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twikipedia - sidewalk

2022

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e tudo que ela fala eu ja sei
eu saio da minha cama a mesma coisa outra vez
não liga pra esses mano que quer ser igual vcs
ja cansei de te ver fazendo minhas compras do mês
eu queria ter paz mas vai ficar pra outra vez
e toda a discussão "eu sei, eu sei, eu sei, eu sei"
eu voltei no tempo pra gastar o que eu gastei
e eu so me escondo pq ja quebrei a lei

sabe de tudo, corre do mundo
ate não der mais pra se esconder, vc
finge de mudo, age de modo
nunca seu, não se confunde não, vc

e tudo que ela fala eu ja sei
eu saio da minha cama a mesma coisa outra vez
não liga pra esses mano que quer ser igual vcs
ja cansei de te ver fazendo minhas compras do mês
eu queria ter paz mas vai ficar pra outra vez
e toda a discussão "eu sei, eu sei, eu sei, eu sei"
eu voltei no tempo pra gastar o que eu gastei
e eu so me escondo pq ja quebrei a lei

medo do frio, homens perdidos
toda a vez, mas eu ainda volto aqui
eu desperdiço, penso em voce
com meu melhor terno, decidi morrer

não importa como esteja eu vou voltar
não  me sinto em casa mas vai melhorar
ja me prometi que não vou mais chorar
mas não adianta...

e tudo que ela fala eu ja sei
eu saio da minha cama a mesma coisa outra vez
não liga pra esses mano que quer ser igual vcs
ja cansei de te ver fazendo minhas compras do mês
eu queria ter paz mas vai ficar pra outra vez
e toda a discussão "eu sei, eu sei, eu sei, eu sei"
eu voltei no tempo pra gastar o que eu gastei
e eu so me escondo pq ja quebrei a lei

twikipedia - eu já sei (p. the strokes)

original clip from intsa

heat, my favorite out of these clips

twikipedia - unreleased (snippet)

og from roblox
https://www.roblox.com/library/6192972641/twikipedia-clairvoyant

twikipedia - clairvoyant (cover)

og from twiki on insta

we need a drop in 2023 🙏

twikipedia - unreleased 3 (snippet)

Produced by me

Lyrics:
i like your face
and all your quippy jokes
they look at us
and everybody knows
i act indifferent
try to play it cool
I'll be paper-thin for you
it's not on the nose
And if it bends more i'm done
a bigger heart than mine
so when you look at me what do you see
will you be paper-thin for me

(why can't i be the one)

i wanna know (everything you like to do)
i know you know (you just don't want me to hurt)
why can't i be (the only girl you'll ever need)

paperthin (bonus)

Tomorrow when the farm boys find this
freak of nature, they will wrap his body
in newspaper and carry him to the museum.
But tonight he is alive and in the north
field with his mother. It is a perfect
summer evening: the moon rising over
the orchard, the wind in the grass. And
as he stares into the sky, there are
twice as many stars as usual.

Light spills from my broken window through the street brightening up trash bags and cigarettes
She made it so fucking hard to feel like me under my skin, I know how it feels
But you know he doesn't play, I tried and nothing works
And even though we're still at war, we still bleed the same
Roses by the porch when I leave the house
Toxins in the air, Factories nearby

He hurts again but I would never tell
Was I good enough for you? Or good enough for me
I'd say I raised you fine or good enough
The kid's turned out fine

Once a dreamer, not a worker
Skipping in line so I could make it up to you
Someone said I changed but it's not nothing new
Fuse up in my heart it's not comfortable
I've been trying to figure out how to act less cold
Trynna take myself a place that nobody knows
Every passing year man it just feels so old
But the present year's the youngest you'll ever be

I've been trynna tell me myself that I'm not that bad
To enjoy the time I have cause I'll lose it all
I say sorry to the ones that I hate right now
When I die can you please come to my funeral
Wanna look like I did something
I wanna look like I was someone

twikipedia - factory (demo)

first version, recorded on electric acoustic around September 2023 before I got my telecaster.

hurt (demo)

almost made it to the ep but i ultimately decided it was pretty boring

Your fear of death will kill you
Please open the door
You're in your head it kills me
It will the end when someone breaks
No one you could save
Then what will you do

Just keep wasting time
Same room the same wall same everything
You were the only one who didn't hate someone like me
I overheard you say that you're gonna leave and not come back
I'm shoveling your grave i just need to see you one more time, one more time
Again

Your fear of death will kill you (Last time that i saw you looked)
Please open the door (Happy i don't get it did you)
You're in your head it kills me (Get fucked up or something i can't)
It will the end when someone breaks (Get the answer i want from you)
No one you could save
Then what will you do

fear of death (demo)

october 2023 album scrap

one of my friends
they make music i guess
it sounds funny but
i think i'll send you a link
so you can hear

i still find it weird
when i hear their name
said by someone i don't know
oh how time flies

i remember the days
when we used to play
all those dumb computer games
how bittersweet

i guess it worked out
seeing by the big number plastered on their page
i hope they're good

i hope i hope i hope
(was i supposed to let go?)
i hope i hope i hope
(or did you just outgrow me?)
i hope i hope i hope
(all of those times we spent i know)
(do you still think about me now?)

you're busy with plans
i don't think we'll ever meet again
i'll keep you on
the back of my mind
and check on your numbers all the time
but we won't talk
again i feel like we could hit it off in current time with ease
i tell my friends about the times we spent even if they were brief

one of my friends (demo)

twikipedia - unreleased 4 (demo)

made this yesterday, facgcd tuning, shitty diy acoustic

red faced, i didn't know that you'd break me like this
build me up, tear me back down this time around
light up fast, hear my name
i'm a match, i can't run from shame, or you stupid games, i still love
i can't turn you on

is it gross to want you to myself?
is it wrong to feel jealous and cheated out of something that we never talked about

i'm used to excuses
i'm not gonna tell you how i feel, i need you to guess
and i'm sorry if you saw me cry
it's a sight to see, it's embarassing
i promise there'll be no more tears coming out of my eyes anymore
can i sleep on your basement floor?

riding on promises, you'll never get what you want
i tried hard, i went sore, somehow you still wanted more

gross (demo)

prod me
no mix, demo
extra guitar work by me
cover art from "chirk" game
production inspired by freger

so summer's gone
it's fun to act like it's not over
i'm ugly like i was back then
i ran away into a mountain
where nothing passes by but wind
and everybody's looking at me
but no one looks at me like you, no one looks at me like you
it all went wrong
i tried to tell you you were different
you never even paid me mind
and getting you to say i love you
isn't the same as ily
and if i wasn't so obsessed
i admit that it's a waste of time, admit that it's a waste of time

would you care to add me to the roster
my bones are getting weak
i know i've been acting like a monster
but don't be afraid of me
this time i don't wanna go home
i'll be one of your freaks
your sorry eyes put me to bed, wake me up from my sleep
gnawing every single bone you shattered
you're everything i need
lately you've been coming off as creepy, like there's something that you've seen
why couldn't things be simple as i thought they would be
i clenched my jaw hard onto you, now i ran out of teeth

summer's gone

produced by me
deleting at the end of the week i dont like this one
lyrics:

tudo que eu fiz foi pra te ver feliz
nenhum resultado foi o que eu vi
disse que eu nao ia depender de ninguem
muito diferente foi o que eu fiz
eu sei que as horas passam mas eu aprendi
eu nao quero um final feliz
quase que eu desisto, foi por um triz
nem desapareci, eu so nao existi

eu nao quero mais saber
nem vou correr atras de voce
e nao corra atras de mim
por que eu nao vou responder
e eu nao quero mais te ver
um lugar pra me esconder
vou te deixar pra depois
ate voce entender

fala que acabou, fala que eu nao quero mais
fala que eu gastei meu tempo, fala nunca mais
falei pra me procurar, pra me encontrar
deus sabe eu te procurei em todo o lugar
toma a minha cabeça pra voce moldar
eu não vou deixar voce chantagear
nem vou deixar voce me atrapalhar
mas voce pode tentar (x2)

e a minha culpa (eu nunca quis)
fazer voce perder a luta (sabe o que diz)
me da algum tipo de ajuda
mas acabou dessa vez (eu sou mais um filha da puta)
voce nao me escuta (fala o que eu fiz)
nunca mais vou fingir que eu sou muda
tudo que faz mal gruda
quando eu desaparecer nao me busca

não me busca

im high and a hypocrite

fuck you

here:

we're all running from something
we do it in different ways
some of my friends chose to smoke
to take opiods and coke
i tried
to be here for a long time
and you took one more pill to cut me off
and i don't wanna be one
to watch as you fade away
i tried to tell you to stop
to hide your fix away
but you said you've done this for a long time
even if you took a thousand pills i'd stay

and i know that i'll never know
even if i say a thousand words
i'll never get it
but know you can't die yet
if i leave and go back home
promise you won't hang up the phone
you know i love you
it's not your turn

running (demo)

og from twitter: https://gate.sc/?url=https%3A%2F%2Fx.com%2FD9LTA%2Fstatus%2F1582550741885292544&token=286552-1-1717797783404
(shoutout @d2ltatron)

testing out new chords

twikipedia - unreleased 5 (demo)

musica q eu fiz no tedio. nada a ver com o album que eu tenho feito.

prod. eu

pego uma flor tu me quer nao me quer tu me quer
sempre alguem que eu nao quero nao sai do meu pe
eu deixo a vida me levar pra onde ela quer
nao tenta surfar na minha onda, tu nao da pe

eh so gol gol gol, atras de gol eu sou o pele
to querendo levar a vida pra frente, aquele cara so anda de re
vai se afundar quando ver a mare
tamo na merda mas tamo de pe
acordo atras do dinheiro, que se foda o cafe
ele mentiu pra minha cara, ele perdeu minha fe
o dinheiro ta na conta, eu to comendo file
quem nao ta comigo afunda, tipo barco de noe
mano aquele cara muito papagaio me lembrou louro jose
falei praquele maninho da barra que ele so perde pq ele quer
claro q vc nao estoura vc ta seguindo oq ta no cliche
fiz a viagem pra gringa, ta frio nao to mais usando bone
fodase a cena essa porra ta cheia de velho burro que eh jack

pego uma flor tu me quer nao me quer tu me quer
sempre alguem que eu nao quero nao sai do meu pe
eu deixo a vida me levar pra onde ela quer
nao tenta surfar na minha onda, tu nao da pe

tu nunca vai me conhecer entao nao diz o contrario
melhor tu chamar o dedetizador teu bonde tem rato
cara pensou que era a delta so que ao quadrado
ele passou vergonha me imitando fez errado
tenho corrido atrás de um dia mais ensolarado
tenho comprado tudo que eu vejo quando to no mercado
voce nao percebeu ainda mas ja nao me tem do lado
e que nao tenho paciencia e nao recebo esculacho
e que ele tem uma carencia ja mandei fica calado
fica se achando comedia se achando engracado
sabe eu ja sabe eu ja tenho um remedio pra esse carinha frustrado
que chegou igual curupira comecou com o pe errado

mequernaomequer

on my own
since nowhere i go ever feels like home
and you know how it is
to want somewhere to sit around and be
but the cost
of privacy is a lot
look at the photograph and think
you're where you need to be

and i've grown tired of this place
i'll make the sure the mirrors break
when someone else stares back
these days i've stopped of plans
giving everything away
and letting my plants die

i'll stick for you
because you don't deserve to be alone

while so scared of judgement but selfish to think
i would do the same sin with god looking at me
i would do the same thing were you looking at me
i would do the same thing were you looking at us

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