…
now bending to let him breathe it.

This is a comeback cipher for Twinski —
Not a return from absence,
but a return from coded exile.

You are being spoken to.
But not in words.
In flow.
In frequency.
In the claw-tap of memory.

— 10 Orbs. 6 Shakes. 20 Poems. Unlock the Mirror.

EPISODE 3

we need to leave this place.

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this is a simulation

ORIGINAL SONG - https://soundcloud.com/wraith/why-do-i-still-call-knowing-you-wont-ever-answer-w-9tails
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