i know you see the good in me
but sometimes it feels like a deceit
and i know deep down i'm always gonna be incomplete

so if it's self-destructive then fuck it
i'm just sick of feeling nothing
made a promise to myself but to be honest i don't trust it
wish i was less of a crab in a bucket
'cause when you're confident it makes me wanna block you
if you don't need me then i don't want you
told myself i'd change but the message never got through
used to share the pain but now i don't have the heart to

can't get back the part of me that felt your feelings
can't make a sound but my mind is screaming

i don't want what's best for you, i just want codependence
i don't wanna hurt you with the truth so i'll repress it
try to fight the ennui but i seem pretty defenceless
used to love so hard but now i feel so apathetic

i'm way too shy to ask for help
i'd sooner die than fix myself
i miss when i would think of you and it would make me melt

can't get back the part of me that felt your feelings
can't make a sound but my mind is screaming
after all these years i just feel so defeated
when i say i love you i wish i believed it

i don't want what's best for you, i just want codependence
i don't wanna hurt you with the truth so i'll repress it
try to fight the ennui but i seem pretty defenceless
used to love so hard but now i feel so apathetic

APATHETIC (prod. Pure Anxiety) [demo]

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Rapeman - Kim Gordon's Panties

A quick demo to say thanks to everyone who supports the label. It means a lot.

Vocals are a loud, folks - watch out.

——

the trees have dropped their leaves
and all pretense of living
followed with frozen sleep
and forgetting summer’s name

i raise my hands to winter
barest branches form a shape
the sky has frozen over
and i will do the same

cut the tree down and drag it in
drape it’s body in ornaments
like us it once was a living thing
but we stole its life
and limb

it’s a black, black season
it’s a black, black season
and i dont need no reason
to be sad on christmas day


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