Drill holes in my body 
Dangle me from the stars 
If I have a good heart 
Why does the universe laugh at me? 

All that I've ever wanted stays a fantasy 
I'm scared to death 
I won’t get my dream 
Accept it just won't happen to me 

I'm running away 
Run while falling away  
The world gets so distant foggy 

In talk therapy 
Phone light blinking
Digital things just look like graphs to me 

Eating fire for week 
Walkin' through the desert 
Walkin' through the fire zone
Eating fire for week 
Walkin' through the desert 

Why am I so scared to put myself out there for you to see? 
Retrieving words from a whole place is so hard for me 

Always go back to the same problem 
If I don't numb my feelings 
Will I be safe? 
Is anyone listening? 

I'm running away 
Run while falling away 
The world gets so distant foggy 

In talk therapy 
Phone light blinking 
Digital things just look like graphs to me

Eating fire for week 
Walkin' through the desert 
Walkin through the fire zone
Eating fire for week 
Walkin' through the desert 
Walkin' through the fire zone

The laws of life work against me when I’m not myself 
They seem to just abandon me when I need them the most 

I'm running away 
Run while falling away 
The world gets so distant foggy 

In talk therapy 
Phone light blinking 
Digital things just look like graphs to me

Eating fire for week 
Walkin' through the desert 
Eating fire for week 
Walkin' through the desert 
Eating fire for week

Talk Therapy

Day Job

for the record this isnt mine i found it and reposted here from yt: https://youtu.be/tI2pN43Igck

LeGrand X Ethan Gander - DON'T WASTE MY TIME

Legrand's Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@_legrand_
Original Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_L1wSXxDPwg

Verse 1:
Stephen is a silhouette of what he used to be
He was like the heroes on the movie screen
Then something happened when he lost his family
A little bit of him died
Now he’s just one man in a king-sized bed
Sold the minivan for a new corvette
He keeps seeing people in the corner of his eye

Pre-chorus:
What do you want from me?
Why are you taunting me?
Is it God or the devil that is haunting me?
Why’s it so hard to tell
If you wish me well?
Or are harvesting my soul to drag me down to hell?
I’m indifferent
I like me better when I don’t listen

Verse 2:
Sara’s partner lived life full throttle
Sara’s partner had a problem with a bottle
But on the weekend he would lead a congregation
And Sara didn’t want to ruin all of their faith
So she kept the facade up, slept with a monster
He’ll repent in the process, She’d tell he was honest 
She’d run to the mall and go spend all their dollars
She’d empty their coffers, not a penny for vodka

Shadow at the shops followed her home
A fleeting feeling that the pharisee had no hope
Cuz manipulative men don’t relinquish control
When they have a band of loyal followers by their throat
But Sara felt she was called by God to change him
The only person who had half the heart to save him
While they provided tithes for his lies
She would cry up on high in the night

Pre-chorus:
What do you want from me?
Why are you taunting me?
Is it God or the devil that is haunting me?
Why’s it so hard to tell
If you wish me well?
Or are harvesting my soul to drag me down to hell?
I’m indifferent
I like me better when I don’t listen

Bridge:
What are these things you say?
Is it a test of faith
Or am I confusing grandiosity with grace?
Am I delusional
To want to change the world?
What’s the point if it’s eroding all of my self-worth?
I'm indifferent
I like me better when I don't listen

LeGrand - Indifferent

Play this as I die - Ethan Gander

This is LeGrand's song that isn't on soundcloud so here you go.

DISILLUSIONED

DISILLUSIONED LeGrand

DON'T WASTE MY TIME

okay

okay (feat. PAL)

what is wrong with me?

Textbook Manipulation

Textbook Manipulation (feat. Charlie Bannard)

off my mind.

Wow I can't believe you use soundcloud lol.
here's 'the link'
https://drum.io/legrand

Textbook Manipulation (feat. Charlie Bannard)

LeGrand

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