When they tell you by AshleyCae Lee 

When the doctor tells you, youve got cancer. Your ears fall mute. His voice is empty shallow of a nothing. You get up and leave. When you first have chemo. Your stomach is a ball of anger brusied arms and needle holes. You are no longer human but pin cushion. Forced back tears. Dried tongue. When you tell your friends you have cancer. You get a mix of reaction. Some show their true colors white. Others pour into you with rainbows. Paint sunshine in your gray clouds. Some ring Bell reminding you are woman, you are beauty. Godnesss of the flesh. Others Press caugh you in the wind. Comfort you when you cant your self.  When you first loss your hair. Your mother tries comforting you like a child who has falling. Shaky hand she shaves yiour head tells you its a magic trick you believe her. When you are told it had spreaded you sit and laugh boiling over pass the point you heckle like tea pot body quivering. When you are told you maybe be no more. You speak to the universe & ask why. You are told not to ask just live. When you are told you are maybe no more. You call Court to get thinga in order he tells you. Man has no say. He tells you mediate put that salt around you  he says i love you. Nick tells you in time all will be all right. I love you. You sit with your self mediate Ton on knee. Sage burning. (You meet aarons) You act as if all is okay masking all this pain. When you are told you have cancer. You cry enough to fill the nale. Cry enough that you are here now. Precious time is not to be wasted. Whip your face. Get up stop acting if you are done. When you speak about cancer. You talk about the battle bare your wound it will not wine. Rather you stay or go. It will win. Rather you stay or go. You win. When your told.

When they tell you

Poet of Life and Love. Telling stories. Touching souls. Opening your mind to the truth around you. Poetic Advisory! 

AshleyCae (Dr.Wiseword)

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