Hero

For those that wonder why Jesus dies for our sins!

Why For Me

Mirror of Truth

WALK AGAIN 

How can I walk
Beside you
When I’m stuck 
In my sleep 
Always sleeping
And never keeping
promises 
Never speaking Your name 
To anyone at all

DOWN TO MY KNEES
Cuz I’m barely living 
This could be the last chance I’m given 
I close my eyes, let out a cry
And finally let who You are inside
With you I can walk again 

Why does it take
So long to stand
Walking gets difficult 
On Your footsteps in the sand
Was I even meant to see
But, still I’ll try 

I’LL GO DOWN ON MY KNEES 
Cuz I’m barely living 
This could be the last chance I’m given 
I close my eyes, let out a cry
And finally let who You are inside
With you I can walk again 

Forgotten Your Word
Your day lost worth
In the end I’ll burn
Yet, Your voice, it has me
DOWN ON MY KNEES 

I’LL GO DOWN ON MY KNEES 
Cuz I’m barely living 
This could be the last chance I’m given 
I close my eyes, let out a cry
And finally let who You are inside
With you I can walk again 

Oh with you I will walk again

WALK AGAIN

Wandering Away

To stay or walk away? Always a tough decision

Better With Goodbye

Lay it down for the Lord, even when it seems he is silent! 

Lay it down

[verse1]
My little girl 
It’s hard to have faith in this world 
It’s hard to live the Truth
I’ve failed myself 
I’ve failed you 

 I hope you understand
I don’t want to push
and I don’t have a plan
All I have is hope
That someday you’ll stand

[chorus]
Cuz What if I’m right
And you see with your own eyes
Christ coming in the light
What if I’m right
when the earth all comes to dust
will you be with me in the sky

So you have your life
And it all seems fine
And through dark times
He will be the light

And I know what you know 
I thought that way too
It’s my life
I’ll live my way
apart from God
With my own truths

[chorus]
But what if I’m right
And you see with your own eyes
Christ coming in the light
What if I’m right
when the earth all comes to dust
will you be with me in the sky

[bridge]
Everything in life will lead you to a moment
Everything in life will lead you to a moment
Everything in life will lead you to a moment
Everything in life will lead you right up to this moment 

[chorus]
What if I’m right
And you see with your own eyes
Christ coming in the light
What if I’m right
when the earth all comes to dust
will you be with me in the sky

*WHAT IF I'M RIGHT*

HOLDING US

Verse 1

The space between us slowly grew,
I stopped listening, so did You
We built our walls, we closed the door,
Forgetting what we’re fighting for

Pre-Chorus

In silence we forgot Your grace,
Lost the light we used to chase

Chorus

We built these walls to hide our pain,
Forgotten how to speak Your name
And now we turn and place our trust,
To You — the One holding us

Verse 2

We held our ground, refused to bend,
Let go of grace that heals again
We thought we stood on solid sand
And lost the strength to understand

Pre-Chorus

In silence we forgot Your grace,
Lost the light we used to chase

Chorus 

We built these walls to hide our pain,
Forgotten how to speak Your name
And now we turn and place our trust,
To You — the One holding us

[stronger-more orchestral strings and harmonies]

Within these walls of stone and shame
Forgetting You, we keep the blame
Oh help us turn and place our trust
To You - the One holding us 

Bridge [soft music]

I thought I had to stand my ground,
I let my silence be the sound
The walls we built just kept us bound,
You bring us back together, found

Pre-Chorus 

We lost the light we used to chase

Ohhhhh

Final Chorus (x2)

(First – gentle, intimate)
We built these walls to hide our pain,
Forgotten how to speak Your name.
And now we turn and place our trust,
To You — the One holding us.

(Second – full build)
(Holding us)
Within these walls of stone and shame (Holding us)
Forgetting You, we keep the blame (Holding us)
Together we stand, our hearts in trust,
To You — the One holding us
To You — the One holding us
Holding us

HOLDING US

BAD SON

Verse 1

It’s been six long years since I heard your voice,
And I still don’t know why I made that choice.
You kept calling, just wanting to understand —
But fear spoke louder than a father’s hand.
I ran from love I didn’t know how to take,
Left the bridge burning in my wake.

Pre-Chorus

It wasn’t you — it was walls I built,
A runaway heart and a lifetime of guilt.

Chorus

I’m a bad son…
At least that’s what it feels like now.
I miss you…
And I’m praying for the strength somehow.
Lord, help me call —
To face the hurt I’ve tried to outrun.
I’m a bad son…
But I don’t wanna stay one.

Verse 2

You were the strong one everyone leaned on,
But I felt small and I kept the distance long.
We didn’t grow up learning how to speak,
So I let silence fill the space I was too scared to reach.

Pre-Chorus

It wasn’t you — I was lost inside,
Letting old insecurities be my guide.

Chorus

I’m a bad son…
At least that’s what it feels like now.
I miss you…
And I’m praying for the strength somehow.
Lord, help me call —
To face the hurt I’ve tried to outrun.
I’m a bad son…
But I don’t wanna stay one.

Bridge 

I don’t wanna hide anymore…
I don’t wanna close that door.
God, give me the strength to try —
I just need one moment, one line.

Final Chorus

I’m a bad son…
But God, I’m reaching out somehow.
I miss him…
And I’m praying You can guide me now.
Lord, help me call —
To face the hurt I’ve tried to outrun.
I’m a bad son…
But I don't wanna stay one.
I don't wanna stay one

BAD SON

I’m a faith-driven artist creating raw, emotional, God-centered music that blends punk energy, cinematic atmosphere, grunge honesty, and worship devotion. Through every song, I seek to point hearts back to Jesus — the One who saves, restores, and gives purpose. I don’t chase perfection; I chase His presence. This is SpydrPunkstar Studios — where passion meets faith and every note is surrendered to Christ.

https://www.youtube.com/@Spydrpunkstar

BAD SON

SpydrPunkstar

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