Lyrics assisted by chat gpt
Made with sampler on bandlab
Sadboy rap

(Mini talking)
Yeah… yeah… yeah… I’m a throwaway, just toss me when you’re done — yeah, I’m nothing, huh

(Verse 1)
Yeah throw me away, I’m done with this pain
Throw me away, I’m so sick of this brain
Throw me away, I’m just stuck in this game
Break every bone, I’m to blame, I’m ashamed

(Verse 2)
Yeah I’m a throwaway — way, way, way, way
Too deep in the dark where I lay, lay, lay, lay
Whisper a prayer while I fade, fade, fade, fade
Hate this fucking pain — fuck this noise in my face

(Verse 3)
Yeah, hate this shit — it’s too much for a kid
Lil boy with a blade, tryna cope how he lives
Only so much I can take ‘fore I dip
Fuck this pain, fuck this life, fuck this shit

(Verse 4)
Slit the wrists, let it drip like the falls
Niagara veins, watch the red start to crawl
Splash in the blood, I collapse, I dissolve
Spin me right back where I swore I’d evolve

(Verse 5)
Yeah, it’s spinning me back — hate this pain, hate this trash
I just wanna lay down, never wake, never gasp
Close my eyes for the last — take the breath, make it pass
All these demons in my head screaming loud through the glass

(Verse 6)
Yeah, fuck this noise, it’s too loud in my skull
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, I’m about to lose control
It’s a lot, it’s too much, and I’m tired of it all
Too much, too much, I just wanna fucking fall

(Verse 7)
Cut ties with the world, let it burn, let it die
Ain’t no light in my soul, just a void in my eyes
Every breath feelin’ cursed, every thought feelin’ fried
Every word that I spit just a reason I cried

(Verse 8)
I’m the stain on the floor, I’m the ghost in the hall
I’m the name you forget when you don’t care at all
I’m the pain in the veins, I’m the voice when you fall
I’m the silence that screams when there’s no one to call

(Verse 9)
Every night I collapse, every dawn I decay
All these scars on my skin got a story to say
Ain’t no savior for me, ain’t no reason to pray
Just a blade and a thought and a soul in the way

(Verse 10)
Yeah I’m broken, I’m numb, I’m a product of hate
Put a gun to my head just to argue with fate
Ain’t no heaven for me, ain’t no pearly white gate
Only shadows and whispers await at my wake

(Verse 11)
So I bleed on the beat, let it echo my rage
All these demons I keep, they been locked in a cage
If I die in my sleep, don’t you cry on my grave
Just remember my name — I was never afraid

throw away

Lyrics assisted by chat gpt
Made with looper on bandlab
Sadboy rap

[Verse 1]
yeah, starting problems, it’s an obsession
talk too loud, they call it aggression
but i just mask the pain with a lesson —
fuck peace, i was born with depression

every night, i cause issues for a reason
deep down, i just wanna feel something bleeding
mirror cracked, i don’t like what i’m seeing
still breathe smoke while my soul stay freezing

⸻

[Verse 2]
ash on my jeans, blood in the seams
causing issues since two-thousand and six,
never clean,
yeah lil boy like me seen too much,
still fiend for the rush, don’t trust no one, no touch

heart gone rust, benz in the cut
ride too fast, i don’t care if it bust
yeah, that’s just the best i can do —
fuck luck, i just face what’s true

⸻

[Verse 3]
yeah, causing problems like i’m the 1nonly (yeah i gotta go)
been depressed since eleven, that’s all i know
hate that noise, but it feeds my soul
pain is the only thing keeping control

smile for the gram, but i die in the frame
burn that pic, don’t remember the name
same cold rain, same damn shame
i’m the problem they can’t tame

⸻

[Verse 4]
yeah i feel it, i love it, i fucking cherish it
pain in my veins, don’t care, i’ll wear it bitch
every scar got a story, yeah i carry it
no fake love, only truth and embarrassment

causing chaos, yeah i’m built like this
live fast, die numb — i don’t miss
yeah yeah yeah, that’s bliss
broken heart in a codeine mist

⸻

[Verse 5]
causing problems in the city streets,
whipping the benz, smoke heavy, no sleep
fuck a bitch named hades, yeah she my grief
1980s haze, ghost in my teeth

lights off, i ain’t chasing fame
just pain, it’s my middle name
every sin feel the same —
just a boy with a heart untamed

⸻

[Verse 6 / Outro]
causing problems in my life, same theme
want the pain to end, but it fuels my dream
when will it stop? maybe never it seems
till i fade to black, i’ll haunt my scene

yeah…
ash on my jeans, blood in the seams…
causing problems —
that’s all i’ve ever been.

Problem

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