Tasha, I just wanted to know how Jayden was today.
So when you’ve got time, give me a call.
Ok? Alright.

Yeah my life‘s been going steady, but it’s steady going downhill fast.
And I’m scared if I stop trying then it’s only gonna bite me in the ass.
All my troubles seem to go when I’m high.
I’m 17 but it feels like I’m running out of time.

Ooh
Hmm

You can’t stop it now,
My heads on a platter I’m self battered
And on the ground.
My stress is piling up so much 
it can hold me down.
My demons are screaming slurs and scheming to run me out 
of town, but I live in my head

There’s so much noise.
 I tried to find silence,
And swear to God I heard Granny’s voice.
She told me it’d be ok 
soon enough 
And it’s not my choice.
She said “No. you can’t do that to your mother, boy.” 
she said, “this isn’t the end”

she said, “this isn’t the end.”

she said, “this isn’t the end”

I’m sad,
I’m week.
I’m struggling
to stay afloat.
But no one knows

The thoughts
 I think.
I’m on the brink.
Of letting go.
Of letting go.

Ooh
Hmm

You can’t stop it now,
My heads on a platter I’m self battered
And on the ground.
My stress is piling up so much 
it can hold me down.
My demons are screaming slurs and scheming to run me out 
of town, but I live in my head

There’s so much noise.
 I tried to find silence,
And swear to God I heard Granny’s voice.
She told me it’d be ok 
soon enough 
And it’s not my choice.
She said “No. you can’t do that to your mother, boy.” 
she said, “this isn’t the end”

she said, “this isn’t the end”

Granny's Voice

Lemonade

There’s a boy named Troy who’s 50 stories up
Oh what glory better pray to the Lordy before he jumps 
Cops! Tried to reason it didn’t work so they heard a thump
His mama cried as he flew down, he smiled looking up

Oh man what a mess what a mess
brains scattered and Battered I wish I could be dead
But I don’t got the bladder to put one through my head
So I’ll count to four and soar and then I’ll kiss the floor instead

Oh damn What you said? What you said?
Don’t jump? Bitch I’ll do it just to make u mad!
I’m a crazy fucker wanna paint the pavement red
And if I could I probably would do it over AGAINNNNN

There’s a boy named Troy who’s 50 stories up
Oh what glory better pray to the Lordy before he jumps 
Cops! Tried to reason it didn’t work so they heard a thump
His mama cried as he flew down, he smiled looking up

I’m sick inside my brain
I’m in love with the pain
Dumb kids don’t know anything
At least that’s what they say

I tried to talk to the pastor he said “fuck you”
Never mind, I didn’t hear a word he said
on second thought he probably said “love you”
But I don’t give a fuck that shit pushed me over the EDGEEE!!!!


There’s a boy named Troy who’s 50 stories up
Oh what glory better pray to the Lordy before he jumps 
Cops! Tried to reason it didn’t work so they heard a thump
His mama cried as he flew down, he smiled looking up

BOY NAMED TROY

BOY NAMED TROY

FUCK

LOYD

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