What's With You Lately (Car Seat Headrest Cover)

laugh till i cry nightcore

laugh till i cry (sped up) - the front bottoms

This song came on Spotify’s recommend. It was also on a playlist of someone that may or may not be a fish or not or half. I’m just confused. I don’t know if it vibes good or bad but it did spark joy to sing it and feel it. Today I saw a book that said something that made me think that I shouldn’t post it. In order to stay consistent with my New Moon intention I’m posting it despite the discomfort (and it’s like dejavu) either way it brought me joy to sing it. At the very least I hope you feel it too. I’m glad I let go of expectation- it made room for hope. I hope you’re well and I miss being in your gaze! I walked home from work today and listened to all the music that I probably shouldn’t have and just let my mind wander. I’m scared that hope is going to hurt more than. Not hope?

I like sleeping too but also like talking laughing planning dancing thinking hugging . The list is oddly specific and long.   

Now for next week’s selection… any suggestions? Mindful music is… important to me. I’d shell all the pistachios.

Lolo13 (written by Laura Jane Grace) apparently from her silverfish album

(prod by sickboi) <3

you didn't know
just how far that i could take it
when you didn't show
your cold eyes they leave me vacant 
too

do you want me to leave
is that what you see

it wasn't slow
good lord knows that i was patient 
and you didn't grow
you had said that we would make it too

do you want me to leave 
is that what mean 

do you want me to leave

watch the video on youtube: https://youtu.be/9HoqExjr6Vo

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I threw this together in a night for an old friend, it's here for my closure.

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