old songs that were never finished or I didnt like
i dont remember all the prods but oh well
when i made the songs are in the parenthesis in the title

doing this procasitinating my midterm studying and hw :3

scapegoat (feb 2023)

forgot prod/oldsong
written 8mo. ago

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its hard 4 me 2 know
whats real, whats not
i feel my bones break 
stil, im bleeding out
i need sum comfort, 2
much 2 ask 4 i feel so 

sunburnt; out.

i need more patience
now, i feel my heart
explode wen ur around
im sorry tht i cant
blow u off tha ground

i try, i try, i try
i always break ma heart
twice, but u look @ me
w/ those beautiful eyes

sunburnt

prod @queenofthedead703
voice in my head wishin u were dead
baby all u do is fill me with dread
baby ion know what to do
baby ion know what to do
get so high i might kill you T_T
bae ion know what to do
falling in luv wit u
iz what i choose 2 do
ik u remember me
casting a spell on u baby
i know u hate me
i know i know i know
i know u hate me
i know u luv me
baby u want me
ur touch is poison but i keep drinkin
my minds so clouded, but my heart thinkin
ion want to let go but u want to leave
im trapped in your web baby, cant you see?
u push me away then pull me back in T_T
im stuck in this cycle, cant win or sin
i know you hate me,we’re both the same
caught in a game we cant escape, its all pain
ur the only one whos had this hold me
its a love story thats so dark and cold
i know im crazy 4 u
i can’t stop baby im stuck in this view

dread

town

https://soundcloud.com/kindheli/lets-do-it
@hyperoverdrivefaith
@1bleedinggrey
@kindheli
    cover art by me :p

famine @anemia @1bleedinggrey

girl you left me cold
you could have just let go
but you let my breathe fade
guess its all fake
go on let me be
i dont wanna live
go and cross my heart

its been hard as of late
wake up leave it all to fate
its the same day different make
but its to you nothing but a flake

guess its all fake
go on let me be
i dont wanna live
go and cross my heart
guess its all fake
go on let me be
i dont wanna live
go and cross my heart

girl you left me cold
you could have just let go
but you let my breathe fade
guess its all fake
go on let me be
i dont wanna live
go and cross my heart

let my breathe fade (p.plath)

Hell - mom (cover)_

Breath

Produced by me & @rosesleeves
cover art by worldwidewilly

BIOSIS

ᥫ᭡ shoutout 
shin 4da guitar
(old song lol)

:

u kissed me,
not knowin wat
ur gettn urself
into love

u prolly thought,
tht id love harder
than tha previous 1

u dont understand
where im coming from dear
(my dear)

do u love me?
or do u love
being loved
(loved) dear

u use 2 tell me that
i jus wasn loved right
dear (dear)

now ur sayn that i jus
dont love enough, dear

u keep on askin if were
okay love, dear?
tell me, love
wats goin on n
ur mind? (mind)

u kissed me,
not knowin wat
ur gettn urself
into love

u prolly thought,
tht id love harder
than tha previous 1

u told me 2 start
loving by jus tryin
im tryin, love

(tell me, love
wats goin on n
ur mind?, mind)

:

// song is abt not feelin enough

dear

hi i have come back :p 
https://www.instagram.com/everywhereisacafe/
this is a lil rupert remix of a unreleased 2hollis track i love
+
lyrics:

ive been loosing touch and forgetting what you mean to me
i dont need to much i, dont like to think about the end,
do you, think about me when you're on the edge
do you, think about me when you're on the edge
i've been way too off it, so I don't pick up my calls
you make me so nauseous, but I can't even sleep at all,
can we please just stop it, Before I go crazy,
I can't think about her
my one and only daisy

scapegoat (feb 2023)

2tekqar

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