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2023 january february -- cold awakening winter -- it doesn't hurt -- I have way bigger things going on (than nature? lol) -- I felt the Titanic but the iceberg hadn't materialised at that point (it has now) -- "making a step is an act of faith " 'cause you don't really know that the floor is not going to give under your feet " "

I gave

sketch of the solo of track 04 from an upcoming album

since then the song is ready

inbetween [part]

We're in the dark it's getting late
I really should go he's waiting for me
We both know it's not what it seems
We both know what's between the sheets

I know that it's a secret
and that I gotta keep it
but I want the lights on
yeah I want the lights on
and I don't wanna run away anymore
just leave the lights on
just leave the lights on
leave the lights on

What would they say?
What would they do?
Would it be trouble if they knew?
I'm trying hard to make you see
that all that you are is all that I need

Leave the lights on

[[part]]

[...]

I am still fallin'
I am still fallin' for you
I am now fallen
so why do I keep fallin' for you?

If I am not waiting for you
why am I still fallin'?
I've only been waiting for you
Why do I have to keep fallin'?

[...]


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Example melody / tester

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the sky ain't seem so high not as much as I do
the day's not over when I'm alone without you
the flame's set the whole field on fire
and I am still not overdue

I'm walking on golden fields 
 to feel if the touch can end
jaded forever from every trial without end
so sweet (is) the promise of real
and I am still King Somniac

and not if every place is not everything 
 and everything ain't placed around
only when Q b8-d5, are you afraid 
chosen, given, giveth, taketh away
different shade of grey
white always checkmates
black's always my best mate

it's only until sunrise we grow with no seed
with no way of knowing it's you:
 wolf in a sheep's clothing 
he turned himself inside out 
 to see that there's always more room for rage

c'mon Life - do your thing again
and make us think it's all been
I wanna say worst things
nothing works, nothing hurts
you get nothing from me
the gold you used to want to steal is 
 still outside your reach
the curse is the curse

does a sleepwalker dream about 
 running out of freedom?
did a bird ever dream about flying is freedom?
permanent roundabout permanent dominion 
did I dream the dream or did the dream dream me?

[...]

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This song was written a long, long time ago in a galaxy far, far away. It was a glorious day; the song has a sibling that grew into A-side. Credits split three ways among brothers.

The reason I'm putting this up here is to celebrate the  fact that this song comes really close to being an actual song; also, after so much laying around it's a good piece to break the silence with; furthermore, it's almost personal: the words sometimes come eerily close to a current trauma.

The words (and the song itself) otherwise were mostly inspired by Orwell's 1984.

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The words may change a bit - I'm looking at you, Mr. Too Much Anger

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sketches
still alive
one step forward and then..

I left some trail

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my muse is K A
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