xanax it’s happy time 
i’m numbing it all away so i don’t have to feel the pain
therapist and writing long notes
this is what it takes to be happy
so i’ll do what it takes to be happy

cause my bad habits oh they run so deep
oh my bad habits like to torture me
u have too much anxiety u have too much depression
you shouldn’t be feelin like there’s no chance no way no reason
too much of this and too much of that

oh my bad habits oh they run so deep
oh my bad habits like to torture me

liquor and getting high
that’s how i spend my time and i don’t know why
i know that it’s not my smartest decision
but i don’t care wanna get so high that i don’t even know i’m losing my mind
cause i don’t care anymore 
no i don’t care

but then i care so much
and i wanna know why i feel like

oh my bad habits oh they run so deep
oh my bad habits like to torture me

i wanna be ur drug

[Verse 1]
There you stand, my silver flame
Soft as night, yet wild untamed
Every shadow fades away
When you rise and shine away

[Pre-Chorus]
You don’t speak, but I still hear
Every hope that draws me near

[Chorus]
Oh Moon, you light my world
Through the storms, your glow unfurls
Every tear you turn to grace
Every dream, your gentle face
Oh Moon, your new year’s glow
Will bring you joy the stars will know
Beauty, peace, and truth made clear
Fulfillment shining through your year

[Verse 2]
I have watched your phases change
Yet your soul remains the same
Like the tide, my heart you pull
With your calm and quiet rule

[Pre-Chorus]
You don’t chase the sun, you wait
Turning time to something great

[Chorus]
Oh Moon, you light my world

[Chorus]
Oh Moon, you light my world
Through the storms, your glow unfurls
Every tear you turn to grace
Every tear you turn to grace
Every tear you turn to grace
Every dream, your gentle face
Oh Moon, your new year’s glow
Will bring you joy the stars will know
Beauty, peace, and truth made clear
Fulfillment shining through your year

[Bridge]
When the dark feels endless high
You still whisper, “Lift your eyes”
In your glow, I see what’s true
The world’s reborn because of you

[Outro]
So rise again, my silver tune
Forever bright—my endless Moon.

[Chorus]
Oh Moon, you light my world

[Chorus]
Oh Moon, you light my world
Through the storms, your glow unfurls
Every tear you turn to grace
Every tear you turn to grace
Every dream, your gentle face
Oh Moon, your new year’s glow
Will bring you joy the stars will know
Beauty, peace, and truth made clear
Fulfillment shining through your year

For All The Lovers

Ash in Me Lungs

sky’s still blue but my day 
just doesn’t feel the same way
that it used to
all out of tears but my heart
just doesn’t beat the same damn way
since you left me

take me back to yesterday
when the sun was still shining down on me
take me back to the songs we sang
when it was just you and me
meeee

faces from my past return
but nothing feels the same
oh not anymore
the only wish i ever made
was a smile on your face
but now i wish it was yesterday

take me back to yesterday
when the sun was still shining down on me
take me back to the songs we sang
when it was just you and me
woooah 
wooaaah
wooooooaaaaaaah
woooah
wooaaah
wooooooaaaaaaah
 
da da da da da
ooooooo
ooooooo ooooo ooooooooooo

yesterday - jordan suaste

xanax it’s happy time 
i’m numbing it all away so i don’t have to feel the pain
therapist and writing long notes
this is what it takes to be happy
so i’ll do what it takes to be happy

cause my bad habits oh they run so deep
oh my bad habits like to torture me
u have too much anxiety u have too much depression
you shouldn’t be feelin like there’s no chance no way no reason
too much of this and too much of that

oh my bad habits oh they run so deep
oh my bad habits like to torture me

liquor and getting high
that’s how i spend my time and i don’t know why
i know that it’s not my smartest decision
but i don’t care wanna get so high that i don’t even know i’m losing my mind
cause i don’t care anymore 
no i don’t care
but then i care so much
and i wanna know why i feel like

oh my bad habits oh they run so deep
oh my bad habits like to torture me

bad habits - jordan suaste

expectations
hit me with your expectations
tell me what you want from me
i’ll give it out
is that what you what you want me to say

expectations 
sick of all these expectations 
if i break them it’s over for me 
i’m not worth your time
i’m not worth a dime
who gave you my life

well i’m not gonna sit around and play these games
play these games
i’m not gonna be your puppet on a string
on a string
don’t come swing at me with that line

expectations 
sick of all your expectations

expectations - jordan suaste

breathe just breathe
get those demons out of your mind
pain so much pain
but don’t let it steal your shine

sometimes i don’t feel like i should be awake anymore
but if i hit shut down i’ll never see the stars
or all the love

so i breathe just breathe
till my anxiety is gone
breathe just breathe
think of all my happy thoughts
breathe

breathe - jordan suaste

oooooh
i try so hard
but i am never good enough for you
you have the key to my car
but you won’t ever let me love you
we have done things that we will regret
oooh
we’ve fallen deep into our own mess
oooh

tell me you love me
tell me you want me
tell me you need me
but then you go leave me 
and then you go hurt me
try and control me 
can’t let go

we try try try
and fight fight fight
but we can’t ever seem to make it work
so what’s the point
of going on
if all we sing are sad songs
oooo oooo 
sad songs
ooooo ooooo
sad songs

you always assume things
always confuse things 
try to accuse me 
it gets in my head
you call me your hero
you call me your only
when you are lonely 
i’m always there

tell me you love me
tell me you want me
tell me you need me
but then you go leave me 
and then you go hurt me
try and control me 
can’t let go

we try try try
we fight fight fight
but we can’t ever seem to make it work
you fuck with my head
you fuck with my heart
break me apart from the inside out
i cant leave you
__________
i just need you 
please don’t leave me
ooooooooo

_________
please don’t go

all we sing are sad songs (full) - jordan suaste

i always wanted to be the pretty kid
told myself no i can’t eat so just pretend
your voice is too high
you’re the joke so laugh along
and now you’re too thin eat some more 
you’re not enough

no matter what i did they never liked me
i changed the way i looked and tried to hide me
i’m not a perfect fit in this society
but i’m happy with me
i’ve got all i need

i’m not the pretty kid pretty kid
i’m not the pretty kid pretty kid
i’m not the pretty kid
i’m just me

now that i’m older
i’m not as filled with envy
there’s still parts of me i’m learning to embrace
i still struggle with the way i
i view my body
i still have things i wish i wish that i could change

no matter what i do i’ll probably find something
but i’m happy with myself and now i’ve grown
but i’m not a perfect fit in this society
i’m happy with me
and  i’ve got all i need 

i’m not the pretty kid pretty kid
i’m not the pretty kid pretty kid
i’m not the pretty kid
that’s ok with me
i’m not the pretty kid pretty kid
i’m not the pretty kid pretty kid
i’m not the pretty kid
that’s ok with me

pretty kid (full) - jordan suaste

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