pUsH anD PuLL iS All I do

LYRICS:
Sometimes I wonder to myself where did you actually go
You are my lovely Gretchen and I am your Donnie Darko
Sometimes I wonder if I were gone, would I maybe save you
He lives inside my head and tells me exactly what to do

I perceive reality through voices in my head, there's two
The first is mine, the second belongs to Frank and all of his clues
I wonder to myself, where will this tragedy go
Will I end up happy or 6 FEET DEEP down in a hole

Sometimes I wonder to myself what are we doing here
Really wonder if we live a life after this sphere
Sometimes I wonder if I were gonna would I maybe save you
I really wonder if other people feel this too

I really miss you bitch, can't you tell that I am fucking hurt
Hoping for another day ain't scared of a funeral in dirt
I'm hoping that you look at the moon and make a wish
I wonder if you'll see me there, I would blow you a kiss

Sometimes I wonder to myself where did you actually go
You are my lovely Gretchen and I am your Donnie Darko
Sometimes I wonder if I were gone, would I maybe save you
He lives inside my head and tells me exactly what to do

I perceive reality through voices in my head, there's two
The first is mine, the second belongs to Frank and all of his clues
I wonder to myself, where will this tragedy go
Will I end up happy or 6 FEET DEEP down in a hole

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lyrics
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fake friends mother fucker what's new to me
not much yeah truthfully
i've been tryna find my grind
yeah i'm tryna stay on mine
but this bullshit brutally
destroying me
ain't nobody give a fuck bout me
just bout the music i'll wait till i leave
give me my flowers and say something sweet

eyes on the prize of handling my emotions
rise with the sun embodying all the potent
smoke till i cry i'm sippin another potion
i wanna die decapitation my notion
hi it is i i'm trying to stay focused
this little light gon shine when put in motion
fall from the highs it's heaven when i'm alone
but i do not like just sitting inside at home
the weight of the world dislocated my shoulders
i'll probably throw this song inside a folder
forget about it till i get older
guess i could drop this shit in october
forfeit my mind my life is now over
thanks for the times we had we're much closer
now that i'm dead not worried about exposure
hope that you hear this song & get closure

for a reason

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lyrics
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and we live just to die
so i pray i'm alright when i do
i'm shooting stars at the sky
not a crow left in my point of view
in the midst of a fight
throwing jabs till i knock out a tooth
if he pulls out a knife
and gets rid of my life
will the righteous ignite me with truth
(cause)
i will hide somewhere behind the dark that casts into
a room that thrives with blinding lights unwinding onto you
if only for a second i'm infected by the hue
please just promise me your honesty cause honestly i hate all that i do

and it lives deep inside
building homes in the holes of my heart
i've set my sights to the light
but i've been paranoid from the start 
red dot beamed on my forehead
deep breath this'll be a night you won't forget
cold sweat dreams terrorizing my cortex
woke up drowning outside on my porch steps
the waters been rising for years
hypnotizing my peers
into thinking they know me
but i live in fear
that they don't quite appear
to the likeness instilled in the old me
i swallow my tears
wander outside for years
with the hope that a god will come smite me
replenish these gears
cut my body with shears
make sure nobody's near even slightly

blue lights flash in the distance
red light stop i don't listen
projectiles from a piston
couldn't do it by myself need assistance
pink matter painted onto the concrete
think of this gunshot as a downbeat
red dot beamed on my forehead
this'll be a night you won't forget

it lives where i live (prod. anthony del grosso)

s/o to deckabeats & alsbeatz for bringing this one to life
& s/o to you for stickin' around! it's guardin szn!

lyrics
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clock strikes twelve it's all over after
distant memories of disaster
full eclipse the sky's falling fast
we're all dead by dawn  

i guess the goal is
to set my body back beside my soul
cause i guess really all i wants control
this world is ugly but we paint it gold
i've lost my discretion a decrepit hole
sits inside my body where i tug and pull
and pull and pull
your life code was patched
with a fine tooth comb
all the lights were detached
i guess nobody's home
in your bed lies a match
where the fire was thrown
i don't like where this goes
can you leave me alone
(cause when the)

clock strikes twelve it's all over after
distant memories of disaster
full eclipse the sky's falling fast
we're all dead by dawn  

i don't wanna do this
feeling like i got to
channel what i'm bestowed
pushing on the gas
till i'm drivin real fast
when i crash imma reload

enter the void

distant memories (prod. deckabeats x alsbeatz)

MeetYouThereSoon

lyrics
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if it were up to me
i would be a tree
sit under the sun and smoke a blunt full of debris
i ain't got a job & i ain't got no damn degree
but the time i spend is wise and hours split up into threes
so i'm hoping that the work i put into this shit is worth it
i ain't got nobody in my tent up in this circus
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is
if it were up to me
i would probably leave
split the door in two so i could walk through it with ease
i ain't got no destination set inside of me
by the time i hit the ground i'll start to feel it in my knees
stayed inside for twenty years and i can't tell you if it's worth it
everyone acquainted they just know me on the surface
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is worthless

searching for acceptance in the ones i call my friends
i don't really talk but i sure hope you understand
everybody talking shit can catch these fucking hands
catch these fucking hands
and lately it's been harder for me try to understand
i put myself in predicaments that i never had planned
i don't go outside if i do it's for groceries and fans
any day now i could die please etch my grave in comic sans

if it were up to me
i'd be shootin' 3s
this would be a hobby and my shoe game would be sweet
i'd be 6'4 and driving foreigns down the street
maybe playing for the bulls against a team that i could beat
but i'm really not athletic so i don't think it'd be worth it
i don't stand a chance so imma stay inside rehearsing
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is
if it were up to me
i'd be more discrete
wander in the dark until there's blisters on my feet
tear off all my skin under the middle of the street
lights and crawl into a hobbit hole in midst of my defeat  
guess the corners of my eyes can probably tell you that it's worth it
it's head vs heart and my thoughts tend to make me nervous
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is worthless

searching for acceptance in the ones i call my friends
i don't really talk but i sure hope you understand
everybody talking shit can catch these fucking hands
catch these fucking hands
and lately it's been harder for me try to understand
i put myself in predicaments that i never had planned
i don't go outside if i do it's for groceries and fans
any day now i could die please etch my grave in comic sans

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running out of time

…and i’d spend it all on you…

i like to kiss and tell
i want everybody to know you’re my baby
girl really i’m proud as hell
i be on my bullshit and i know that you can do that as well
and you do it just as well
but fuck it you up as hell
girl you sexy as fuck i know sexy sells
girl i get it i get it i got it
why wouldn’t you cop it if you could cop it
why wouldn’t you post them pics from the tropics
why wouldn’t you stunt that balenciaga
cause you’re hurting feelings
and you’re adding commas
while you’re on the come up and they’re old as fuck with some kids that they hate that don’t fuck with em
working jobs that they hate eating shit that sucks
fuck it babe i’d rather have some fun
and look at them hate while they’re mad at us

fell in love with a girl from palm beach
i was wondering if she saw me
hit me with a look like aha
now i’m surfing on that shit like ron jon
every night
she makes sure that i feel alright
she wants me to just be her guy
and if you ask me girl that’s fine

cause if i didn’t have you
i would be sad as fuck
you got me glad as fuck
like all of the time
know it gets distant
because of the distance
but soon i’ll have a moment
to spend time on your side

and i’d spend it all on you

RON JON

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Princess Warrior 

named after da movie "BAJIRAO MASTANI "
Hopefully u can read coz the movie aint in english 

Born in Hackney
Raised in North London 
Moved to the Midlands 2013
South America in my Blood
Got Fam in Queens, Guyana and UK
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pUsH anD PuLL iS All I do

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