January 2021

I'm happy with this one. Starting to get better at arrangement, and the vocals remind me of the washed reverb sound of a mall. 

The passion of time to withstand and go forth in all that hurts and heals, helps and loves.

I really love this art cover because it started out as a blurry picture of my car!

Passion of Time - Single

Passion Of Time

January, 2021

A different mood during the same time period as Passion of Time and kiss me.

Liquid Dark

kiss me / darker paradise - single

kiss me / darker paradise

March, 2021

I was learning to improve in future garage; though not quite there, the song was fun on its own!

Meant to capture walking through a rather sinister city at night.

Voices in the Night - Single

Voices In The Night

April, 2021

A reflection of a particular misty morning drive.

Blue Shivers in the Early Morning

Blue Shivers In The Early Morning

May, 2021

An expression love at a crucial time. Bonus for me, the inlaid art in a sense appeared for real after I named it -- from whom it was meant -- not a coincidence.

5 will come "Where are you? Come with me"

roses by the window

6. before it's too late

4. i'm totally in love with you and you don't even care

3. it doesn't have to be this way

2. your empty words of presence fill my heart with joy

Summer, 2021

At first an attempt to make Burial style, to uncover the roots of future garage and how it stemmed from uk garage scenes and other influences like dubstep, it turned into something more conceptual.

Track 3 is omitted for now, enjoy the sounds of someone being buried and rising from the grave to take vengeance.

Buried.

1. In My Darkness

Ecstatic Underneath

Shimmers Underneath

Alone

Solitude

Shadows

November 2, 2021

A work in progress

What started out as an idea of expressing reminiscence of an old 90's or early 2000's style nostalgia of say movies like The Forgotten (2004) or the old Tales From The Darkside, it instead went a different direction. 

Starting dominant and demanding, we move more cinematically, then to a more intense state. Coming we will finish with ties of connection and unity of resolve.

The Forgotten

Distant Memories

Living Memory

Dark, moody, broody. This is a nighttime driving song, an ambiance of a mood to help supplement your night.

Elements of techno and future garage at the end.

What is Below

I made this today. Just sat straight for around 9 hours, only one break, no food yet. It is now dark outside, lol.

alone

Liminal

A chase through a frozen river and snowy jungle on a cold, desolate, icey alien planet. An expression of an enduring strive for what cannot be made real.

Chimera

A butterfly has classically been a symbol of change. A butterfly falling is when hope starts to fall.

Butterfly Falling

Inspired by vibes of Burial and Witchcraft by Sorrow.

Hazelcraft

next to you

not next to you

Second song in the album, more to come. I wanted to try a different style, matching moreso the genre of music someone I care deeply for likes; this is very outside of my normal modes of composition, so do be understanding.

Coming to See You

Willow Tree

Originally from May 28, 2022, and finished up now -- if you know me personally, I am not calling You broken, it is moreso feelings of my dreams being crushed. Not totally yet -- there is still hope, but I'll admit - it looks bleak, but with a tinge of colour, as in the picture.

Let us see what the near future will bring :) hopefully us, reunited.

The vocal at the very end is meant for this: play the song on repeat to soak into the vibes, skipping the last sound, then when you are ready to come out of the sadness, play it through - the SSH sound will snap you back to clarity.

In Time

Far Away

The Long Night

Nayaak

Naayak

UNYIELDING

October 6th, 2023
II

Lyrics:

Drifting

I cannot forget


Vividly emblazoned in my mind
Oh how I remember saying goodbye
You knew that I loved you, and you loved me too
Sweetheart, Delilah, we all miss you

Vivid, in my mind!
Oh how I remember saying goodbye
You knew that I loved you, and you loved me too
Sweetheart, Delilah, we all miss you!


Vividly emblazoned in my mind
Oh how I remember saying goodbye
You knew that I loved you, and you loved me too
We all miss you

Vividly emblazoned in my mind
Oh how I remember saying goodbye
You knew that I loved you, and you loved me too
Sweetheart, Delilah, we all miss you!


The letter,
that you left
I cannot forget

The roses on the porch way
When you told me how you felt that day
My heart is,
so full of regret


It seems that I got caught up in a space
I was in a place

I was caught up in a land, that I cannot forget
I was caught in the space of deep regret


The letter,
that you left
I cannot forget

The roses on the porch way
When you told me how you felt that day
My heart is,
so full of regret


Vividly emblazoned in my mind
Oh how I remember saying goodbye
You knew that I loved you, and you loved me too
Sweetheart, Delilah, we all miss you
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
Oh how I remember saying goodbye
(Bye)

You knew that I loved you, and you loved me too
Sweetheart, Delilah, we all miss you!

Roses

Psyliner

Headliner

Released April 21st, 2024. Part of the upcoming EP, "Trust."

Trust.

Gold in the Murky Depths

ॐ

Thank you friends for giving part in my journey, and watching my progression. 

Conceptual, dark, ambient, future garage influenced minimal music to express personally experienced understandings of Life, and to join others into a place of an understanding that transcends times, borders, languages, and cultures. 

I have only been trying to seriously learn production for a bit less than 2 years, now being the end of 2021, so I know I still have much more to learn in both technicality and general experience, yet many friends suggested I create this space — so the works that I’ve made will be shown as they were made at that point in my life, not being barred to post from “professionalism” or even an in-depth application of a general consensus as to what truly is music —

The songs are just as they were — one day they will be remastered, but for now — enjoy a night drive to the hazy clouds of darkened, misty rain, or the fiery summer days that fuel your drive — enjoy the ride, and stay to watch me grow, evolve, and create arts that I truly love, and may you too. 

I seek not so much to create a song for music’s sake, but rather, a sonic experience, in that I am not concerned as much with musical elements but rather so, the sonic waves are my canvas and also tools; I am just using music to tell my stories, but am not confined to traditional metrics — so expect heavy sound design. 

Kindly understand with that the earlier songs and even till now in 2021, I am certainly not a professional producer — I am still learning, and this is my record. Most works will be remastered when my skill further improves. 

Today is a special day, being in the hours just before the twilight of November 12th, 2021, so on this day is minted this page, in dedication to who may know. 

Thank you for being here, I appreciate you & your support. Much Love <3

ॐ नाद ब्रह्मा

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