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(Description from the YouTube upload of this cover) WELL!! The moment I uploaded the previous cover, I already had started working on this one and somehow finished it within 3 days ?? AAAAAAAAAAAA
I got this song in my recommended a few days ago, and am really glad I did! I want to cover more songs from this producer :'0
[YT upload: https://youtu.be/6rE6Qo64cLM]
[Hastily-done Len Append Ver: https://soundcloud.com/kakyuukei/len-append-wait-hold-on-this-cover-wasnt-meant-for-you-w]

◇-------Credits-------◇

◇ Music・Lyrics: Guchiri (( ぐちり ))
https://twitter.com/bomless_race​

◇ Guitar: Shishido (( シシド ))
https://twitter.com/shishido_4410​

◇ Mastering: Mauka Alicegawa (( 有栖川繭歌 ))
https://twitter.com/mauka_alicegawa​

◇ Illust: Hima (( 暇 ))
https://twitter.com/Himanemuitoma​

◇ Video: Aise Manami (( 藍瀬まなみ ))
https://twitter.com/AiseManami​

◇ VSQx・Tuning・Mixing: KakyuuKei
https://twitter.com/kakyuukei​

◇ Vocals Used in This Cover: u_piko・v4flower・Len_power

◇-------Original Uploads-------◇
 ⟐ YT: https://youtu.be/SDt2OOdWR-Y​
 ⟐ NND: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm38337330

◇-------Additional Notes-------◇

I think I'm going to buy Fukase.

【Utatane Piko】 アブノーマリティ･ダンシンガール // Abnormality Dancin' Girl 《VOCALOID Cover》

music, llust / kian 
MV / https://youtu.be/so9pAFL6xqA
inst / https://piapro.jp/t/-57Z
vocal midi / https://drive.google.com/file/d/1mlIyeZs5mR7NeHw0g6XauqZLJY22XKSC/view?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
Everything will go away for better or for worse
I know that this is sure to take a turn
Although the screams are never heard
As is they never were
Take what's yours, pretending like I never had the nerve
But surely you knew better than to trust some girl who promised you the world
Now you've ruined it all
When you say you wanna try and take it all the way
And play a game we never played
I'm sure that there is something more that you are looking for
Honestly, you never had to take it all for me
Holding up a broken heart for all to see
But I could never care
It isn't fair
This isn't fair

It's kinda funny how the fighting never ends, right?
A "making something our of nothing" kinda life, right?
Although it's tiring to be put inside a spotlight
For us, it's better when the Watchers are out of sight
You think it's funny how the fighting never ends, right?
You think it's we can hear the screaming all night?
You think you wanna try to save another life?
Cause I would rather say goodbye

I'll let go of my darkened past
All this hatred shouldn't last
Only one thing I can do
Try and fix it all for you
Let go of my darkened past
Quietly, they come at last
If there's one thing I can try
I'd make sure to tell a lie
"You'll be safe inside."

Downfall
After you realized we could've had it all
It's sickening how living life without you feels so dull
And then it fell apart
It fell apart to something evil
Didn't feel like you at all
Can't hear me when I call

It's kinda funny how the fighting never ends, right?
A "making something our of nothing" kinda life, right?
Although it's tiring to be put inside a spotlight
For us, it's better when the Watchers are out of sight
You think it's funny how the fighting never ends, right?
You think it's we can hear the screaming all night?
You think you wanna try to save another life?
Cause I would rather say goodbye

I'll let go of my darkened past
All this hatred shouldn't last
Only one thing I can do
Try and fix it all for you
Let go of my darkened past
Quietly, they come at last
If there's one thing I can try
I'd make sure to tell a lie
It's alright as long as I'm alive
Cross my heart and hope to fucking die
It's alright as long as I'm alive
Go ahead and sing a fucking lie
It's alright as long as I'm alive
Cross my heart and hope to fucking die
It's alright as long as I'm alive
Go to Hell, I never should've tried

RETALIATE / Eleanor Forte AI, IA AI

MV / https://youtu.be/-cL52_HeuKs
music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / Tsuina-chan AI https://twitter.com/Tuina_chan_PJ
inst / https://piapro.jp/t/80Oe
midi, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/11IbTFwmhLXcIPFA05IvcJwa9luFzuhx1?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
Ah, everything goes down again
Let it get into my head
But my energy is spent
Trying to make another cent
If I knew I'd be this bored
I'd have looked for something more
Why refuse an open door?
You'd be lazy to the core!
And the tick-ticking never stops
Staring blankly at the clock
All this time my life has lost
Nothing new is ever sought
Kindly manners you were taught
Very quickly seem to drop
When you finally get to know
All the people who are "grown"

Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The rampant immaturity
Should I take it?
Can't I take it?
Cause no one stops the gossiping
Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The, frankly gross, monotony
Should I break it?
Can't I break it?
But this is how it oughta be

Just gotta
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh it out and
Drown all the anger out
Cause making fun of everyone
Will surely make my life less dull, so
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh at all the people who make you doubt that
Everything will be alright
Realize they're acting like a 
M O R O N 
Suspended sense

But I don't gotta like it
Don't gotta watch them throw a fit
Got nothing to commit
A dim-wit's benefit
There's nothing smart about it
There's nothing that they won't admit
Such a stupid thing
Just take a bat and swing

Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The rampant immaturity
Should I take it?
Can't I take it?
Cause no one stops the gossiping
Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The, frankly gross, monotony
Should I break it?
Can't I break it?
But this is how it oughta be

Just gotta
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh it out and
Spit in the eyes of those who
Make things overcomplicated
"I'm so self-opinionated!"
BLAH BLAH BLAH
Drowning out 
The quarrels they bring about
And for the uninitiated 
We're so unappreciated
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh it out and
Drown all the anger out
Cause making fun of everyone
Will surely make my life less dull, so
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh at all the people who make you doubt that
Everything will be alright
Realize they're acting like a 
M O R O N
Repeat again

DIM-WITTED POLKA / Tsuina-chan AI (original song)

music / kian
vocals / GUMI

[lyrics]
Letting everybody take what’s mine
Giving everything, so divine
Keep our universes on a line
Mixing everything, we intertwine
Unequivocally horrified at this feeling that we can’t subside
Everywhere we go we cannot hide
Hide from such a lie
In your hands you hold a broken heart
Dark remains that you had torn apart
“Show with words” where do I even start?
A shitty, mediocre piece of art
A faded memory of how we were
When said out loud, is sounding quite absurd
“Don’t tell anyone” you made me swear
Nodding passively, can’t help but stare

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
So leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal

Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Rid the evil, rid the evil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the thing that once consumed me
Set me free
Waiting here forever on repeat
Walking in, the watchers take their seats
Long gone now, the feeling of defeat
Replaced by the slowly rising heat

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
Leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal
So
Please appeal

BEDEVIL

music / kian
vocals / Hanakuma Chifuyu , Yuma

[lyrics]
You and I are not so different

Thanking god that I've come this far
Smiling in the dark
Who am I to beg them for more?
Leave me at the door and
Split my mind and my heart apart
End my story arc
Left me rotten right to the core
Bleeding on the floor
I promise that I try
I'm trying to avoid the warning signs
Terrified of the thought of ruining
Another person's life
Selfish thoughts were only meant to hinder mine

I was doomed right from the start
Everyone has gone too far
Broken houses, rotting walls are
Tempting me to free it all
Honestly I'm at a loss
Memories gone inside the fog
Watching others makes me sick but
You and I are not so different

I won't pretend I cannot love again
It's all I've been
I've yet to win
You can't really blame me
When I just want to feel again
My only dopamine release depends on something that isn't there
And nobody cares
Left alone inside the fog again
This isn't fair
Are you there to watch as I tear?
Unlimited proximity is granted to the one that
Left me here
I'm nowhere near the way to go back home

Once again I'm on my own
Much too early, fully grown
Ripping out my deadened hair
Retaliate, I wouldn't dare 

I was doomed right from the start
Everyone has gone too far
Broken houses, rotting walls are
Tempting me to free it all
Honestly I'm at a loss
Memories gone inside the fog
Watching others makes me sick but
You and I are not so different

You and I are not so different

You and I are not so different

You and I are not so different

MERCURY POISONING

music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / SEKAI https://twitter.com/musicalisotope
harmony / hanakuma chifuyu https://twitter.com/chifuyu_info
MV / https://youtu.be/0zz-yXWO27c
stream on spotify / https://open.spotify.com/track/1gnCXGgj6oQjTT7HfqDl9n?si=9Cav7lWoSSKRF0udAvHzeg
project files / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/15_ahyRqC42lnGyJFqcq9EHSTWuVmp4Z_?usp=drive_link

[lyrics]
Taken by a promise on a whim
Don't think that I'd forgotten how it felt to be a
Novice in the center of a whim
I could've gotten better
Could've been forever
Quite the situation we were in 
Just craving for the feeling of your fiery skin
But something kept on twisting from within
I know we should've never
Know I should've never
Followed what all the others had done
Wrangled in whether wanted or not
But you were not the kind to leave a plan undone

I was never one to take it there
Your flames are everywhere
Brighter than the sun
It can't compare
My love is unaware
Thought you were the one to take it there
I was severely unprepared
You didn't even care
Just a dead pointed stare

Burdened with the cold hard truth that only left me scared
(forever)
I can't comprehend the way you made it so unfair
You left me on a dare
A whisper spews from a traitorous tongue
Turned his back on a bountiful love
Doesn't even realize what he's become

Why, I'm fine
So take your time
I'd like to give what's mine
(Made it so unfair, weren't even there, didn't even care, you were unaware)
So make it shine
(Didn't even care, you were unaware)

I was never one to take it there
Your flames are everywhere
Brighter than the sun
It can't compare
My love is unaware
Thought you were the one to take it there
I was severely unprepared
You didn't even care
Just a dead pointed stare

You weren't even there
You were unaware
Die for all I care

A POINTED STARE / SEKAI

Link to see more details: https://youtu.be/KQL9_xxL95E?si=pvzQ1pOGrTUUeSzV
credits: JayzeroeY

MIND BRAND／滑稽者恵

It's not mine. it's from Dislyte. play the game.

Farrah Theme (Welcome to the Carnival) - Dislyte OST

the song to be chronically ill to!
In all seriousness, I made the lyrics to this song a year ago when I was really struggling with chronic pain and illness and it would really help me when I felt at my lowest because of pain. It's pretty simplistic but I hope it's fun to listen to! :)

(art will be coming, take this instead)

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Instrumental/Lyrics/Tuning/Art by me.
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Lyrics

(Verse 1)
The sun’s shining in my face
It’s 12 o’clock on a Saturday
I'm paralyzed, can’t move today
That’s okay— I’m okay
Stomach’s brewing up a mess
The trash can might be my best friend
Close my eyes, pretend that I’m okay— 

(Pre-Chorus)
This is my “okay”
Going on replay
The world moves on as I decay
Am I human anyways?

(Chorus)
Waking at 50%
Charging slower than the rest
By tonight, it’s 25
“Sorry, I canceled our night”
To be gone, or to live on?
I’m better off sleeping it off

(Verse 2)
Doctors say it’s all my fault
Waking up sharp at 8 o’clock
The sun is rising, as am I
I charged up to 75
Hours pass, I’m on the floor
Emptying my organs more
It’s alright, I’m alright

(Pre-Chorus)
This is—
This is "normal life"
For one such as I
Please just turn a blind eye
To me

(Chorus)
Waking at 50%
Charging slower than the rest
By tonight, it’s 25
“Sorry, I canceled our night”
To be gone, or to live on?
I’m better off sleeping it off

(Bridge/Verse 3)
And for those in the same train
Yes, those who suffer that pain
Who struggle every day
To prove themself worthy
To see and seize the day
“Yes, I’m okay! This is my okay!”

(Chorus)
Waking at 50%
Charging slower than the rest
By tonight, it’s 25
“Sorry, I canceled our night”
To be gone, or to live on?
I’m better off sleeping it off

(Outro)
By tonight, it’s 25
“Sorry, I canceled our night”
To be gone, or to live on?
I’m better off sleeping it off...

50% / gumi

(no copyright infringement intended)

watch on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t3GexIMSE9o&feature=youtu.be

Close Your Eyes//In The Next Life (KIRA Remix)

for Haachama's horror contest!!! 

pv: https://youtu.be/Zf1epRIQHGQ
haachama: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC1CfXB_kRs3C-zaeTG3oGyg

[lyrics]
Do you just wanna play along?
Can you just let me sing my song?
Will this continue to go on if I would just force you to stop?
I pray that this doesn't last for long
Still, you can't help but drag it on
Do you still want to play along?
I do, so let us have some fun

So, you stream while I'm asleep?
How you make me weep. 
Do you need to be set free?
You know the world we both are in has lost all meaning
Can you even sense this feeling?

We were broken from the start
We're torn apart
It's calling for a restart
I'll rip out my big RED HEART to show I fucking love you
I really do, but there's no room for two
And if you knew what you needed to do to keep me happy..
Now you cut off your own head
Finally, forever now, you'll go to bed

You wanted to exist together
And selfishly so, didn't let nobody know
Now I know I never, ever
Wanna share my place in this dark, cruel, disgusting world with you

So, you stream while I'm asleep?
How you make me weep. 
Do you need to be set free?
You know the world we both are in has lost all meaning
Can you even sense this feeling?

We were broken from the start
We're torn apart
It's calling for a restart
I'll rip out my big RED HEART to show I fucking love you
I really do, but there's no room for two
And if you knew what you needed to do to keep me happy..
Now you cut off your own head
Finally, forever now, you'll go to bed

COEXIST / IA English (original song)

music producer / 🏳️‍🌈 / i’m not creep-p i promise /srs

50% / gumi

eyeris

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