self prod ofc🤪
sad valley girl type song lol

⭐lyrics📸 
get better
trend setter
my stresses cant be measured 
writing final notes like letters
you cant see behind the screen but i cant get my shit together
see confetti all on me im throwing parties for the deader

oh no, call e-vack i need a medic !
imma toss my phone u can help me when ur ready
shadow ghost zone im forever falling in it
try not to shatter my bones but the weight is way too heavy

love is a bust
that shit temp like toys R us
and i hate feeling like a toy, i hate the fact i need a hug
it hurts you wont help me up, ya
please don lead me onnn
imma vanish inna dust, ya
you wont see me till im gone


ill prolly die
but not rlly im just not used to the eyes
camera flashes i despise 
i see death in all the lights 
well imma die on time
im uppin fye
i let it fly
lost in the sky
i take cant take goodbyes x2

stream♫

ya, I'll probably die

going under/falling out

mix and master: me
prod: (xionn)

Lyrics: 

@snip4rs
leave me lone leave me lone
4 da last time
leave me lone leave me lone
like its past time
past time x(4)
so depressed
i cnt breathe
cant feel my chest
cant seem 2 rest
aint got no head
leave me lone
im not the best </3

@skhully
i'm not thee best :(
yeah just leave me alone in these stresses
no iii don't mean stresses 
i mean dresses
iii don't know who uUu are anymore
like uUu grab my heart and you threwW it on floor:(
just lemme know
what's been uUup wit uUu
cuzz you been actin like 
your inna bad mood -_-
Yeah just lemme know
what's been up wit uUu
cuz your ignoring the meSsages iii sent 2u
who's that?
who's who?
idk fucK uUu
just let me knowww :/

lemme know + snip4rs

lyrics:

she don't wanna talk because "you're so mean "
sure ill take the blame but you know you're not clean
blowing up my phone, missed calls 19
im the only boy at this (fucking) party

If i don't text back, i am sorry
i don't really want you to worry 
i don't really want you to hurt me
i don't really want-

but she's tearing me apart
telling me she love me but i know that its a farce
want me to come closer but you're pushin me so far

leaving me in the dark
you were post to be my star
you done took it way too far
hoppin in the back of his car
i guess that is my loss-

but if i catch him, im gon break his jaw, chiropractor
(uhm)
different factor
(uhm)
sno-cap, brr
(uhm)
not no cap no story
(uhm)
not no chapter

i just took his (bitch) he like "can i have her back sir?"

sorry lil bro i already hit that
consider it a wrap sir

they talkin dumb but i know they wont spin that
lol, laughter

i think she the one, she told me she not really that sure


she said that she miss me, love
she misses the old me

i don't get the picture, love
guess you gotta show me

i been bawlin way too much
so where is my trophy?

feel like i am so above
then you-

but she's tearing me apart
telling me she love me but i know that its a farce
want me to come closer but you're pushin me so far


leaving me in the dark
you were post to be my star
you done took it way too far
really swimming through the sorrow like a shark
I guess that is my loss
guess that im broken, lost

check yes, intrusive thoughts are you with me (prod. masuyashi94)

INSPIRED BY @howcanuseemyprivatetracks
SONG CREDS ALL TO @howcanuseemyprivatetracks
verse 1: @c-x
verse 2: @proddime
verse 3: @prkrblu
verse 4: @bloodyflower
verse 5: @it5xx
verse 6: @bunixiii
WE WERE ON CRACK WHILE MAKING THIS

I have nothing to drop so thx u injurd fo letting me 
master by dime n injurd

(this my first time doing sum like this so yeah )

[SPOTIFY]—-> https://open.spotify.com/album/4vT0RmiA2gsxQYcyAIenrD?si=y7thxv8kS5ea73cwN2uolg

JERK N LURK PROD YK

previously unreleased song i recorded months ago, shout out baka if you're reading this i love you!!!

lyrics below!!!

I’d wonder what it’d be like
Held inside your arms the first time we meet in person
And not gonna lie, my anxiety is lurking
Need to get it off my mind, I know that’s for certain
Had to travel far and wide but it was worth it
Now we chilling out, drunk as fuck, loudly cursing
Sitting in your room, playing notes, music searching
Smoking on your dro, had to walk and close your curtains

I’d wonder what it’d be like
Laying on your bed, head pressed against your chest
I can hear your lil heartbeat, know you nervous know you’re stressed
Don’t you worry your little head, know you’re always doing your best
smoke all day and fuck all night, now yo room a mess
slept in way too fucking late, sorry that you missed your test
maybe we can go out for a drive, put your mind to rest
know this fog inside our brains, will start to hurt a little less

I wonder what it’d be like
moving far away from my hometown
sick of being homebound
sick of everybody having preconceived notions about me
always fucking doubting me
i’ll be happy when i leave them all behind
crawl up in ur arms and call u mine
if i stayed a little bit longer, would you mind?
cuz everything i’ve come to known just makes me wanna cry

I wonder what it’d be like
paying all my bills, with my music
couple racks from a show, can’t refuse it
spent too much time being told i was useless
spent too much time being told i was stupid
boutta flex on all of these karens and these susans
gonna do em harsh, like they smoking on some vuses
now my old opps grumpy as fuck, like they eustace

i wonder what it’d be like
waking up feeling like im not all alone
Some days come so easy, but some others drag along
too locked up inside my own head, can’t even check my phone
loading up a bowl, yellow smoke to the dome
where the hell did my soul go off to, i dunno
it don’t matter, long as you’re close by, i’ll always feel at home
looking straight at your aura, and it glimmering like chrome

i wonder what it’d be like
waking up feeling like im not on my own
always chasing all these highs, just waiting for the lows
too locked up inside my own head, can’t even check my phone
loading up a bowl, yellow smoke to the dome
where the hell did my soul go off to, i dunno
it don’t matter, long as you’re close by, i’ll always feel at home
it don’t matter, long as you’re close by, i’ll always feel at home

wonder [prod. bakadere]

wonder [prod. bakadere] (dec 2021)

silently as im drifting back to sleep
do these walls still make you bleed
do you feel it perfectly
silently as that blade under your sheets
i see candy coated screens
just like the people in my dreams

i know i know
life's deeper than the shore
have you seen it all before
is there time before you bore
and i know i know
you've seen it all before
with the kisses while you tour
do you ever wish for more

silently

free for profit, limit 5k(must credit me) key - G#m 121BPM

too dark turn the lights on
surrounded by the rats but i'm a python
make you lose a couple teeth, mike tyson
echo chamber in a vacuum like dyson

my life a movie the way they all acting
they not in my circle, then they miss the action
they all want pictures, that instagram caption
everything u got, it came to u handed
swallow the pain, rip it off like a bandage
u aint work for shit, trust me u could never manage
$7.25, money can't buy u a sandwich
i know u cant stand it

speak my mind til the day that i vanish
right-right off this motherfuckin planet
know u dont care about what i gotta say
i'm like mark, feel the pain in my wordplay
if i could make u disappear, i'd do it magically
sip the poison, float away inside my fantasy
got me feeling like an insect,
H-HTML, ur the element i inspect

wish i could program my sanity back,
ever since u left i've been under attack
anxiety wont give me any motherfuckin slack
(anxiety wont give me any motherfuckin slack..)
i think i lose it more every day
and i think the part of me that was for u just went away
a lot of shit i said, i really wish i could unsay
im lost inside my mind, left alone with my decay

dollybag on me, chrome mask on my face it's a robbery
ru-run my mouth, all i talk about is money
life is a joke, i dont really think it's funny
gotta get away, can't walk so i'm running

that's enough

it all added up to nothing
gotta take these pills, baby, just to feel something

what a joke!

still feel nothing

thought i could change myself, steal a couple hundred just to feel myself
judgemental, i can't be myself
mental illness, got bad health
i can't tell if it's the BPD, or if it's you that makes me wanna leave
you make me sick, you disgust me
ur whole personality is disgusting

[smeagol: u dont have any friends.. nobody likes YOU!!!!! 😋]

decay (ilysean!)

KIDDING, RIGHT?

behind my back! 🧍‍♀️ 🧍‍♀️ 🧍‍♀️ (palaisindigo)

I can't sing but that doesn't mean I won't try



IG: @masuyashi94

im not mean im just shy i swear 

check yes, intrusive thoughts are you with me (prod. masuyashi94)

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