Full but Empty

A Long Ways Away

I Needed You

Music and Lyrics - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - Devin James
Electric guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Bass - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Singing and Vocals - Cruz Allen Bellflower

------Lyrics------
You sit over there
You sit, you think and you cry
You cry, and have another drink
You didn't even know the lies that they could tell you
So they could feed you
And control how you feel

They wanted you to feel like shit
You cried, you believed them
They deceived you
Wholeheartedly and honestly
They couldn't fathom that that time would never be
Forced and gone, to never be

That reality, will never be
They imply that that shit was gonna happen
Inevitably
And ravaged the lives of a few unfortunate lives
Who in now won't ever be

Unfathomable, undenying times
To live, to breathe, to feel
But now since you were deprived of proper reprieve
God knows that reality will never be

Shut
The
Fuck
Up

Blinded by their emotions
They wouldn't believe you
Forced by hand to remove
The pain of growth
The challenge oflife
The fuck of fam think that they loved you
But they can't fathom a time
A time who knows
Forced to never be is a crime
A crime
The biggest crime
It's a crime

Nothing will bring them back

Pushed out defaced
A disgrace to reality
A sign of grace
Forces all of them to face it right now
In all of its finality
The end to the beginning forced by hand to not be is a tragedy

Unfathomable acts of man
To push a person to act and act so grand
You will never know, how it is to not be
We will never understand such a tiny act so grand
To never be 
In reality
To never feel
A forced tragedy
To never be 
In reality
To never feel
A forced tragedy

You never ever really wanted this reality
The pain you felt, will bring an end to your loving hospitality
A sad few thoughts and tales
The lies they said
The catalyst of the life
To never be
To never be
To never be
To never be

To Never Be

Their Grasp

Music and Lyrics - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - Two Sides Same Story
Electric guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Bass - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Singing and Vocals - Cruz Allen Bellflower

------Lyrics------
I need you
To recover up from my
I'll take you
In order to survive my
They'll bring you
Just all for my enjoyment
I'll take you
Just all for my enjoyment

There's no more
Of my precious sustenance
I need more
Or else I can't function
You're on the floor
Your brain and body's bleeding

Guzzle Beast

Music and Lyrics - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - Devin James
Electric guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Bass - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Singing and Vocals - Cruz Allen Bellflower

------Lyrics------
Oh
Hey, how's it going
Yea I
I don't know dude
I
All this
It's been rough cause
It's been really rough
I
I really don't what's going on in my classes
And I'm just out of it with all of them
And I just have no clue what I'm doing
And honestly, I don't think I can do anything
I don't think I
I don't think I'll ever be happy in life
Doing anything that's possible For me to do
I don't
I don't think this life is
Worth me
But if I
I don't know
Opportunities come up but they just don't seem enticing
I just don't know what to do
Because everyone
Everyone, wants me to succeed
but it's almost like they don't understand what succeeding is to me
So it's just this battle
Of them telling me what to do when I'm really
Really unhappy
With everything that's going on
And it's gotten to the point where I really don't know what to do right now
I really don't know
What to do
I just wish they'd
Be quiet sometimes

Quiet
Quiet
Quiet
Quiet
Quiet
Quiet
Quiet
Quiet

The pain I sit
No one knows
My struggle

Why is it when I feel on top
You shoot me down
Why is it when I feel on top
You shoot me down
Why is it when I'm actually winning
You shoot me down
Why is it when, I'm satisfied
you shot me down

You
Shot
Me
Down

Music and Lyrics - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - Devin James
Electric guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Bass - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Singing and Vocals - Cruz Allen Bellflower

------Lyrics------
We stand tall
Fuck

IHATELIFE

Music and Lyrics - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - Devin James
Electric guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Bass - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Singing and Vocals - Cruz Allen Bellflower

------Lyrics------
Avast a piercing to the veil
For years, men will sing this tale
A month, right before the fall
Into eternal slumber

Die Heathen

Once more, cuffed to the man
Before one can be so grand
At last, one man will fall
And bring us down, all

Unhand the one who stands tall
Better than you all
The unbroken who must prevail
Reaching a new goal

Unhand The Unbroken

Music and Lyrics - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - Drums by 444, John Page Contraband
Electric guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Bass - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Singing and Vocals - Cruz Allen Bellflower

------Lyrics------
Some things never change
With the serum in my veins
I can't live for too long I've been
A slave to her for far too long now
The way I had felt
Never anything I'd kill for
Give not to my worst contender
For I can't escape my pain from her

It's unbearable

It
Just 
Keeps 
Going 
on
It
Just 
Keeps 
Going 
on

The thoughts inside me
Conform around me
Killing me kindly
(A soul without a fort)

Things she willed in 
To my head spin
Interior rot gin
(To scare the pain away)

The stigma rising 
To come and kill me
So why not just sit
(And shoot me in the face)

Sanity's dying
Will is crying
Everyone's leaving
(I think this is the end)

Some things stay the same
Caught up in your mental game
You drove me insane
I just had to get away
From that same mental cage with
All the same toys to play with
You never changed
And you'll never learn from your mistake

It Just Keeps Going

Music and Lyrics - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - Devin James, Joey Ford
Electric guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Bass - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Singing and Vocals - Cruz Allen Bellflower

------Lyrics------
Walk away
Walk away
This face has gone 
And pushed him solely
Repeated again
And again
And again 
And again


Blind to what this means to you
He'll become a leach on you
Pray so he may find his way
(Normal rotation)
Ignorant and seething through
Kill any hope for Gru
Maybe it's just not his day
(Normal rotation)

Fight internal light
To flee rebuttal
To find his leash
Again
No
To be and
To seethe
That's free
The time for 
Risk is now

No more
Right now
No more
Right now
No more
Right now
No more
Right now
Bitch

Dividing his
Will power up
The vessel
Don't mind 
He'll miss again
See
I fought and 
I breathed
For me
I can't show
Any more
Power

No more
Right now
No more
Right now
No more
Right now
No more
Right now
Bitch

(To see)
(To be) 
(I need)
(To eat)
(To see)
(To be) 
(I need)
(To eat)
(To see)
I crave candy 
For my extra funzee ABC for free
Nobody can help me
For I am

Blind to what this means to you
I'll become a leach on you
Pray so I may find my way
(Normal rotation)
Ignorant and seething through
Kill any hope for Gru
Maybe it's just not my day
(Normal rotation)

Dank Candy

Music and Lyrics - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - Devin James
Electric guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Bass - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Singing and Vocals - Cruz Allen Bellflower

------Lyrics------
When I see your face
I run and Hide
I can't stand to be 
Up by your side
The wretched stench of
Greed it radiates
The dull and lifeless
Seed it spreads its hate

I don't know why
I 
Don't see what you see
The prophets write about me
But I still can't tell where I stand
Where should I be
How should I 
Go on
(I can't stand to play this shit)
(I can't stand to play this shit)

I dream a nightmarish creek
Takes my cake
The first and only
Award at stake
It's bullshit I can't enjoy
This form of art
But maybe it's better 
For myself

(I can't stand this shit)
(I can't stand this shit)
(I can't stand this shit)

When I see that shit 
With my eyes
I turn away and wipe 
The tears I cry
That wretched shit should've had more depth
Why does it get 
So much praise

I don't know why
I 
Don't see what you see
The prophets write about me
But I still can't tell where I stand
Where should I be
And how should I 
Go on

Hermaeus Mora

Music and Lyrics - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - Drums by 444
Acoustic guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Singing and Vocals - Cruz Allen Bellflower

------Lyrics------
We'll pack this morning
Expunge all the life you see
Come here and take this money
To teach ya that this life's not free

Let's set sail
Upon the lake again
Lest not maiden afire
We're not free
Lest the bank again
Lest the meter's expired

Break the seal
Take down the man again
I fear that I matter
We're not real
After the week is spent
I'll give up weak and retire

Packing The Tape

Music and Lyrics - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - Drums by 444
Electric guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Bass - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Singing and Vocals - Cruz Allen Bellflower

Reality Isn't Real

Music and Lyrics - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - Devin James
Electric guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Bass - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Singing and Vocals - Cruz Allen Bellflower

------Lyrics------
Assault my mind
With your being
Space Masochist 
Yup

Free the Slave
Fight for
Degenerocity's sake
Far Away
From anyone who
Feels the same
I can't even
Think Straight
About it
We can't Communicate

Take the one who falls
Assault them in their walls
The vision permeates
The source of input states
Reality simulates
For this degenerate
For he can't understand
The power at his hand

Free me from this torture
The power to will this moment
Will burn through my heart
It's last E kick start
I'll pick all the pieces
Rearrange them senseless
To fix my broken heart
A power surge too far

Again
You try to be their friend
But you don't understand
You tore them end from end
The war that you now wage
Will rupture your birdcage
For this degenerate 
Has the power
To forget

A broken stand
One more closing to understand
His brainrot's burned up his friend
Nobody left to withstand

Once more
You have them on the floor
The force that you now awake
Was awoken for a small mistake
You assault
Their being as a whole
Entirely without soul
This vision permeates
Through the lie that you berate

Free me from this torture
His inbred brain will rupture
For there's no hope for my heart
A single action I'll take part
Assault the one who calls
Before one can control
So here's to a new start
The wounds tearing me apart

Assault

Music and Lyrics - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - MetalDrums101
Electric guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Bass - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Singing and Vocals - Cruz Allen Bellflower

------Lyrics------
Damn
Damn
Damn
Damn

Look and see
This monstrosity (The knife goes deeper)
Created to be seen
A creature, so obscene (The likes of a failure)
The silent stare (They're watching me)
You must bear (I can't do this)
For in three days (I will perish)
You'll show the world (I'll show the world)
What you can do (What I can do)

Damn
Damn
Damn
Damn

Fuck
The knife will turn
And bring with it, the land
Your future will
Be mine to command

The plan to take his bones 
To will
Can't wait
The force I'll bring to you
To make
This right
If I must fall
Then god must take
Me away
I'll curse thee 
For sins
You know
You will
Regret

You're done
You're done
You're done

I will forsee
Your demise
The last time you see
You will feel
The rain
I will show you all what
I can
Do
I will show you all what
I can do
This time
You all will see what I can do
This time
You all will see what I can do
This time
Liquid thunder you will know
The water falls behind
But thee will Befall

Silent Waterfall

Music and Lyrics - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - Devin James
Electric guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Bass - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Singing and Vocals - Cruz Allen Bellflower

------Lyrics------
Rot
Rot
Rot

As you stand there
Do you feel it
Beauty for the
Few who feel it
But you
You don't see it
But you
You don't see it
But you
You don't see it
But you
You don't see it

Noooo (Fired Again)
Noooo (Fired Again)
Noooo (Fired, I'm free, again)
Noooo (Fired Again)
Noooo (Fired Again)
Noooo (Fired, I'm free, again)

The Trees will fight again
The leaves won't fall
Again

When he takes his place
Will you keep them safe
And water them away 
May the sun giveth life
Comfort the slaves
And put them away
The sky may rest away
Their lives must stay the same

While they take you
Do you feel it
Punishment for 
Those who blew it
But you
You ruined it
But you
You ruined it
But you
You ruined it
But you
You ruined it

Noooo (Plan ruined, Again)
Noooo (Plan ruined, Again)
Noooo (Plan ruined, Again because of you)
Noooo (Plan ruined, Again)
Noooo (Plan ruined, Again)
Noooo (Plan ruined, Again because of you)
Yes

Slow
All
You
All because of you

Bhutanese Shadow Garden

Music and Lyrics - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - Drums by 444
Electric guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Bass - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Singing and Vocals - Cruz Allen Bellflower

------Lyrics------
Again
At then
Sin after sin
Troubled try again

Unable to be
Free in this body
Release me from my sleep
I need no body
Release me from my lease
I need nobody 
Any more
Any more
Any more
Any more
Any more

Synthetical
It's funny too
Forget me now

Forget me
Forget me now
No one needs to think
About
Anymore
Forget me
Now
Forget me
Now
Forget me
Now

Forget me now
Forget me now
Forget me now
Forget me now
Forget me

No more
No
More
Anymore
I'm just draining
Everybody
Of Joy

Again
At then
Sin after sin
Troubled try again
But not again
Not until then
No more Zen
I'll never try again

Zenophile

Music and Lyrics - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - Devin James
Electric guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Bass - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Singing and Vocals - Cruz Allen Bellflower

------Lyrics------
She said she's broken
She said she's broken
She said she's broken

You say that 
You say that
You say
You say you're gone
You say that 
You say that
You say
You say you're gone

A 
Long time ago
You said
You could set me free
Proving
To me
I'm wanted
Unlonely
But then you say to gun
And run towards the sun
What the fuck is any of this mean to you
Anymore

I forgot
Cause you don't show
Many months
That you said ago
Long time
To disperse the seed
A painful ride
I concur indeed

You say that 
You say that
You say
You say you're gone
You say that 
You say that
You say
You say you're gone

And now you're gone
And now you're gone
And now you're gone

We'll forgo
This pro forbodes
The Klan will thrive
And pull their bows
To get inside
Disturb the peace
A painful ride
I concur indeed

You say that 
You say that
You say
You say you're gone
You say that 
You say that
You say
You say you're gone

Radioactive Inclusion Zone

Multi-Level Mobile Vehicle Carrier

Music and Lyrics - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - Devin James
Electric guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Bass - Cruz Allen Bellflower

Let Me Help You

Music and Lyrics - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - John Page Contraband
Electric guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Bass - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Singing and Vocals - Cruz Allen Bellflower

------Lyrics------
A mirror reflects all it sees
The imperfect wreck
My reality
The turning clock forever ticks
The blow, the drugs
The flower's wrecked
My will I've sworn
I swore to kill
This bitch must take the pill to rest
This bitch must drink the potion next
The fallen one
Will never sing

The fallen son
Has no more to bring
The five for more peace
To his reality
No more I'll wait
To see again
No more you'll wait
My time is then

Good thing
For you
Good news for you
No more trouble with me
I'm free
I'm free

Blinded by the light 
I see them
All dressed up 
The perfect heathens
Force fed wealth for health
For no reason
I can't see
The blinds are shading
Power's out
It's all concaving
No can do
Not for you
You

But for me
This will set me free
All I see
Are colors
All I see
Is colors
All I see
Colors
All
Colors

The fallen one
Just wait and see
Watery eyes
Candles lit with trees
A forgotten thing
I'll become in time
No more will I
Slow down their grind

They're all calling
Time is waning
Bloody shoes
A bloody painting
Insured too
Perfect for you
All because I cannot take it
Force fed pain
I could not take it
Unlocked for you
No more stress
Stress

No more stress
I'll give you
No more stress
All I see
Are colors
All I see
Are colors
All I see
Are colors
All I see
Are colors

Got him blocked in
Blocked in
No

Colors

Music and Lyrics - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - Devin James, John Page Contraband
Electric guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Bass - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Singing and Vocals - Cruz Allen Bellflower

------Lyrics------
It's just fine
Tear it all apart
To pieces
To dust
Make it art

Fuck fuck fine
Fuck fuck fuck blind
Fuck fuck fuck fuck thine
Fuck fuck fuck die

Dead, you're dead
You're dead
You died
No longer 
Alive
You're dead
You died

Dead dead dead die
Dead dead die
Dead dead dead die
You're dead
You died

All this time
Forced to be kind
I'm dead

When I wanted
What I needed
You took it all away
When I worked hard
Cleared all my scars
I gave it all away
Forced upon me
Not very kindly
To keep until the day
You will find that
No one likes it
When you're dead gone and away
Yea

I'm dead

When we needed
When we pleaded
It was all shunned away
No longer will I
Ask for your eyes
To give but a gaze

Gone and forgotten
A graphed statistic
To be studied
To Complain
About nothing
Not to understand
But to Argue
I am but one victim
To the system

Fwaltzilization (Dead Man's Waltz)

Music and Lyrics - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - Devin James
Electric guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Bass - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Singing and Vocals - Cruz Allen Bellflower

------Lyrics------
You sit over there
You sit, you think and you cry
You cry, and have another drink
You didn't even know the lies that they could tell you
So they could feed you
And control how you feel

They wanted you to feel like shit
You cried, you believed them
They deceived you
Wholeheartedly and honestly
They couldn't fathom that that time would never be
Forced and gone, to never be

That reality, will never be
They imply that that shit was gonna happen
Inevitably
And ravaged the lives of a few unfortunate lives
Who in now won't ever be

Unfathomable, undenying times
To live, to breathe, to feel
But now since you were deprived of proper reprieve
God knows that reality will never be

Shut
The
Fuck
Up

Blinded by their emotions
They wouldn't believe you
Forced by hand to remove
The pain of growth
The challenge of life
The fuck of fam think that they loved you
But they can't fathom a time
A time who knows
Forced to never be is a crime
A crime
The biggest crime
It's a crime

Nothing will bring them back

Pushed out defaced
A disgrace to reality
A sign of grace
Forces all of them to face it right now
In all of its finality
The end to the beginning forced by hand to not be is a tragedy

Unfathomable acts of man
To push a person to act and act so grand
You will never know, how it is to not be
We will never understand such a tiny act so grand
To never be 
In reality
To never feel
A forced tragedy
To never be 
In reality
To never feel
A forced tragedy

You never ever really wanted this reality
The pain you felt, will bring an end to your loving hospitality
A sad few thoughts and tales
The lies they said
The catalyst of the life
To never be
To never be
To never be
To never be

Music - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - Devin James
Electric guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower

Particle Excelerator

Music and Lyrics - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - Devin James, 54 drums
Electric guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Bass - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Singing and Vocals - Cruz Allen Bellflower

------Lyrics------
Sunny days, sunny days
Sunny days, sunny days
Sunny days, sunny days
Sunny days, sunny days
Sunny days, sunny days
Sunny days, sunny days

Nothing seems right I just don't know
Punctured lungs and a fucked up glow

Please don't go
Later in time, the wounds will falter slow
Ravage cities I'll do
I'll find a way to group up
A sign will never shutter
The will, the way, I'll explore that after you

Us throwback
Us throwback
Please don't go now

Please, please don't go
Please please, don't go

That quilted smile, will bring me to tears
Her lucid touch, will stay with me forever

Please don't go
Time never felt so slow
Ravaged and sunken
The garden's last contender founded
A rather fun but fast adventure
Another time but only after you

Us throwback
Us throwback
Please don't go now
Please don't go now

Sunny days, sunny days
Sunny days, sunny days
Sunny days, sunny days
Sunny days, sunny days
Sunny days, sunny days
Sunny days, sunny days

Please Don't Go

Music - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - John Page Contraband
Acoustic guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Bass - Cruz Allen Bellflower

IHah NIhT G.O,

Music and Lyrics - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Music - Noah Kantor
Drums - Free Drum Loops, Taustanauhat
Electric guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Bass - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Singing and Vocals - Cruz Allen Bellflower

------Lyrics------
It's important, forget all of your dreams
It's tonight that I'll show you, it's not what it seems
She looks at her, and she's wondering the same:
Will they be back in time?
Doomed out, to the same mistake

Forged an iron greave with latches on the grave
Forced and loaded down, the noises, where they are, they'll escape
No one knows, the lashes to her face
Turn around, and there's no tomorrow
(I know that sound) It'll never be the same
(I know that sound) The worst it yet to come

Doomed

Fatties In France

Music and Lyrics - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - John Page Contraband
Electric guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Bass - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Singing and Vocals - Cruz Allen Bellflower

------Lyrics------
I know you're right, an eighth of it would
In a better world we could se this through
Just because Rome has fallen
God has picked his nose serendipitously a stalker
One last straw for the working man
One less night I'll have to spend
I'll see this though I'm telling you
I'm telling you

Stop, don't talk, you're just a man
Why fight your birth is just as grand

I'm told I'm crazy can't you believe them
I'm feeling finally how can that be bad
You need to die, you don't hear me
I don't need a bitch up in my ear
I need to go, can you hear me
You're not lonely, this isn't my fault
I need a key, a special key, a princess key
Now it's all up to you

I'll set you up
I can't breath
I'm dying

Well you see your ass should've listened to me
You fight  for the right, to die with no one by your side

I know you're right, I can't see my phone
I'm delirious, I'm fucked
Just maybe fine, I'll try another time
I can't stand you, Watching me work
Me cry, me burp
I'll literally do anything for you
Why can't I seem to let you through

Stop you will, cause a scene
It's okay the key is to breathe

It's Key

Music and Lyrics - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Drums - Devin James
Electric guitar - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Bass - Cruz Allen Bellflower
Singing and Vocals - Cruz Allen Bellflower

------Lyrics------
The rope will end in a few moments
I will kill you with a hammer
Just to see your untimely demise
The chair won't break it'll rot
Your corpse will combine, rot, grow, drop, flow, not full, but bloat

Feel the ride, it's good inside
The end it's quite alright
You're the problem tonight

Grow, Grow

When it flows, you'll surely know
We're passed that
You're better than that

Grab your tool, cig gone asunder
Broken wall, another blunder
Grab your tool, cig gone asunder
Broken wall, another blunder
Grab your tool, cig gone asunder
Broken wall, another blunder
Grab your tool, cig gone asunder
Broken wall, another blunder

I will kill you with a hammer
I will be your reason to grow
Free throw another basket
You'll die without a tome

But no one can tell
His life before he fell
It's been a while
Too long

I will kill you with a hammer
The past can stay right there
For tonight I'll write you something
You'll see you were terribly wrong
When I kill you with a hammer
Know that your purpose was right
I needed you more than you think
But now we must do more than think

I Will Kill You With A Hammer

Me and my Gtx 1070

Desperation Turns Misery

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Yo we should probably leave

just do it bruh

That's Not My McFly

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Serves em right

I wanna Take It Back

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