This is alt version "I Lose Myself" (White Spell EP)
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★ Independent Artist in Winnipeg, MB, Canada ★

The music and lyrical form reflects the moments
in this crazy and beautiful world that I've either
experienced or have personally been witness to.

The stories I share deliver a rapturous, purple
and metaphorical depth within the lyrics to bring
a personal feeling and deep emotional connection.

Copyright ©️ 2025 TJ Real ✪ All Rights Reserved.

Lose Myself

Fearless

Starmilk Flow

He saved me
He made me
He created me
To be like Him
Fully known and loved
Forever enough

God is love
He is the great almighty 
God is love 
He’s always beside me
God is love
He is three in one
God is love
He gave his only son 

Oh He teaches 
His loves reaches 
Into the depths of my soul
Oh he makes me bold
My God makes me whole 

God is love
He is the great almighty 
God is love 
He’s always beside me
God is love
He is three in one
God is love
He gave his only son 
Oh God is love 

Yeah God is love
And love is God
He is for us
When this world is not
Yes God is love
And love is God
He is for us
When this world is not
Oh yes God is love
And love is God
He is for us 
When this world is not 
Oh God is love 

Yes He saved me
He made me
He created me
To be like Him
Fully known and loved
Forever enough

God is love
He is the great almighty 
God is love 
He’s always beside me
God is love
He is three in one
God is love
He gave his only son 
Oh God is love 

Yeah God is love
And love is God
He is for us
When this world is not
Yes God is love
And love is God
He is for us
When this world is not
Oh yes God is love
And love is God
He is for us 
When this world is not 
Oh God is love

Love is God, God is Love (Hadley’s Song)

A haunting reflection on modern life — trapped in routine, chasing dreams we don’t believe in, smiling through silent pain. The Cage dives deep into the emotional grind of existing in a world built on illusion. For everyone who’s ever felt stuck, numb, or unheard — this one’s for you.

#TheCage #ChristopherClow #AltRap #EmoRap #ConsciousRap #DarkPop #HipHopSoul #NewMusic #DeepLyrics #EmotionalTrap #SadRap #LoFiVibes #ModernLife #CagedBird #MentalHealthMusic #RealOnes #Songwriter #UndergroundMusic #TruthInBars #VibeMusic #SoulInChains


The Cage


If love was hate… and hate was love…
Would we still call it pain,
or would we just call it us?

 “Mmm… love… hate…”)


We fight to feel, we love to bleed,
Confuse what we want with what we need.
Every kiss feels like a crime,
Every lie still sounds like a rhyme.

 Like a rhyme, like a rhyme…


 We build our heaven from broken faith.
 And call it love when we can’t escape.
Ohh, what are we running from?


If love was hate and hate was love,
Would it still hurt, or would it lift us up?
If right was wrong and wrong was right,
Would we still fight, or hold on tight?
If love was hate… and hate was love…

“Would it still be love…”)


We fall for pain like it’s holy fire,
Can’t tell devotion from desire.
Every “sorry” feels the same,
Another verse in a losing game.

 Losing game… losing game…


 Maybe we don’t know what we’re feeling.
 Maybe love’s just pain that’s healing.
If hate can hold and love can burn…
Then maybe both are lessons we learn.



If hate was love…
Would you still need me?
If love was pain…
Would you still believe me?

 “believe me… believe me…”)


If love was hate and hate was love,
Would we still pray to the stars above?
If truth was lies and lies were true,
Would I still find my way to you?


If love was hate… and hate was love…
Would it still mean… us?

“Would it still mean… us… oh yeah…”)



 Love… hate… love… hate…
If love was hate…
then I guess we never knew what it really was.



F.I.H. – “If Love Was Hate (and Hate Was Love

Time like it waits for her Every step, a silent blur
Midnight eyes, heartbeat slow Every move, tells what words don't show
When she moves the room, forgets to breathe And every tick of time believes
The way she turns, the way she stays Got the odds falling in her place

And I swear, when her rhythm starts Even clocks stop counting hearts
It ticks like she moves Every second, tracing her groove
She don't rush, she don't lose Time bends to what she do
It ticks like she moves Every glance, a deja vu

She's a beat the world keeps too It ticks like she moves
Her silence sounds like melody Her shadow feels like gravity
Every breath, a verse in disguise Every look, another sunrise
The clock don't tell her what to do It listens, every tick, every breath

It learns her rhythm She moves
When she's gone, the world feels still When she's near, time bends it will
It ticks like she moves Every second, tracing her groove
She don't rush, she don't lose Time just follows what she do

It ticks like she moves Every moment, feels brand new
She's the rhythm time runs to It ticks like she moves
Every second sounds like a name Every heartbeat moves the same

It Ticks Like She Moves

🎶 Title: DEBT COLLECTOR (The Neo-Soul Claim)
Genre: Neo-Soul / R&B (Mid-Tempo Groove) Vibe: Confident, Cool, Groovy, Unbothered, and Absolutely Demanding

DEBT COLLECTOR (The Neo-Soul Claim)

Addicted to you 

[Verse 1]
Baby, when you came my way,
I didn’t know my heart could break that way.
You were my heaven and my sin,
Pulled me close, then let me in.
Now I’m floatin’ between the high and low,
Lost my mind when you let me go.
You hit deep — I can’t defend,
You were the start and the bitter end.

[Pre-Chorus]
You pull me out, I fall right in,
Round and round — the same old spin.
Every touch just cuts me raw,
But I still come back for more.

[Chorus]
You’re my poison, I can’t break free,
Every heartbeat bleeds for me.
You stain my veins, you burn my truth,
I can’t get clean from you.
You’re my poison, my heavy crave,
Every high just fades away.
I break, I crawl, I beg, I do —
I can’t get clean from you.

[Verse 2]
You haunt my skin, you haunt my sleep,
Every breath, you’re underneath.
I tell myself, “I’m done this time,”
But I’m still yours in my mind.
Say my name — I lose control,
You light the match, I feed my soul.
It’s poison lips, déjà vu,
I overdose on you.

[Pre-Chorus]
I swore I’d quit, I swore I’d mend,
But love like this don’t ever end.
Every fix just burns me through,
Still I crave the taste of you.

[Chorus]
You’re my poison, I can’t break free,
Every heartbeat bleeds for me.
You stain my veins, you burn my truth,
I can’t get clean from you.
You’re my poison, my heavy crave,
Every high just fades away.
I break, I crawl, I beg, I do —
I can’t get clean from you.

[Bridge]
Cold sweats, no sleep,
You’re the ache I keep.
Every time I fall apart,
You’re the fire in my heart.

[Final Chorus / Outro]
You’re my poison, I can’t break free,
Every heartbeat bleeds for me.
You stain my veins, you burn my truth,
I can’t get clean from you.
You’re my poison, my heavy crave,
Every high just fades away.
I break, I crawl, I beg, I do —
I can’t get clean from you.

Copyright (c) 2025 Lisa Andreou * All Rights Reserved

Addicted to you

Favorite Christmas Songs 

V.1: 

Falling snowflakes blink like fireflies  

Keeping time to twinkling Christmas Lights  

Laughter fills the room and music softly plays 

Favorite Christmas songs fill the night  

V.2:  

I'll be Home for Christmas. Oh-Hark the Herald Angels Sing   

Deck the Halls this Silent Night. Blissful notes of My Favorite Things 

Chorus:  

Ohh-Oh favorite Christmas songs 

Songs of love in its many forms  

Celebrate the Gift that was born  

And sing favorite Christmas songs 

V.3:  

Santa Claus is Coming to Town  

Jingle Bells and Sleigh Rides Let it Snow  

All I want for Christmas is you  

You and me under the Mistletoe  

 

Bridge:  

Ohh-Oh, Joy to The World. Do You Hear What I Hear 

Peace on Earth Goodwill to Men. Merry Christmas everyone 

Everywhere. Come now join in favorite Christmas songs 

Chorus:  

Ohh-Oh favorite Christmas songs  

Songs of love in its many forms  

Celebrate the Gift that was born 

Oh-Oh-sing favorite Christmas songs  

Outro: 

Yes 'tis the Season that blends  

The wishes and hopes that we sing  

In the storms in the calm with voices strong  

Oh, Come All Ye Faithful sing sing sing 

Favorite Christmas songs 

Hmmm...Hmmm...Hmmm

Favorite Christmas Songs

These songs often evolve from thoughts that sometimes lead me to think, "I wonder how that would sound if put to music." My hope is that you, the listener, enjoy hearing them as much as I do composing them.
B.T.W., these creations are available for licensing. All Rights, Privileges, and Copyrights belong to the author/creator: ME.

Favorite Christmas Songs

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