you really really hurt me

DONATE HERE PLEASE: 
https://fergusoncharitycompilation.bandcamp.com/releases

We all know the tragedies that have befallen our brothers and sisters in Ferguson, Missouri. Police brutality and systematic racism is not a thing of the past. It is alive and thriving in this country. Human beings, namely people of color, are being harassed, beaten, and killed, their rights ignored, and justice denied to them. Regardless of whether or not we are able to protest or make a physical presence in the community, that does not make us incapable of helping and supporting their efforts. 

Many record labels and bands, who have already pledged in solidarity all of their digital download purchases to benefitting the Ferguson Library, have worked together in creating this compilation to continue to benefit the community in Ferguson. 
We have chosen to continue supporting the Ferguson Library with this compilation, because knowledge and a sense of community are power. We are asking for a meager $2 to download this awesome and amazing compilation. 100% of the proceeds will go to the library. 

Also, for a limited time, custom 2-track 7" records will be available for $20, again 100% of which is going towards the library. Pick any 2 songs from the compilation, and our friend Tyler at Audio Geography will cut a 7" record for them with this album art by as the cover. Purchase here: https://fergusoncharitycompilation.bandcamp.com/releases
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Labels and bands involved (in order that tracks appear): 

outofbreathrecords.bandcamp.com 
tyburnwoodscollective.bandcamp.com 
www.facebook.com/LittleLeagueRecords 
www.globegarage.com 
unravelerpgh.bandcamp.com 
www.ancientinjuryrecords.com 
flowerstapedtopens.bandcamp.com 
wallflowerrecords.bandcamp.com 
thirdfloortapes.bandcamp.com 
driftwoodrecords.bandcamp.com 
forthekidintheback.bandcamp.com 
driptapes.bandcamp.com 
music.knownpleasurerecords.com

Art by Bianca Brice 

biancabrice.weebly.com

Dandelion Hands - Self Harmageddon

teen suicide - xxxxxxx

15 Teen Suicide - Falling In Love

10 Teen Suicide - Swallow

i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body

no, the moon

From the album "town" (DWL020)

deaddrunkwithlove.com/dwl020

town

kitchen - pike

pretend

your bones brittle and
your skin covered in marks
control everything
cause i wanna take my time
you're my favorite
person to talk to when i wanna die
when im high with you
all i wanna do is kiss you
sober dreaming
isnt what im feeling now
now things are different
they're always changing when you get so bored
this is the last time
ill think of wanting to call you mine
ill wait for nothing
while you wait for me to come around
he'll change his mind
like every time he did before

pic by rob
http://oldcondom.tumblr.com/

u made me so tired

this time is different
i feel different
lost under tension
fateful companion
your skin is frozen
my wounds closing
you overestimate
the ones you love the steps you take
i want us to be best friends but
maybe baby i cant pretend
when im asleep
is when you call me
don't talk too deep
we'll be sorry
find hope in nothing
we are nothing
i want us to be until the end
maybe baby i cant pretend

the pictures on my phone are all of you

some small low quality demo i recorded a couple of months back but only decided to release now. lyrics are improvised for the most part.

unknown

drunk txt (demo?)- beach sleep

if i got smaller grew wings and flew away for good

bedbug - i looked outside, it was hailing cactus needles

flatsound - a morning spent thinking of a life without you

the past few days ive spent inside my mind
have been an awful place to hide
i dont feel alive
but somehow i find the strength to cry
all this time, oh all this time
ill spend awake at night
a dark blue pillow damp with
all my favorite lines
and i could die
just to feel alright
but fuck
how could i go one more night
without you looking in my eyes
ill take this pain its quite alright
if you would listen, just tonight
ill tell you everything is fine

and i am glad
that you find someone who makes you feel alright
makes you feel alright
uh huh makes you feel
oh im fucking glad
that you found someone
who makes you feel alright
makes you feel alright
uh huh makes you feel

now ive cut off the best of me
and i dont want to feel a thing
cause every time im feeling high
the comedown seems to make me want to die
im fine with getting f*cked and thrown onto the floor
it just sucks that feelings dont count for anything anymore

cause you found someone who makes you feel alright
makes you feel alright
uh huh makes you feel
oh im fucking glad
that you found someone who makes you feel alright
makes you feel alright
uh huh makes you feel
oh im fucking mad
that you found someone who makes you feel alright
makes you feel alright
uh huh makes you feel
oh im fucking glad
that you found someone who makes you feel alright
makes you feel alright
uh huh makes you feel alright

makes you feel alright

jagger finn - vas (pitched)

i hate myself v2

Just Someone With a Sweater On

haunt me x3

where did you go, and what did you do
with all the time you were too scared to move
and what is it like to be by yourself
for three and a half years
for roughly three and a half years
if we could just pretend that i went to college
and that is why you, you haven’t seen me
i wanted to go, but not for this long
i over did it
why did you say that i was one in a million
because i believed it i thought i had something
that you were too scared to lose
so if we could just pretend that i went to college
or traveled abroad and did something different
anything but just sitting at home
for three and a half years
writing song after song after song
so what is it like to be by yourself
and not feel like you’ll die
around everyone else
i thought i was one in a million
well thanks for nothing
yeah thank you
thank you 

if we could just pretend

i want to forget this world
everyone is a sinner
sinners go to hell
everyone suffers
i am a sinner
i am already in hell
please murder me for my sins
so I can be nothing


you really really hurt me

gloomyrainyday