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Lyrics:

Rivilin:


watch the jaws of hell open up for me
falling further down I see the shadows speak
gashes on the side of my cheek I feel the poetry
of all the words you couldn’t say and now the hatred breathes

the bruise marks on my face get darker though
you don’t wanna understand how I sunk this low
medicated on SSRIs just to cope
try to think of memories of you i didn’t loath

i guess the hesitation in your eyes show you don’t care
im grasping onto desperation pulling out my hair
i guess it shows the reasons why you never wanted me
ill hang this noose when you say you want something i cant be

take take from below the ghosts they’re after me
crawling at the scars on my neck im freaking out you see
panic attacks rest deep inside the anger dwells beneath
the red it blinds my vision and im groveling on my knees

--
Ｍｅｆｕｍｅｔｔｏ:

And I got stuck on your lies
It's getting hard to breathe
And I know that I want you but your not what I need
And all of it collapses on my shoulders, I feel weak - I feel weak
Hold my hand when I fall to dust - when I fall to dust
And I'm closing my eyes and letting me go
I only feel like I'm being alone in the end
So let me just fall, let me just die
I lost so much so I don't even mind

FireBloom FT: Ｍｅｆｕｍｅｔｔｏ

Exercising apathy protect my neck from enemies
tell my friends im fine tell my friends im fine
Everybody's everybody's someone else out here, out here
I cant take much more of this, my stomach's worried sick
so much on top of me I'm caving in, please never pity me I pride myself too much
I'll never ask for help again don't hate me when I close off

Everybody's everybody's someone else out here
Everybody's everybody's someone else out here
Everybody's everybody's everybodies someone else
Someone else someone else someone else someone else
someone else someone else someone else someone else
EVERYBODY FEELS SO FAKE TO ME I CAN'T ESCAPE REALITY

She's only ever in my dreams as vividly as all reality
you aren't real but you take the breath out of me...

Exercising apathy protect my neck from enemies
tell my friends im fine tell my friends im fine
Everybody's everybodies someone else out here, out here
I cant take much more of this, my stomach's worried sick
so much on top of me I'm caving in, please never pity me I pride myself too much
I'll never ask for help again don't hate me when I close off

Everybody's everybody's someone else out here
Everybody's everybody's someone else out here
Everybody's everybody's everybody's someone else
Someone else someone else someone else someone else
someone else someone else someone else someone else
EVERYBODY FEELS SO FAKE TO ME I CAN'T ESCAPE REALITY

Reality (Quiteevil)

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Tears Ran Dry

whered you go? i miss you so
seems like its been forever
and i think that you should know
i miss you so
and every part of you ya didnt want to show
whered you go? i see you there
you seem think its nothing guess i shouldnt care
whered you go, whered you go?
seems like its been forever
ive missed you so

dont be a stranger come round and see, not like the others and theyre not like me
please dont be frightened my senses are heightend from this emotional ptsd

my p's my q's i probably forgot 'em
dont need em from you dont need to remind me
binoculars strapped backpack on with a pen and pad	
way back when, when they didnt care
i remember i remember
so why dont you?

whered you go? i miss you so
seems like its been forever
and i think that you should know
i miss you so
and every part of you ya didnt want to show
whered you go? i see you there
you seem think its nothing guess i shouldnt care
whered you go, whered you go?
seems like its been forever
ive missed you so

Whered U Go? (lil biscuit)

Was this all a joke to you
I bled out all this hope for you
This shit should be hurting but
I'm not feeling this
Was it a mistake, it's true
I grew numb just waiting on you
I should be in agony but
I'm not feeling this 

Yeah I know, I was puppet in one of your shows
I was your favourite, you called me baby
Tell me you loved me than let me go
I think it's crazy, you were amazing
Under your spell you were driving me crazy
Then you grew out of me, left me behind 
I was suffering, it was too much for me
I wish I could erase you from my memories
Look me in my eyes and tell me what you see
How could you fuck me over and wanna be friends with me

Was this all a joke to you
I bled out all this hope for you
This shit should be hurting but
I'm not feeling this
Was it a mistake, it's true
I grew numb just waiting on you
I should be in agony but
I'm not feeling this 

Aye, but not really sad cuz one day I know you gunna me up
And those feeling died on the day you left me all fucked up
So you wanna know, I don't need you i've had time to grow
So don't hit my phone, I don't need you when i'm about blow up
Baby girl I know that this over
The puppet queen has fallen from the throne  yeah
I remember when shit was colder
I just hope that you get better when your older 

Was this all a joke to you
I bled out all this hope for you
This shit should be hurting but
I'm not feeling this
Was it a mistake, it's true
I grew numb just waiting on you
I should be in agony but
I'm not feeling this

i grew numb waiting for you (prod. Sorrowbringer)

thank you everyone thats listening! honestly i never even really expect to get 100 plays, so all these people liking what i make is pretty cool to me lol


lyrics:

[Intro]
I feel like the victim
All my fucking dreams are dead, I think I will die with them
I feel fucking sick and yet I do not know the symptoms
Begging you to listen
Tell me can you fix this?


[Hook]
Blood goes down the drain
I feel like an afterthought, a fucking waste of space
Sick of thinking suicides the only fucking way, I’m ashamed
I feel like a burden, sorry I was in your way

Blood goes down the drain
I feel like an afterthought, a fucking waste of space
Sick of thinking suicides the only fucking way, I’m ashamed
I feel like a burden, sorry I was in your way


[Verse]
Watch me keep a smile when I’m close to death
I’m used to it
I’m used to it

I feel most alive when I’m out of breath
I’m used to it
I’m used to it

Can’t keep my eyes on the news now
That shit be making me blue now
That shit be making me blue in the toes
This is a hell but damn everyone knows

I don’t think that I can cope with that
That type shit make my heart attack
That type shit break my cardiac
I don’t wanna live if life’s like that


[Hook]
Blood goes down the drain
I feel like an afterthought, a fucking waste of space
Sick of thinking suicides the only fucking way, I’m ashamed
I feel like a burden, sorry I was in your way

Blood goes down the drain
I feel like an afterthought, a fucking waste of space
Sick of thinking suicides the only fucking way, I’m ashamed
I feel like a burden, sorry I was in your way

i feel like a burden (prod. loopy!)

All this Loneliness will rip your soul apart 
Is there a remedy for hearts
I don’t wanna taste it but its in my lungs
Every time I breathe it tears me up

How long will it take for things to get better
This is something school has never taught me 
Just keep fighting that what my momma told me
don’t believe anything your head says
All that fighting what is it about
Intrusive thoughts about to fade out
You know I’m there if you need 
Just don’t believe anything your head says

All this Loneliness will rip your soul apart 
Is there a remedy for hearts
I don’t wanna taste it but its in my lungs
Every time I breathe it tears me up


Every time it tears me up
Yeah Every time it tears me up
Every time it tears me up
Yeah Every time it tears me up

Remedy for Brøken Hearts (Prod. Yusha)

I've been contemplating things in my mind
This is the time, to tell the truth lies
Yeah, I feel let down by myself in these recent times
Cause there's a lot up on my chest , had no peace of mind
All of these secrets locked up in a box of time

14 when I started smoking just to feel alright
Lead to drug abuse within a year or two of time
Tried to hide it from the family cause I didnt like
Showing I was nothing, nothing but a waste of life

Tried to fix it but I ended falling down again
Thought it's easier to take my fucking life instead
Messaged all these people thanking them for being friends
Planned to exit slowly to another plane, it's my fate

I'm calling out, I'm calling
I'm calling out, I'm calling
I'm calling out, I'm calling
Something to come and save me
I'm calling out, I'm calling
I'm calling out, for something
I'm calling out, I'm calling
There's nothing here to save me

Yeah I was a liar, and I was a cheater
Taking the corners, trying to go up
But now I have realized, that I was a monster
Created by myself, causing it myself

So,
Fall away, fall away, fall away
Fate
Takes away, takes away, takes away
Faith

Trust me I've been doing shit that I hate to say
Things I've had inside, chained the key to hide away
Lied to people when they asked me If I'm all okay
Jump the window with a rope, set on leaving space
Regret that in that time I didn't think of other traits
Like how I'd leave the people round me with another break
Scar the hearts of souls, like I never "cared"
But in that moment, wanted out, it's the only way
That's what I thought, and I'm sorry, it's the truth again
I couldn't find, another time, where'd I'd be right again.

I'm calling out, I'm calling
I'm calling out, I'm calling
I'm calling out, I'm calling
Something to come and save me
I'm calling out, I'm calling
I'm calling out, for something
I'm calling out, I'm calling
There's nothing here to save me

the note i left behind the bed [prod. IOF]

tears

She a micro celebrity 
Post encryptions on IG 
Double tap, does she like me 
Walk outside, walk outside paparazzi x2

Passed it over, can you face this blunt 
Tris inside my bottle, never sippin nun
Goin up yea, goin up yea, I’m only one 
Run it up, run up it, all out funds 

Walk inside the club, nah no bag check 
Count it up, count up, count that 50 rack 
Rockin saxx, while my pants sag 
Spark it up, spark it up take another drag 

I want 1 bitch, not 2 bitches ya I’m not into that 
Want a picture, yea you knew me from the internet
Yea I’m flexin, yea I’m flexin yea she into that x2

Hopped inside the rental, ya the windows tinted (what)
Too many shrooms fuck im Shroom trippin
I was made for this, yea I’m on a fuckin mission 
Fuck that hoe, fuck that hoe ya she don’t listen 

She a micro celebrity 
Post encryptions on IG 
Double tap, does she like me 
Walk outside, walk outside paparazzi x2

prod. yxngkenay

micro celebrity ft freeworld

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Rivilin:

What do you want, 
what do you need,
Nothing much, nothing more Left to rot on the floor
Stabbed in the throat, bleeding gushing everything is fine

Lost in my dreams
So numb I don’t feel a thing
Breaking bones, just to wake up, Now im feeling so just stuck
In my dreams, smothering me till I won’t wake up

how do you define my personality
am I to you just another insecurity
we can walk right through me, left the house that we built
where we thought that we never existed

down the ally is where I roam prescription ghost is how im known
it was evident that you never notice I was even their
you built support rafters of disgust underneath my skin
a pedal stool for emptiness that seeps through scars on my chin

no heartache without me, just tension in between
of places I love, the ones I hate, yeah now im your fiend
watch my life from the soapbox, won’t you come and let me rot
im sick of hanging onto strings that don’t seem to ever move

can I call this living, more sleep then im awake
becoming a paperweight for my sheets I feel like im lost in a state
crack in the crown won’t mend back on the drugs again
ash on my fingernails I think its time to leave

RIPTHEPETALS:

Laying In my bed, colour in my tattoos
I love your face when your in a bad mood
These pills fuck up my lust
Girl hold me close I want your touch
I don’t really care what they think
Blossom Boy till I lay down 6 feet deep
Loser kid they all hated Jamie
The petals up from this pit I lay in

Run it up cut my wrist when I cry, yeah
Hate me, bury me, amphetamines in my stream, OD, yeah
Cheating hoe, get out of our scene, ayyo
You wanna be the fucking kid, put some work in
We the Coven, don’t fuck with the clique, ayyo
Suicide in our minds, so we’ll die for you

WHAT DO YOU NEED (FT. RIPTHEPETALS)

愛は病気だ

𝔇𝔬 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔫𝔞 𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔯𝔱 𝔞 𝔠𝔲𝔩𝔱 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔪𝔢?

Remedy for Brøken Hearts (Prod. Yusha)

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