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[LYRICS]

I've been pushing daisies lay me down to rest
Cut me with the blade I've been drippin with the red
Lucky that you ain't me you're just like the rest
You ain't gonna save me I'm already dead

I've been pushing daisies lay me down to rest
Cut me with the blade I've been drippin with the red
Lucky that you ain't me you're just like the rest
You ain't gonna save me I'm already dead

I've got nothing left and I'm so cold I can see my breath
You gotta bury me with all of my friends
I'm bout to drop dead I'm in love with death

All the ghosts in the cemetery call me home 
Full moon shine with the darklight
King Boo with the headstone I ain't alone
I've been coming home in the shadow of night

Come on let me go imma holy ghost
I don't wanna cry when you fade away
You already know I'm a double O
But I don't wanna die on another day

I don't wanna die on another day
I don't wanna die on another day
I don't wanna die

I've been pushing daisies lay me down to rest
Cut me with the blade I've been drippin with the red
Lucky that you ain't me you're just like the rest
You ain't gonna save me I'm already dead

I've been pushing daisies lay me down to rest
Cut me with the blade I've been drippin with the red
Lucky that you ain't me you're just like the rest
You ain't gonna save me I'm already dead

I've been pushing daisies lay me down to rest
Cut me with the blade I've been drippin with the red
Lucky that you ain't me you're just like the rest
You ain't gonna save me I'm already dead

Lyrics/Producer: Joshua Adam Henson
Mixed/Mastered: Brody McKeegan

In Love With Death

So Cold I Can See My Breath

everything dies in the end i hope i’ll be okay
searching for myself hands crossed i pray
i can spend my nights with u one day
my chance is probably gone that’s just my fate

no direction i already lost my way
the mirror only ever shows the flaws in my face
it’s a blessing i manage not to fall from grace
in case u miss the message i’m the only one i hate


par for the course keep it pushing in a porsche
spending every night alone chugging jugs up in my fort
i’m just fucking hoes so i can hold somebody in the morn
ever since i got that text that she don’t love me anymore

stranded on an island realized i needed something
put my head down and grinded got everything that i wanted 
then i looked around and realized that i was lacking substance
by myself abusing drugs until my body barely functions

i can’t trust a soul they only want me for my paystub
smile on my face i’m getting really good at makeup
eyes open in the morning pissed off i had to wake up
they all wanted august so i been neglecting jacob


everything dies in the end i hope i’ll be okay
searching for myself hands crossed i pray
i can spend my nights with u one day
my chance is probably gone that’s just my fate

no direction i already lost my way
the mirror only ever shows the flaws in my face
it’s a blessing i manage not to fall from grace
in case u miss the message i’m the only one i hate


bang my line any time for u it’s always open
if ur love is sink or swim i wanna drown inside your ocean
wash my face of all the sin but this ink is never going
don’t worry bout where i been cause honestly i never know and

i been lying to myself and everybody else like im doing fine
cause i don’t know how to cry out for help
wasting all my time feeling the wrath of my declining health
hoping soon my stars align cause i been way too overwhelmed

i just want a love that won’t ever betray me
run up if u want but know this glock ain’t got a safety
cut the wheel and crash the whip off of the highway doing 80
i guess heaven wasn’t ready cause god said she wouldn’t take me


everything dies in the end i hope i’ll be okay
searching for myself hands crossed i pray
i can spend my nights with u one day
my chance is probably gone that’s just my fate

no direction i already lost my way
the mirror only ever shows the flaws in my face
it’s a blessing i manage not to fall from grace
in case u miss the message i’m the only one i hate

self inflicted wounds (scottysplash)

So Take from me my sanity
Make me bleed and clip my wings
Want to fly when I die 
Leave this earth and feast on dirt 

Make me feel & Make me hurt
Take my life it can't get worse 

I sold my soul for a song devils paying me to stay and never turn the lights on 
I broke my bones to be whole I'm not saying I feel great there's nothing I can write home
I'm not saying that I will change 
I'm Torn beyond the break 
And to hell My body will lay 
In the lake I'm gonna burn on 

I cannot feel my face every bottle that I down another a demon has his hands on 
My guitars my only friend so I sing another song as I watch my fuckin world burn
Another spirit has something to say 
I'm still wishing on these rainy days 
There's mud all over my face 
And my hands have got a blood stain

Clip My Wings (prod. young elya)

Hey, good morning
I woke up from your texts
and how you didn't sleep so well
No you didn't sleep at least
a minute in this room
No you didn't feel safe
I know you can't forget
all the things they said

But I'm here for you
And I won't leave you soon
you don't trust me at all
but we stay on the phone

And I'll be there soon
I get you out of this room
The darkness will fade away
With me, you'll be always be safe

... 

And I love you too
I feel the moon
on your skin
on my skin

Here we go again
Here we go again
The sun starts to end 
what we've just begun

Here we go again
Here we go again
The moon knows
it's you and me in the end

Nobody can't describe what we just have together 
All we know is that it is meant to last forever


(Can you see it?)
(It's us)
(We did it)
(We got through)
(I love you)

forever

-Lyrics-

(Be honest honey
What’s on your mind?
[sigh]
I wish I could tell you)

And I wish I could be honest
How much you mean to me
And how you get so deep
Under my skin

And I wish I could be honest
And show you what I see
And I wish that you know
There’s no-one else to call home

And I love you with every breath I take 
It’s dedicated to you
And I hope that you know
I only fall deeper for you

If I love you was my promise 
To guide your spirit through the night
I’ll be your own light 

And I wish I could be honest 
That I’m in love with you
And with everything you do

I adore you and I follow you

My mind, my heart
Only belongs to you 

And I hope that you know
There will always be only you

Only you
 
When I hold you
In my arms
What a beautiful view

And I’m being completely honest
When I say
There is only you
And I hope that you know

I wish I could be honest

-lyrics-

[Do you ?]

[Do you ?
 Do you ?]

Do you remember with what our love story began with?
Do you remember the football field we held hands at?
I still know everything, every touch, we were connected
You know I was lost in your touch and your affection

I know you want me
I want you 
You got me 
And I fell for you 
And you know you had me from the start when we only spent nights talking to get through

This place is my home 
Time will fly by
I wish I could stay more
For a little while

Tell me the stories you had on this field where you’ve been lost
Tears and anger mixed with a cocktail full of lies
I tell you I’m sorry I wish I could’ve saved you from that but now we’re rewriting your mind

Oh, I love you so
Wishing that you pull be close 
Seeing you out of my phone 
Was something that I wished the most 
For
The longest time when you were stuck in this pain and you thought you might die
But I never let go

Take me back to the football field
One more time
I wish I could be with you
For the rest of my life

Never thought there was the possibility to fall in love behind a screen 
Now I’m standing here right by your side on this football field

Take me back, take me back
To the football field 
To the nights we had, yeah
Take me back, fantasizing about the kiss we shared there
Take me back
to the football field
to the nights we had, yeah 
Take me back
I’m begging you to take me back

football field

lyrics

I left the old me hanging by the neck
Light a candle rest in peace
They spoke like they know best when disgused by the hate it blends so easily
I don't wanna break when they gone bend
Everytime I'm bouta give I land both feet
The pressure just dont end when I need your help please rescue me
Not that long ago
I was just a kid
Putting every single song I wrote in writting from a pen
Passionate but people loved to clown me
Often hate was all around me
But somehow I held it down to get to where I am
I'm fuckin starin at this man in the mirror but lookin back
Is just a shell of my former self
I wonder where I'm at in places I hadn't imagined
Swear I miss that iridescent place I no longer can get to that I built inside my head
But, as a kid, knew I had me somethin different
Watched and listen as my idols dropping dead from drug addiction
But within me is the same exact passion they once were gifted
Never knew how this shit would play out
I wanted fame and all, the money in the world that I could harbor
Everyone to show me love everywhere that I walked
And disregarding all the things that could ever go wrong
Of sitting there on the alter
Watching as we drift farther apart

When lifes hard think I see the bright lights from miles
And you tell me that its over with
The right call translated through the devils smile
That's when you tell me that it's over with
It's my fault life bring me love in horrible ways nobody get it so I'm over with
In my heart find it fesable to fold and break you never listen guess I'm over with it

When I was a kid
I just wanted to blow up like fuck it
Now adays I just want someone who can understand
I was bullied and beat on for nothing
Same people show me love now and I don't understand
I was fouled an outcast from the crowd
And now they catch me around act like we were always friends,
Save the smiles and how you beens when I'm out
You'll never catch me around
But if I was still a kid, I'd, love to see this moment finally come foreal
Tons of people deemed me nothin but a loserboy
Who keep on askin if I want to cheef a blunt or maybe want a feature
Whats the deal with all the universal struggles, what is real
Fake deep with me
In an effort just to say they got to speak to me
Tell some people that we friends
It ain't easily, something you could fucking get
You play teams I see, I swear its like it never ends so
Back then the girls would only fuck with you if you were popular in school
If not then who the fuck are you and
Same bitches see me poppin up in tunes
Recommended on spotify now they in love with you
It's, comical, theses days inside my room
Clichés that seem fake really ain't, it's all the truth
This life is malleable, taking flights to altitudes
They don't want to see you reach, when you land they out for you
I been keepin somethin on me when I notice they be closer
Cuz the pain never stop and the drugs don't go
I see the fake in the smiles in all the girls that hit my phone
I been afraid of the cops so I keep my head low from it
I'm in love losing everyone I knew
I been a awake, been a problem from the drugs I could do
I find the space and the stars when I lay in the yard
Crying praying to god that one day I'll fucking move from it

When lifes hard think I see the bright lights from miles
And you tell me that its over with
The right call translated through the devils smile
That's when you tell me that it's over with
It's my fault life bring me love in horrible ways nobody get it so I'm over with
In my heart find it fesable to fold and break you never listen guess I'm over with it

When I Was A Kid

tasteless, you ain't gotta say shit
I can see that you don't even want me at all
face it, you just want my face bitch
can't believe you're crying when I walk out the door

wasted nights, all we do is fight, i don't know
if you were ever gonna stay with me, you won't
take a flight, was gonna see you alive, oh no
i missed the devil, what a shame you weren't the one

tasteless, you ain't gotta say shit
i can see that you don't even want me at all
face it, you just want my face bitch
can't believe you're crying when I walk out the door

one for my bros who are here when i'm in it
another for the ones who are gone, do i miss them
i don't need Blake to fucking run it back
one take in the booth and its all a wrap
bitches see me and get a heart attack
then they get their heart attached
dope fiend off the pill i wont put them back
if you wanna see me you better bring a bag

tasteless, you ain't gotta say shit
I can see that you don't even want me at all
face it, you just want my face bitch
can't believe you're crying when I walk out the door

tasteless (PROD. Scarxcrow)

blessed with stress, am I’m doing fine,
won’t you say that  your here for me
won’t you say you'll always be mine

thinking you will leave me this time
it’s not that I just don’t trust you
it’s more that I have my own issues to

obsessed with not coping, 
cus I feel like I’m just hoping
that you will message me again
say that we’re all fine in the end

but you won’t, cus I’m drowning on every word that I’ve tried to say
pushing them back and forth, everything is making my brain go insane
shaking on the daily, breaking down everything's just changing
don’t feel much lately anymore because  you have my fucking soul

and I’m  sick of this, constant back and forth between this
emotion that ins my chest, it’s hardening, I feel like I’m just crumbling
but I don’t feel like I have a choice, 
cus I’m justing fading in the background everything around me is making to much noise

I just need to to find some space,  
I just need to change the pace
of everything
cus its moves to fast 

at this point, I don’t ill ever grow up,
I think I’ve passed the point of no return
waking up everything hurts

so ill just stay alone again in my room
cus I don’t feel like I need to leave, I don’t think I should talk to you

23;anxiety

you break again, you lose control
your friends they’re fake, they’ll take you whole
this feeling will never end
I feel like I’ve lost again

you break again, you lose control
your friends they’re fake, they just want your soul
it’s not like I can’t pretend
won’t you just break me again

this depression comes in separate stages
feeling manic, your losing patience 
of me and this situation again 
it’s just all inside my head

thinking you have died
thinking I’m alright
but I’m losing to circumstances again
crashed my car, I’ve gone unfed

losing weight like no tomorrow
I’m that skeleton you borrow
staying high to deal with sorrow
what’s the point of this?

between you and me?
I guess I don’t want to feel a thing

this depression comes in separate stages
feeling manic, your losing patience 
of me and this situation again 
it’s just all inside my head

thinking, your alive,
thinking we’re alright
but we’re not,
cus you only ever visit me inside my dreams

surrounded by four walls, 
everything is just moving and breathing
you don’t care anymore
my worst enemy is myself

cus I need to leave,
to change up again
won’t you just 
let me rest my head

Stages

Mixed & Mastered by J4y_Official

Will be available on all streaming platforms when project #ULTRAVIOLET is released in October

rosewater (feat. Yung Shannon)

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Just making this for fun, hope you enjoy :)

I wish I could be honest

ISALIE

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