Possible

[prod. convolk x angst]

I think ill move to LA on some real shit
Got a lotta shit ion wanna deal wit
Think i pop more pills til i feel it
Think ill drink more until this beer hit

Call you up car have it pick you up
Im tryna drop a xan down in my cup
Wish i was a beamerboy in this truck
Pack my whole life up baby wish me luck

No i aint okay 
Come up on the way
Dont fuck with my gang
You just might get sprayed

I think ill move to LA on some real shit
Got a lotta shit ion wanna deal wit
Think i pop more pills til i feel it
Think ill drink more until this beer hit

Call you up car have it pick you up
Im tryna drop a xan down in my cup
Wish i was a beamerboy in this truck
Pack my whole life up baby wish me luck

blurred traffic

prod @notmorgn

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd_Xqqx_St8

whats wrong or whats right
im bouta take a flight like should i say goodbye 
fuck that imma hold onto my pride
momma raised a soldier so i can't afford to cry
lookin back i see the knife in my back now
lookin at life wishing i was in the background 
lookin back i see my future in the past now
90 in the whip like should i crash now

im so sick of this im so sick of shit nobody listening 
demons all around diamonds wet just like a christening 
wait why you always high when you call me
why'd u ask what's wrong when you saw me (X2)

chemicals running through my veins i just wanna sleep 
feelings bleeding out my brain but right now i can't feel a thing 
woke up late time to waste away
my favorite days are the rainy days
let it soak in then i throw it all away
i try my best but this feeling always stays
you know i try but you gotta gimme space
and i dont wanna hurt you if you get in my way

(hook)

reach out just to waste my time
its the young waste of space 
with his headphones on
call me when you need me baby
but i know im the last resort
you said that you love me
how the fuck could you just love a ghost
you said that you love me baby
i said we are not that close

(hook)

reach out just to waste my time
its the young waste of space 
with his headphones on
call me when you need me baby
but i know im the last resort
you said that you love me
how the fuck could you just love a ghost
you said that you love me baby
i said we are not that close

im so sick of this

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VyMz-LiCySE&feature=youtu.be&ab_channel=yesterday

prod: @whatevenisreal

my shawty think i drink too much
my homies know i think too much
i crack a 40
roll a dutch
pop ambien to sleep
i pour some out for all my team
i wear my heart out on my sleeves
a burden boy until i die
i hope it ends tonight

ohhhhh
you do not know what the fuck that ive been thru
ohhhhh
writin these songs just to vent bout my issues
ohhhhh
you can tell by all the lyrics that i fuckin miss you
fuck all these feelings
id rather not deal
pull up in the whip
put my head to the steel

ohhhhh
im sorry if you found out
ohhhh
i wonder how youre doing
put the past right out my brain
i never will address a thing
slowly decay by 21
my soul will lead me to my grave
my hair is blonde
my heart is black
these bitches never hit me back
my headphones on
as i walk alone
thru places
used to call my home
i just wanna drink my life away
with hopes that i wont wake today
i hate how people give a shit
just let me rest in peace

Follow me <3

burden boy (prod. br//oken)

shawdy wanna love me till my heart stops
blow up on the track like i'm a pop rock
i just made a number off a feature
ima keep on rockin crystal clear

let me rot, decaying or not
ill still make the bops make you scream till you drop
smoke till you cough, drink till your soft
you cry in your bed cause your ex did you wrong

smokin allot i been puffin that potent all day till  i drop
i don't care about you or the the things that you cop
i been locked in my room everyday makin bops

one thing is clear i've always been the same
never changin rearranging all the people out of frame
wanna talk about the money always focused on the fame
kinda funny how they treat me differently its fuckin lame

bright pink tee tans jeans same me
bright blue eyes you'll never see x2

shawdy wanna love me till my heart stops
blow up on the track like i'm a pop rock
i just made a number off a feature
ima keep on rockin crystal clear

let me rot, decaying or not
ill still make the bops make you scream till you drop
smoke till you cough, drink till your soft
you cry in your bed cause your ex did you wrong x2

bright pink tee tan jeans same me, bright blue eyes you'll never see again

crystal clear! w/ guardin (prod. ugly zucc x pinknokia)

Heartsick Demons (Prod. Deliverthecrush) out on spotify

WHY DON'T U FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM YET HOES :( @JAKKYBOIII
JK LOVE YOU BUT ACTUALLY THO 💖
VIDEO LINK: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qD2tCSQ_CkE

fuck another hoe
i still feel alone
u think that i’m fine but i just don’t let it show
ya why u gotta mean so much to me 
why u gotta mean so much to me 

I was always there
no one really care
don’t act like u did baby don’t u fucking dare
ya why u gotta mean so much to me 
why u gotta mean so much to me, ya

i feel like i’m dead when i wake up in the morning
take it as a joke but should see it as a warning
i’m a pretty boy but so fucked u aint don't see
i don’t give a fuck if i did nobody’d know me 

She just make me feel like these girls did in highschool
throbbing on my heart like a bad bitch I hate you
she gon tell me lies after all that we been thru
I thought it was lust then i started to fall too

DEEP
IN LOVE
u got my heart like beating like on and on and on

GET OUT
MY WAY
i can’t let pain take back the truth
(and) it’s so far gone
can't replace u

Why u gotta mean so much? (VIDEO OUT NOW!)

Art by murdertoysmatt

Darkness shines through the cracks
of the walls I'm in and the air get's heavy
As I'm trying to shine brighter
I'm drinking from the glass that was handed down
by a fallen angel
Could the poison takes me higher

Got 10 Demons I swear that they want me dead
Now I'm in my feelings when I should be chasin bread
Thoughts deceiving us, this should be like a game
I'm racing you to the grave, cause every day is the same

Lock and load it's a battle zone in my fuckin life
Every enemy's a vice, if a demon's tryna fight
Drop his body on sight, semi auto is my light
I'm the target and the night, whole fight
Cause the conflict is only in my head
Try to stay strong while I wanna be dead
I pull up to the gravestone and the dates wrong
Scratch a new engraving I'm here to fight long

10 D3M0NS

Prod. Taz Taylor x Nick Mira x Etrou Beats

Did It Again

Lil Tecca - Did It Again

(prod. blade901)
soundcloud.com/blade_901

[lyrics]

ya i wake up at night again
breaking entitlement 
folding my hands to the back of my head
obvious tension, furious silence
cover in canvas in august.

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

you taught me how to not be there
while mommy always taught me not to stop and stare
these people i erase from my thoughts go where?
i'm sick of every lie that i cry with swear

it's been a long time, i'm feelin like shit
pick up the gun, now i'm wid it
i'm feelin fucked up, i wanna get buck
just lost my mind like i'm vision
blood splattered all in my kitchen
she wanna think that it's pretend 
not comin back for a minute
i'm gone but i'm still singin
 
she's so cold
hold me close and dont let me go
baby that's fine
you leave me alone all the time
oh yeah, please tell me was it worth it
too many fucking voices they're echoing
in my head
oh wait, now tell me where your hiding
left me with nothing when I was ten
but now i'm crying

i see you stand all alone
outside our house i watched you go
not enough to feel bad, just enough to let go
every thought in my head eats away at my soul
mom and dad are upset, I don't know what to do
i was just a young boy crying alone in my room

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

don't enter pt. 3 (prod. blade901)

prod me <3

(chorus)
my phone is dead don't text me
should've known you'd break my heart right when you met me
now i'm over it
now i'm used to this
feel like gucci bitch
yeah i'm so sick of this

(verse)
i drop bars like nukes
drop bombs like its m dub 2
bitch who the fuck are you?
cause i don't got a clue

i can't get to trippin over bitches like you

ima write all night till my hands get tired
like she's a liar i can't believe i liked her
i need a lighter, i need a drink
i don't need the alcohol but i don't wanna think

(chorus)
my phone is dead don't text me
should've known you'd break my heart right when you met me
now i'm over it
now i'm used to this
feel like gucci bitch
yeah i'm so sick of this

(verse)
i smoke now, i get high
i get wasted, to get by
i'm so fucked up, i still cry
i don't miss you tho i guess i'm alright

at least the drugs work
at least my songs bang
at least my moms good
at least her rents paid

at least my love life, isn't sideways
my hearts broken but my phones on vibrate

(chorus)
my phone is dead don't text me
should've known you'd break my heart right when you met me
now i'm over it
now i'm used to this
feel like gucci bitch
yeah i'm so sick of this x2

(outro)
phone died, feelings died like myspace
hundred texts no reply no time mate
are you good nate? lie and say i'm great
but fuck that i wanna die like everyday

don't text me

One of One

guccihighwaters - little things

day 38 cant make it
counting scars like marks in the pavement
all the love in me turned to hatred
and beautiful things bring pain when
they're gone like we all will be
wish I could kill my fucking feelings
stuck in this hell scratched your name in the ceiling
starting to think that this is really how it ends
been 6 months since I've seen you
hope you're doing good yea me too
things have changed so much and I've seen a new life
it all fell into place without you by my side
then 10 years came and went so quick
your first love's gone and got 3 kids
it took so long but there's so much I've missed
I've learned life hurts but I love this

And all I ever really wanted was you in it
Maybe I'm meant to spend forever as a masochist

all I have left is in my head
a blank space with your name in it
wish you would have stayed but I understand
went too deep and drowned again
I think the pain made me love instead
pulled out the oages inside my head
felt what it means to see everything and
every being for what it is
I still miss you so much
but everythings hopeless and its not so bad
add another slash and run it back screaming

Day 38 cant make it
counting scars like marks in the pavement
all the love in me turned to hatred
and beautiful things bring pain when
they're gone like we all will be
wish I could kill my fucking feelings
stuck in this hell scratched your name in the ceiling
starting to think that this is really how it ends
been 6 months since I've seen you
hope you're doing good yea me too
things have changed so much and I've seen a new life
It all fell into place without you by my side
then 10 years came and went so quick
your first love's gone and got 3 kids
it took so long but there's so much I've missed
I've learned life hurts but I love this

Day 38

day 38 (prod. shon lindauer)

Produced By Vincent Augustus
Artwork By: Gorge Alverez (Instagram: @falsegoth)
special thanks: Billy thaKid
Lyrics:
Dropkick, only fuck with raw shit,
I'm so High I could make you fucking nauseous,
Got your girl topless,
She knows who the boss is,
I am Micheal Scott bitch, step to my Office,
Never been a novice, Don't respect the process,
Yes I got the profit, Next to my glock in my pocket,
Toxic, I could fuck her better even if I had a soft dick,
Yes I think I'm hot shit, Bitch I am hot shit,
Check your bitch is drippin like a faucet,
Not Lit, I should call you Hopsin,
I should call you lost in the sauce could you pause it,
I am Tony Hawk with my cock when I drop in,
Got the game lockpicked,
I just hit the pussy like we fucking in a moshpit,
Then I make her leave through the door that she walked in,
I am so *WOMP**WOMP*,
I don't mean no offense,
E pills always got me rolling in my coffin,
Should be dead, that's how you know when I'm stopping,
but I see the devil like, every so often,
(Chorus)
Why'd you put that money on my ego
bounce but the shit won't let me go,
everytime I listen to my ego,
I think I'm tired, I like that
(Convolk Verse)
Hot shit, Very uncivilized,
I'm acting so obnoxious,
My girl said she want a new bag so I copped it,
When I say I copped it, I don't mean that I bought it,
I mean that I walked in the store and I robbed it,
So mischievous,
Put another pill in my mouth, bitch I'm eating it,
might take the world out from God like 'I needed this'
Stupid old man put me here just to suffer,
Sunflower seeds, think it's all that I need,
well that, and some beans,
but it's all just a dream motherfucker
(Chorus)
Why'd you put that money on my ego
bounce but the shit won't let me go,
everytime I listen to my ego,
I think I'm tired, I like that

I THINK I'M TIRED feat. convolk

[+] i don't want whatever i want.
* prod by @raspobeats *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse: 1]
woah, we was watchin' Coraline,
smoking on some gas that had me borderline,
borderline, dead
i think i feel more alive, when
i'm with you
say that you feelin me too
i got the baddest, the baddest of two
i feel the weight in my chest when you move
baby i'm yours i got nothing to lose, no

[chorus:]
and we goin' fall apart everytime
look up at the stars in the sky
i'm still wishin you were mine, babe
i just wanna get you high, ay

[bridge:]
cigarillo smoke in my whip
i got the baddest lil bitch
she tug my heart strings
but she tug my heart strings

[verse: 2]
baby i can tell you what you want to hear
grabbin' on my pants,
then we outta here, outta here, ay
like god damn, you so fine
make you cum ten times
but then you won't leave my,
place, and thats okay
we just getting high baby
life seem straight
for a couple of kids on the benches
tell me the truth lil girl i feel the tension

[verse: 3]
baby girl i can tell that you had it,
left me here so god damn tragically
i see through your bones and
through your teeth
she think i'm a legend, i'm a G
muh fuckin' see
jay, keep her on leash, ay
but only when we fuckin.

spotify + apple music

coraline

Spotify

break ups suck ass | feat. sadeyes

just a spontaneous drop, ur welcome.
random art bc i didn't have anything.
tell her that u love her.

producer/beat link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LkpHPuKmxSo

can i get ur number

can i get ur number [prod. fatheryelvy]

weathering the storm

feelings. (p. lxve)

@prodreaper thank you for always bringing the best music out of me 

lyrics:
why'd you make me cry?
all my friends died
not really though they're just never by my side
i've been on my own, you already know 
burning in the summer but the heart is still on froze 

(heart on froze, i can't trust a soul so i'm always on my toes
i don't wanna talk just leave me alone)

you don't know me all these fuckers phoney 
isolate myself now i'm feeling really lonely
i can't trust soul thats just what mama told me
i've been drinking more and i've been feeling like the old me
oh no, i go, too far, move slow, hold me so close 
i can't let go 

why'd you make me cry?
all my friends died
not really though they're just never by my side
i've been on my own, you already know 
burning in the summer but the heart is still on froze 

it's over and over again
i just needed a friend 
i did all i could do 
i'm gray while you're blue
and no one ever checks when you're feeling down
but if you got a bag then they come around
it's so fucked up how this shit work
i'm not worth a dime bitch i've been dirt 

why'd you make me cry?
all my friends died
not really though they're just never by my side
i've been on my own, you already know 
burning in the summer but the heart is still on froze

spotify!

heart on froze (prod. reaper)

"Abandoned by my love, so I keep my cage shut" - van
(Long Distance EP)

Night Prayers: @nightprayers
Mix/Master: @nightprayers
Prod by: @prodby2k6

My Spotify playlist: https://tinyurl.com/yx9xprau

"Night Prayers x yung van - Half-Hearted”

Possible

Alexander