lullaby

no one is here so i can put you in the ground
no dirt here so i let worms eat you out
up near a classroom with my 20 gauge 
blood floats on blood i wait for it to rain 
pigs filled with blood well then your body starts to rot
there’s 27 cops waiting in the parking lot 



no one is here so i can put you in the ground
no one is here so i can put you in the ground
no one is here so i can put you in the ground
no one is here so i can put you in the ground

twenty seven cops

why
why did i survive
why
why did i survive
why
why did i survive

can we make some time to talk about
why we convinced ourselves that it was
alright
to plan for our demise
when i close my eyes i see blue
when i close my eyes i see you

why did i survive
why did i survive
and you’re the one who died

denial unraveling

god never lived so why should i 
tainting every thing sacred 
the age of excuse 
where grief is staged 
and pains reduced 
 for you 
hang yourself 
in sloughs of self harm 
hang yourself
in sloughs of self harm
no god, no grace, no disarm

slough of self harm (painless ways to die)

i want to feel new
i wanna be like you 
ive dug a mass grave
that's made for two 
how do you wake up and live
how do you wake up and live
and you're so lucky 
to be who you are
i wish i wasn't 
me 
i wish i wasn't 
i want to sleep
and never wake 
this suffering 
this constant ache 
it's hard to eat to sleep 
to want, to be
to want, to be 
and you're so lucky 
to be who you are
i wish i wasn't 
me 
i wish i wasn't

all light
devoured by 
hands that feel like shock video
only a blip in gods eyes 
full torched earth
don’t show mercy 
in the end we deserve 
the end we deserve 
scry through
cracked screens 
i see what i don’t want 
every face, a quiet taunt 
everyday a forgotten one 
full torched earth
don’t show mercy 
in the end we deserve 
the end we deserve

no mercy

my death 
won’t be cinematic
i don’t wanna know
satans in this home
you’re so dramatic 
he’s inside of you 
your faith is loose
like hanging jowls
i don’t wanna know 
jesus laid his life, son
you’re so ungrateful 
thank the suffering 
the serpent gave me knowledge 
to go to college 
there’s blood on your hands now
did you hear her 
moaning through the walls 
what would jesus do?
the serpent gave me 
knowledge 
to go to college 
there’s blood on your hands now

jesus wept

i can't 
feel safe
in my own
home 
home 
i'm nothing
and i'm rotting
in here
in here

a room in orange

i arrange the sirens 
from joplin to moore
i’ve gutted the skyline 
and broke every door 
i ruined everything in my path 
i want to take and give nothing back
300 mile per hour release 
make sigils with flesh and trees 
check the TVS (tornado vortex signature)
sound the EAS 
i arrange the sirens 
from joplin to moore
i’ve gutted the skyline 
and broke every door 
i ruined everything in my path 
i want to take and give nothing back
300 mile per hour release 
make sigils with flesh and trees

sigils made of flesh and trees

thousand wraiths singing 
light, eternal beings 
every thing that breaths
all bleeds the same 
thousand wraiths singing 
light, eternal beings 
every thing that breaths
all bleeds the same 
never lasts that long 
notice when i’m gone?
everything that leaves 
all fears the same 
never lasts that long 
notice when i’m gone?
everything that leaves 
all fears the same

floodlit absence

hymn to the windows

rain 
rain could sweep this mess away 
wedge 
come and shred the sky to gray 
home swept by 
a rain wrapped genocide 
all life pulled into sky 
hail 
crashing into your window 
touch 
my hair and don’t let go 
while 
sirens hum soft and low 
home swept by 
a rain wrapped genocide

rain wrapped genocide

quiet sky 
i go up the steps 
any sense of home 
gone with the rest
the ceiling met the floor 
the funnel found the door
you’ll hear it till you don’t 
you’ll hear it, hear it till you don’t 
i don’t mind 
the scars left on the road
i don’t mind 
a room with no home 
no family for me 
i’ll feel it, feel it till i won’t

wishlake

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