i don’t ever want to use again
so please keep changing my heart
like You’ve been
make me a new man

with less fear than before
more strength than before
so i feel less pain than before

so when the storm comes
and i’m neck deep
i’ll rise up
when You say “come to Me”

i don’t ever want to use again
and i don’t have to
i don’t want to use drugs
use “love“
use food
or lose sleep
over using anything
to fill the void
only You can provide
the right shape plug
for the God sized abyss within

keep me clean
wash my feet
i was wading through mud
before i found Your love
now pull me up
so i can stay free

racing lawnmower

why would anyone smoke weed when they could mow a lawn?

it feels like they don’t think i’m competent 
but You think i’m great
so i look to You for my value
oh Maker of days

i don’t want this fear to take over me
i want to feel safe
i know You follow behind me
You guide my ways

we are are all dirt creatures
but You think we’re amazing
Creator 
Protector
Provider of everything
You know what i need 
and give it to me

calm the raging storm 
satisfy my soul
i’m thirsty for Your love
ready to be full

spiritually parched 
i used to want to die
but You changed my heart
now i love to be alive

even when

it feels like they don’t think i’m competent 
You think i’m great
so i look to You for my value
oh Maker of days

there’s nothing “funny” about these sounds

if i live for anyone else
they just want more and more
it’s never enough

so i live for You 
only You
because You only want
what i can give

nothing less 
nothing more

You just want the best
for me
and You understand
when i’m empty
You know that it’s not just me
behind what i say
it’s hunger and pain
fear and dismay

sometimes i’m disgruntled
or stressed or angry
but it’s not me
it’s not who i am
just what i feel

it’s not me
it’s just what i feel
just what i feel

so i live for you
only you
because You only want
what i can give

nothing less 
nothing more

You just want the best
for me
and You understand
when i’m empty
You know that it’s not just me
behind what i say
it’s hunger and pain
fear and dismay

it’s not just me 
(it’s not just me)
behind the way i am

taste the meat(not the HEAT)

there are things you have for me
plans for my future
plans for me to prosper
but i have to get through this first

groups are not my strong suit
getting personal withe people
it’s easier at arms length
comfort at a distance
i don’t want you looking close
because i’m kind of dirty 

insecure about everything 
my skin 
my hair
the outfit i’m wearing
my thoughts 
my words
all the things i carry

i know You love me so much
enough that You’re repairing me
remove the things i hold on to
things that are not “good” to You

things i hold on to
that come between us
things i hold on to
that make me feel worthless
things i hold on to
to make me think i don’t deserve it
to make me think You’ll stop loving me
to make me think i’m unworthy
to make me think You’ll give up

but You won’t 
You promised me help
You restore my soul
ever flowing well
You’ve never failed
You never will
You just want to heal me
so take my life
make it Yours

proPAIN (and propane accessories)

You promised me help

i’m crazy
i accept i’m insane
help me

i got to the end of myself
now i need Your help

making rock ‘n’ roll worse

inPsalter & misc (maybe :)
too many ideas too little time. 
not just one genre yet

n :) ah mantei

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